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Do we need Love?

by adrian.roxas13 12/22/2012

written by adrian.roxas13

Most of us in this world believe that the only way to be happy
and to live our life to the fullest is to find love.
For us normal human being,
love is like a key that can open any doors.
We focus on it too much that we forgot to think
about other more important things like reality.
I realize that if we decided to accept love,
we also decided to accept suffering.
Love and suffering is connected and
we can’t just pick one of it because loving
and suffering is not a choice.
Life is unfair, because we can’t decide not to
love […]

12/22/2012 1 comment

Jealousy

by solace 12/22/2012

written by solace

I was wondering if this happened to anyone else.

Recently i met someone that i knew had mental issues, as a cutter myself i often look for scars on others, i don’t know why, but i like to look.

After not being able to find an scars on him, I found myself feeling somewhat jealous of others with bigger scars that are moreÂ noticeable, i felt somewhat disappointedÂ in myself that i didn’t have bigger and better scars to ‘show off’ i guess.

Just for the record, i am not ashamed of my scars/cuts etc, i would gladly show them off as i find them to be the most beautiful […]

12/22/2012 3 comments

Surreal Christmas Shopping

by wally8 12/22/2012

written by wally8

This morning, European time, I ventured out early to purchase a couple of things in readiness for my departure.Â It was a strangely unreal experience as I haven’t shopped during Christmas for many years….The last two years were spent in Afghanistan and other central Asian countries, I forgot what it would be like to walk amongst the throng of happy Santa’s and the annoying buzz of Christmas carols.Â I sat in the car park of a major toy store considering my first major step with this decision.Â It was a weird surreal moment walking to the front door, expecting to be confronted with smiling faces, […]

12/22/2012 3 comments

Numb.. So very numb.

by loveisdifficult 12/22/2012

written by loveisdifficult

I’m numb. No emotions, no feelings. Nothing.
I don’t care if I get hurt. I kick my toe, nothing.
I hit my head, nothing. I cut my wrists, nothing.
I don’t feel heart ache anymore. I don’t care if I cut to deep.
I don’t even care if my family find out what I write on here.
I’m 16 name is Chaifair, I live in a nothing town with people who just don’t care.
I’m over living my life like a happy little trooper. I’ve been faking my smile all day.
No one knows what goes on in my mind, because I don’t know either.

12/22/2012 4 comments

at home with a gram

by Atlanta27 12/22/2012

written by Atlanta27

Started doing snow again.. just a little, been planning my suicide for 7 months.. hopefully sometime in january il have the streinth to suicide.. im a little scared…jyst have a little unfinished bussiness… 26 years is long enogh..

12/22/2012 0 comment

A Song With No Solace

by Freya 12/22/2012

written by Freya

Long term chronic pain is difficult to live with. I’m 21 and I have been in and out of hospitals (medical and psychiatric) for three years. All three I was in university and should have been able to experience the best side of that life. Instead I was stuck inside. Now my doctors tell me I will have to live with it for the rest of my life. I have to see psychiatrists because I have already had two failed attempts. They say I use sleep as a coping mechanism but it is a lot sweeter in the unconscious than it is to wake up […]

12/22/2012 0 comment

Psychiatry

by slothprince 12/22/2012

written by slothprince

Things I picked up today after seeing my shrink for the first time in a year:

1) Seasonal Affective Disorder blows. I really don’t want to have to put up with this shit every goddamn time the leaves turn, but them’s the breaks.

2) I was reminded that the probability of getting depressed increases more and more for each successive episode. After two periods of depression, you’re likely to go through a third, which means a fourth is even more probable, etc. Of course this means that as time goes by, it’s increasingly likely that I’ll need to be on meds on a permanent basis. Fuck.

3) I’m […]

12/22/2012 1 comment

I can’t explain why…

by mysmilecoversalot :) 12/22/2012

written by mysmilecoversalot :)

I’m 17 years old, a senior in high school. My grades are flawless, I’m going to college next year on an academic scholarship. I’m going to be a neonatal nurse, to save innocent babies. I’ve never drank, never smoked, I rarely swear, I refuse to do drugs, andÂ I’ve told guys no when they want to sleep with me, all to set a good example for my younger sisters. My teachers love me,”I never fail to brighten their day!” Next month I’m going to be an American Sign Language teacher to elementary students and in March I’m going to be an aunt for the first […]

12/22/2012 6 comments

Why not do what each individual feels is right for them?

by the. ends. near 12/21/2012

written by the. ends. near

Rather than live in misery thinking what a bad life we were dealt maybe its ok to belive afterlife offers hope. I have planned my death soon. On a day that ill be alone and the onnly people that can find me are strangers who can care less. Im visiting the philppines from canada. Only one person will truly miss me but in time even that will change.

we do what we feel is best for us and society. Â No one shoukd judge us but god for no one knows what our lives are really like but us.

But i do encourage others to seek help. Its […]

12/21/2012 5 comments

Just a Bunny

by JustTooLate 12/21/2012

written by JustTooLate

You pull me out of your hat
Whenever your down
But when I need you
There’s only darkness around

Wish you’d wave the wand
Every now and then
Maybe just respond
Cuz I could use a friend

But you keep me cagedÂ in
Until you have a bad day
Then you cry to me again
“Everything will be okay”

That’s all you wanna hear right?
That yourÂ ”cuts” will heal over night
But they’re just scrapes alright
Cuz I ain’t even ate tonight

Cuz you won’t feed me
But I don’t need three
Meals a day, just to say
“Hey, I’m gonna cut the bone today”

And I’m not competing
But your […]

12/21/2012 4 comments

I think its time

by shinigamimicha 12/21/2012

written by shinigamimicha

This is me by the way.

Alright, well my names Michaela.
And I am 18 years old.
I just got out of the hospital on Monday for my depression and suicidal ideations.
I have been begging and pleading for a specific persons help for a long time so i wont have the feeling and urge to kill myself.
But he has been treating me like shit, putting me on the side and making me feel worthless.
I have had it.
He was the only thing […]

12/21/2012 11 comments

Discouraging

by hopefuldreamer 12/21/2012

written by hopefuldreamer

I’ve been thinking about posting this since early this morning because I feel like I never got the chance to express myself in my post last night ,whenever I’m writing these posts I always criticize myself Â and never fully release what I want to while writing them.

I’ve been struggling to keep it together lately compared to last year around this time. I let people stomp all over me and control me and I just let it happen I guess because of my own negative thoughts about myself,but lately I can’t keep up with the expectations people have of me because I seem so put together […]

12/21/2012 2 comments

A Checkup

by Domino Jays 12/21/2012

written by Domino Jays

I haven’t been here for a while. And honestly, when I came back, I wasn’t expecting much of any attention. I nearly thought this was going to be like facebook, with people saying ‘oh u shuldn’t b sad all the time u shuld b happi!’ but no.

Instead? People are supportive. Encouraging to live, not die. I was wrong about this place. Maybe this is a new leaf being turn? Or some sort of phrase like that, I don’t know..

But for those who are/may be concerned, life has gotten to a standstill. I’m neither happy nor sad on this year’s holidays. Maybe it’s for the best […]

12/21/2012 4 comments

is this one of those sites where people try to stop you from the inevitable?

by gettingthefuckoutofdodge 12/21/2012

written by gettingthefuckoutofdodge

i sincerely hope that it isn’t.
i mainly just want to see if anybody has any good ideas on how to do it.
or maybe something inspiring. i don’t know.
i really don’t

12/21/2012 5 comments

Help?

by Runningtostandstill 12/21/2012

written by Runningtostandstill

Hey I was wondering if anyone knew how old youvwould have to be in the uk to buy sleeping tablets? I can’t take the dreams anymore, or the lying awake thinking. I just want to sleep! but over past experience of self harming Boone will buy me any or trust me, so I guess I’m on my own.

So yeah any idea?

12/21/2012 25 comments

I am…

by Abselom 12/21/2012

written by Abselom

Worthless

Pathetic

A sack of shit

Useless

Bitchy

Pyhsco

Stupid

In the way

AÂ burden

I am a person who should die… who shouldnt be allowed to live on this Earth…

No one ever agrees, but no one ever DISagrees either…

then again.. no one ever really listens to me anyway…

I am nothing.

12/21/2012 5 comments

Just keep fucking shit up..

by Abselom 12/21/2012

written by Abselom

I found out that my ex and his “current” girlfriend broke up last night. my ex told me that he was going to do anything and everything to get her back. I thought to myself.. this could be my chance to get him back.. to make him mine again.. for us to have another chance to be together and be happy. Then i realized how much he cares about her. that he wants to be with her. (she broke up with him for “being too clingy, and not treating her good”) (They also share their 4th block class, which is how they met in the […]

12/21/2012 6 comments

i feel dead already

by amit 12/21/2012

written by amit

To those who are reading this, unlike many people , god has given me everything, it just that i have ruined everything. God gave me caring wife, adorable daughter, decent job, great future potential but………………….it is me who has been destroying my own life …………i have no one else to blame but my ownself. i have destroyed my future and the future of my kid. i have gambled away my life. i feel dead already. cant write more. i have been avoiding killing self many times, partly coz i have been too scared, partly coz of my kid. but i feel my death will be […]

12/21/2012 23 comments

help

by uniquee... 12/21/2012

written by uniquee...

i Have my Moments Of suicidal thouqhts But Talkinq To someone Always Helpm. . . Im Here If anyone Wannts to Talk

12/21/2012 29 comments

theres always A Way Out

by uniquee... 12/21/2012

written by uniquee...

Dont get me Wronq . Life Is Hard , For some People it May seem Impossible . But Yur Not alone , If yuu have No One I Guarentee Yuu IM HERE . Ive Had My Fair share Of Harsh Time . some Suicide Attempt , Sometimess Still Do Have Thouqhts , But Theres Always a Way Out It May Not Seem Like It But there Is . Dont Let the Pain Of Missery Of A Situation get To Yuu. Yuu Are Worth so Much and yur Life is so valuable . dont Throw It Away Because Of somethinq thats Goinq On . Talk To […]

12/21/2012 0 comment

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