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Cant take it

by chey123 8/5/2012

written by chey123

I just cant take living with my dad anymore. i thought that by moving with my mom things would get better. but as soon as i think things are blowing over. something els happens. It seems like i jus have nooooo out what so ever. im 15. but i’ve been through so much already. and nooo im not trying to tell you the same”dramatic” sad story. But everytime i get upset the only reasonable out that comes to mind is ending my life. i know that sounds crazy, but i have this thought almost every single day. and they think i want attention & i […]

8/5/2012 1 comment

Is it possible to change how you feel about yourself?

by Josiah 8/5/2012

written by Josiah

I know it’s not good for me but I often find myself reminding myself what a loser ****** piece of shit I am.Â I’ve had that since I was a kid. I’ve wanted to evaporate into nothingness since I was 4.

8/5/2012 8 comments

Should I kill myself in front of them and would their lives be better?

by Ineed2die 8/5/2012

written by Ineed2die

I won’t lie to you guys, I’m not like a lot of those people who use this site. I don’t have the worst life ever, I don’t want to kill myself since I don’t like living. I want to kill myself because either people would forget me or I would be making their lives a better place by giving them one less loser to worry about. My plan was to purchase a Maverick 88 shotgun and bring it to school with me, (I wouldn’t shoot any of my fellow students GOD NO! I could never do that) Hide it in a gym bag or something […]

8/5/2012 40 comments

life would be good

by fakingit 8/5/2012

written by fakingit

if i wasnt such a whore. if i wasnt such a smart-ass. if i was the same goody goody i was couple years back. i’d take it everything back just to live in peace.

8/5/2012 12 comments

by whatsitallabout 8/5/2012

written by whatsitallabout

I have bought all the tools needed for the helium hood method, followed the instructions on the final exit dvd and book thanks. I have one concern, i have 2 balloon time (50) tanks, can i use 3 tanks? To be sure nothing goes wrong, my only concern is the gas will run out?

8/5/2012 4 comments

do things get better

by mylife 8/5/2012

written by mylife

i understand how you feel but as young as you are you need to talk to someone, I have felt the same way for as long as i can remember, now 50 im still suffering in silence everyone thinks im strong and inside im screaming for help, i dont have the courage to ask for help and ive also passed this on to my children, my daughter has recently told me that its my fault because she has severe depression as i gave her to my mum when she was 2, i also had another 2 children to the same father whom abused me physically, […]

8/5/2012 4 comments

16 years

by erased 8/5/2012

written by erased

When I was born I had the perfect family. Typical happily married young aspiring husband (my dad) and loving devoted child rearing wife (mom). Â Up until around age 3 everything was alright. Â Then even as a young kid, I noticed that my Dad yelled at my mom a lot. I didn’t understand why my mom would cry every day when my dad left for work. She started drinking a lot. She never neglected or mistreated me in any way, but she just became even more withdrawn. By The time i was 5, My family had already moved 3 times. My mother had endured giving birth […]

8/5/2012 6 comments

Is a little time so much to ask?

by justonemore 8/5/2012

written by justonemore

My mum used to be my best friend. While I was attending high school, we used to commute together, so we grew really close, spending two hours in the car together every day. When we stopped commuting, it wasn’t as easy, but we still spent a lot of time together. I felt like I could tell her anything. My brother is verbally abusive to me, and she has always been there to help me handle him.

Ever since she started dating, though, it’s like I’ve fallen off the face of the planet. She works during the week and will go to his place after an hour […]

8/5/2012 4 comments

none of this feels real

by truthbetold 8/5/2012

written by truthbetold

life is a game where each one of us is the main character, with his/her unique combination of experiences and opinions .. some love the game, some hate it, some seem to embrace the duality, some don’t care about the game, some are eager for it to be over etc

life seems to matter the most if you’re too immerged in it to question its importance .. you may also come to the conclusion it doesn’t but decide to pretend it does for the people in your entourage .. I’ve read here and there that Everything that Is is the product of consciousness experiencing itself and […]

8/5/2012 5 comments

to tired

by birthright 8/5/2012

written by birthright

im so worn out today, i cant be dealing with any of my complicatedness. so i plan to spend the day sleeping,music, painting. andof course chatting to anyone who needs me, ladies and gentlemen im here all day 😉

8/5/2012 21 comments

Such a Shit

by 853 8/5/2012

written by 853

I tell people stuff to hopefully change their thinking but it is nothing I haven’t told myself. I wake up most days with the same apathy to everything as everyone. What’s the point. Everything is shit.

What does get me going at times is when I start making little steps toward the future. For example, I change the oil in my car to prolong its life. Pretty soon I have to justify that investment by being more productive with my life.

I think it’s the little steps that count. Then again, I am slightly inebriated and the alcohol is doing most of the talking. .err typing.

8/5/2012 41 comments

Ashamed

by evol 8/5/2012

written by evol

I’m so ashamed of myself. I’ve let everybody down. I’m such a disappointment. I’m a stupid loser who can’t do anything right. The world heavyweight champion of poor decision making. Over and over again, so much pain, I can’t take it any more.

My wife left me, but that alone is not the cause of this pain that I’m in. My parents and siblings deserve better too. And my son… I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. Please forgive me. Please God forgive me.

8/5/2012 10 comments

out of hope

by lostchild445 8/5/2012

written by lostchild445

im out of smokes, out of razors, out of booze and out of weed. im off pills and in withdrawl. my ex has been spreading lies about me, and she and my other managed to take all my friends away from me. nobody likes me, nobody cares for me…if i disappeared tomorrow, they’d forget about me in a week. i’ve given up on life, on hope, on everything. i just wish someone would shoot me. or run me over. or poison me. just kill me.

8/5/2012 6 comments

Back In That Place

by Breathe 8/5/2012

written by Breathe

Taking pills, any kind, just seems to fix evverything. Parents screaming at you, take 2. Work or school overload, another two. Max dose it up just enough to stay functional. Appetite suppressants, the great side effect of pills. Skinnier and skinner I imagine….. I’d be beautiful only if I were skinnier. He says I’m perfect but he doesn’t have to stare at my awful body, the ripples of fat every minute of everyday. I’ve gotten through this before, but now im in a relationship, i dont know how much of my bullshit he can handle. I’m doubting him and not letting my walls down. I […]

8/5/2012 2 comments

I’m new here..

by TheAiyana32 8/5/2012

written by TheAiyana32

So Im new and I dunno what Im doing.. so um excuse my stupidity. I just thought this would be a good alternitive to help people and to umm… uh stop myself from commiting suicide.. in the future. So yeah. Hi =)

8/5/2012 6 comments

by emma 8/5/2012

written by emma

Let us die young or let us live forever.

8/5/2012 3 comments

Hello

by BlueHappiness 8/5/2012

written by BlueHappiness

Hey there. So I finally created an account here. I used to open suicideproject whenever i feel suicidal, but never really had an account to post or comment or anything. I could just sit here and read all your stories. And honestly, some bring tears to my eyes because they keep reminding me of the pain I currently feel. I feel so bad for anyone of you who knew jeremy or kallie. I’m sure they were great people. May their souls forever rest in peace.

8/5/2012 7 comments

Real or not!?!?!

by exhausted24 8/5/2012

written by exhausted24

Im so confused about what is happeneing on here!! I was talking to kallie and have been devestated and sick thinking Â the sweet girl from the emails lost her battle with depression and now pol are saying it was a hoax?!? WhO would do that? Â Pret on somebodys emotions like that? Im so confused….. Whats the point of this site if its Â all Â lies? Â Im here out of desperation… Tryin to find people who understan….i dont know what tothink

8/5/2012 10 comments

The worst things come free to us

by myzr 8/4/2012

written by myzr

In 15 not very rich I have to clean houses with my mom. When I grow up I want to become a cop or join the military but i cant because my mom decided to bring me here illegally I didnt want to come. I feel like theres no future for me if your an immigrant then you would know that its practacly impossible to get the citizenship. Im not popular at all high school is really hard because im not pretty and im really quiet I might be the most dumb in this house. My sister gets the best grades while im getting 60s […]

8/4/2012 1 comment

If only my sisters knew the truth…

by Stacey Corbin 8/4/2012

written by Stacey Corbin

If only my sisters new the truth that my dad cheated on my mom and i was the one that found my dad cheating on my mom. They would finally understand why i hate daddy. THey just dont understand why i hate him so much. THey think they had the best child hood ever but it was only because i was there to protect them from everything that was going on. I wish i could tell them but they are the type of people that dont want to hear anything bad. So they ignore it and pretend like it doesnt exist. I hate that so […]

8/4/2012 2 comments

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