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Hi my name is angelenia and i have started a blog and facebook page to make people aware of the pain that is out there.. I know many of u might not be willing but i am looking for volunteer who will share there story with all of my facebook page and blog.. If you are willing please contact willyoustopthehurt@yahoo.com with your name age and your story. but dont for get to include a picture so we can see you. If you dont feel okay with the picture its fine. But stay positive and smile everyone

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Longs

lungs are breathing

heart is beating

brain is functioning..

eyes blink

fingers point

cheeks blush.

blood is racing

racing through my viens

physically alive without a doubt

Wake again, feeling as empty as possible. Can’t go back to sleep to escape the feelings. Another completly pointless day awaits me. Can’t wait to sleep forever <3

really i want to know wat wud be the life after death..i want to know wat are essence of death..creating our own death willingly is called suicide.i m happy tat der is something after life tat is death..

Started off ok. Almost good. And its going into the shitter faster than I can bail out the water. Someone please tell me how to hang on. I dont know how. I hate the holidays. I am alone. I feel horrible right now. It comes and goes. I just need a reason to keep clawing to hold on – I dont want to die – I want the pain to stop.

Empty

alone

numb

I find that when I become angry at other people, I tend to punish myself or hate myself. I don’t know why I do that.

i can’t do this anymore, i want to dissapar and die, theres no point in living or breathing when i know both the people i care for, one thinks i’m a freak, the other wants me dead, or dosent give a fuck about my life.

The second one in question, his innitals are HD, he hates my guts as once i told people i loved him he found his brother laughing and calling me his girlfriend, i have to admit, after two years of that i really dont like him doing that now, every time i see him he says it and its not helping me […]

Suicide, suicide Your presence is near

Suicide, suicide I wish you were here

Suicide, suicide Take me away

Suicide, suicide Please make it today

Suicide, suicide An answer, for me

Suicide, suicide I need to escape, be free

Suicide, suicide I’ve had too much

Suicide, suicide Take me, do your touch

Suicide, suicide Leave the rest behind

Suicide, suicide You’re all over my mind

Suicide, suicide Let me pass in peace

Suicide, suicide I need to release

so today was crap day i felt so insecure like everyone at school hated me, like tey all wanted me dead. last night i dobed my twin sister into my mum about something now she hates me. she is writing nasty comments about me on facebook and is sending nasty messages about me to her facbook friends. i think to myself if my own twin sister is doing that stuff can you imagine what everyone else is doing and saying about me. today in music their was 2 couch chairs next to each other there was a boy who is in my class on one […]

a man lying near all bloody and red

i think to myself if hes lucky hes dead

his body is gone there is nothing to say

so i pick up my gun and start walking away

the tears build up as i go on

im praying to god i last till dawn

praying to god i see the next day

so i pick up my gun and start running away

the bombs were exploding all around

but the worlds quiet now i cant hear a sound

the flowers on my grave remind me of may

so i lay in my grave and start fading away

Ive come to the inevitable conclusion and no matter how much i would like to dance around the subject i am just not strong enough to do anything on my own. I have asked for help almost every day of my entire life and have been shot down every day. Even God seems to dangle hope in my face. Makes everything almost achievable but then takes it away. I know im quoting a super hero movie but i think Bane got it right. There can be no true despair without hope. I’ve always had my ways out but never strong enough to take them. I […]

For over 7 years my life has gone from good to really bad. Everything is so bad for me I feel my parents bleep telling me to kill myself, to jump off a cliff, take panadol and die or get hit by a bus. I haven’t made the best choices with relationship. And that is all my fault I used to time many girls at once because they felt so happy what I was saying to them so I felt good about myself and continued to do so. Now everyone makes up shit about me even though I have stopped tinier heaps of girls at […]

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