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I’ve tried to stop cutting and burning myself as much and as bad as I used to but it makes it so much worse.
People have started to see my scars and fresh cuts when I’m in dance or at the gym and I never know what to do so I’m trying not to cut as much as I used to.
I’ve started to self medicate and drink all the time to make up for it though and it’s really fucking me up.

i have seen so many life struggles on this page , so many brought tears to my eyes , last year my friends father commited suicide her younger brother found him , i have thought so many times , what if that was me that somebody found , i feel so lonely , i come home from school go straight to my room and i would just sit there and cry for hours , and then i would come downstairs and nobody would notice i was there or even gone ……….. i wonder would any of that change if i was gone for good

My family hates me and I have no friends. I’m not good enough for anyone. I haven’t had a real friend in two years. I lost all of my friends two years ago and I have no idea what the hell I did for them all to hate me. They just all stopped talking to me and now all the people I talk to are fake and talk shit about me but the only other choice I have is to be alone so I suck it up.

Two years ago my “best friend” wrote a note about me. She said that I was fat, had no […]

i dont really know where to start , first im nowhere near the state in my mind of thinking about suicide , but i care for those who are …. im 13 years old , im hurt and lonely , thats not right for a 13 year old , ok …. i guess it all started this year when i came back to school as it got more into the year i realised my ‘friends’ wernt really my friends , they have been posting things about me on websites calling me ugly and fat , i have began an obsession with being anorexic , people […]

after a year&half with my babyboii this is how it ended.*warnin im 14 hes 16*
Me&Ahmet
21st januray 2011 i met ahmet first time,we got ice cream&he chase me round the park tryin to get it on my nose&said […]

I’ve felt depressed for a while. I’ve thought about suicide many times, but I’ve never taken any action to do it because of friends, family, etc. But recently, some things have happened that are causing me to think more and more about suicide…For example, my best friend- possibly one of my only friends- seems to be ignoring me and doesn’t seem to ‘want’ me anymore. This friend was the only person I could talk to about cutting myself, my sadness, etc…and now they’re disappearing. Before this, many of my previous friends left me also, including my ex…I have to admit, I am a very sensitive person, and […]

So I was talking to the guy I liked and he always asks me how my life is and I always say shit so he asked me why and I told him I was having suicidal thoughts(which I am) he automatically said really? Like he didn’t believe me I sounded like such an attention whore. I said can we not talk about it I sound stupid, instead of denying it was stupid he said ya. I just feel like I shouldn’t have done that and I feel like I just fucked up alot. He Obviously doesn’t understand it and I wish I could take it […]

So, I really want to start a campaign to help the world understand the perspective of people with depression. What do you think? Would anyone be willing to describe/illustrate how the world looks to them with depression? I want to do a documentary, and I think I could use different peoples’ perspectives, anonymously, of course. I made a camera obscura, which basically captures an upside version of the world, and I want to use it as the premise of the film. Like the world is flipped upside down with depression. It changes how you perceive things, […]

i took seroquil awhile back when my depression becaome unbearable and i pray for the od to kill me. know after two years the depression has been worse than it ever was. i returned to cutting and suicide, i had so many great idea on my end. now i have to find how close to the edge i am again i have taken seroquil and i really hope something final will happen… this is my chance to find out how far i really am, to the edge. wonder if ill be back here soon or not. goodnight everyone

More nights than not I look at my hand gun on my night stand and think about walking down the road from my house kneeling down in the field pressing the barrel under my chin at a 45 degree angel and pulling the trigger, I wish I could pull the trigger over and over after the first shot just so I could feel something. I look around at people I see everyday and wonder why I can’t feel the feelings I see on their faces, get excited over life, have real feelings for someone, have someone who has real feelings for me. I ask God […]

i feel as though I should give up.
I want it to be quick. and painless.
that’s all.

So, I really want to start a campaign to help the world understand the perspective of people with depression. What do you think? Would anyone be willing to describe/illustrate how the world looks to them with depression? I want to do a documentary, and I think I could use different peoples’ perspectives, anonymously, of course. I made a camera obscura, which basically captures an upside version of the world, and I want to use it as the premise of the film. Like the world is flipped upside down with depression. It changes how you perceive things, you know? Just wondering what you all thought as […]

why have you left me here chained to the ground?
You’ve flown up with angels and left me to drown.
My strength is like yours, a trick of the eye.
you followed your dreams.
and now you can fly.
I feel you’ve forgotten you’ve left me here, stranded and lost, with an abundance of fear,
afraid of what’s next,
of even more deaths,
of life all in all,
of taking the fall.
These bonds of mortality are something to fear, they’ll keep you pinned till’ your very last year.
My soul kept bound for one single heart.
why did life have to tear us […]