I have always seen life as a quest. It works like a game plan. Every level gets tougher and the monsters and hurdles get more and more dangerous and difficult to cross. I don’t regret having my life but all I wish is to have someone who I can share it with. I did fall in love and then ended up with a crushed heart when the relationship ended. Occupying yourself definitely helps but the loneliness remains. I have plenty of friends but I miss the existence of the special one. Work can substitute thoughts but not feelings. I don’t know what I feel about my life. Its as good as it can be. Full of adventure, good memories and passion but my heart feels like it has an empty corner. I dunno what to do. I am still living in my past and I m not able to let it go just because I don’t have anyone in my present. Being with the person who broke my heart just causes pain and shame, I need to move on but I am not able to. I am losing myself into this sore and hurtful relationship. People have told me to let go but being on your own is very difficult. I dunno how will I get out of this. The person I with only is around when he is in need or not busy. Whenever he has stuff happening in his life my existence doesn’t even matter anymore but the minute he is free I have to devote all my time and attention to him. I have clearly lost self respect and I stoop to a new low every day. I wanna be free from this self loathing and horrible life I have and I can’t seem to find a way out
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Find things you enjoy doing alone. Don’t plan your whole life around one boy. Find some of your friends and have a good day, or treat yourself to a special treat, maybe some sorbet.
I go out a lot and do everything i can to make myself feel better but u know i just miss having that one special person. i want someone who i can love and care for . I don’t expect a lot a in return except love n care. I am sick of things being so materialistic around me. I feel like i live in a world of fake people where trust and emotions are laughed upon and no ones bothers. Love is everything in life. Its what we live for!
Then get a puppy. They are adorable and so cuddly! But yes, sometimes, I would wish for someone special too. My friend whom I liked and was very kind to me left, so I only barely get to see him. Love…what we live and die for
Then get a puppy. They are adorable and so cuddly! But yes, sometimes, I would wish for someone special too. My friend whom I liked and was very kind to me left, so I only barely get to see him. Love…what we live and die for
I do have a dog who i love a lot. I am just trying to get my life on track that’s all .
Getting life back on track is not about finding the perfect boy, it’s about proceeding down the path of life, though throwing in a boyfriend won’t hurt.