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I remember one year ago round about this time I was one of the happiest people on earth, nothing could bring me down.. So now I wonder, what the fuck could of thrown me so far off course.. Last year I was a clean, happy, guy with not a care in the world.. Now, I’m high every single day, have slits across my arms/wrists and the love of my life gone… I messed up my life so much, its such a pain to carry on, it hurts so much, when I think of all the good times and how great it was, then I realize […]

okayy so..ive been dealing with this guy for over a year now..im in love with him but not sure how to get over him..heres the story..i was with him for about 9 months maybe a lil more n then we split up well with all my other boyfriends we break up and dont talk anymore..well me and this guy im hooked on talk all the time i see him everyday at school..we still screw around n shit even though he has a girl friend..how do i let go and move on..?..like i dont want to let him slip out of my life kuz i love […]

People keep telling me things will get better. I need to help myself. I need to get out there and be a part of life. But when I try it goes wrong, I make the wrong choices, make friends with the wrong people, develop feelings for people I shouldn’t and generally end up ruining things, then end up five steps back from where I started. How the hell do I break this cycle??? I don’t really want to die, but I can’t escape the evidence that tells me it’s my only option, it is the only way I’m gonna find peace. Except i’ll probably cock […]

S this so my sencom half to mnfriend Preston:) I found out yesterday that he was suicidal like me…. He’s Alive:) he was at school today!! And he seemed better but I could tell inwa kinda hard for him, someone asked him why he was crying yesterday andnhr was like it’s personally I can’t really talk about it. Thankfully the kid was just Like okay. When he asked him why Preston kinda looked at me but I didn’t say anything. At lunch idk I couldn’t at by him but I was looking at him rery while or so and he seemed fine:) I think he’s […]

Surely everybody on this site has asked themselves this question, I did a survey forever ago on if it was or not. A lot of mixed replies. Some of the most surprising people said it was (then denied it later), people I barely converse with had a full blown talk to me about how it’s there life and they can decide if they want to end it. I’ve figured most of the people who said it wasn’t have actually contemplated it before, or still are. That was a bit scary. Then there were those people, who have never considered or been asked the question before. […]

We live in world were status and reaching the top of the social ladder means a lot to people, but the process of getting there makes me sick. The things people say to each other or about each other is disturbing and makes me hurt not only for the person it’s directed at but it brings back the painful memories of when those words were once directed at me.

We all have our stories and the shit that’s happened to us in our lives, but people don’t take the time to hear each others stories. It took me to come online and search for a place […]