We have been broken up for three months now, the 21st of this month will only be a short year that went by since we first dated. Three months ago I gave up everything I had (car , job and friends) to move with you 3000 miles across the country in hopes to find and continue our happiness together. Last night i asked why we really broke up and you told me that you hated me, even now that were not together somehow i still get under your skin and bug you. Ever since we have been broken up life feels pointless, its not the normal heartbreak depression but i look at life and realize its only about dying. Living is only supposed to be spent with what makes you happy, and now no matter what i have in life I know that I cant share it with you so i really will have nothing after all but my own death in the end…
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Hey there fourstyx, when you find happiness within yourself, everything else will follow. Living is about being happy but you need to have that relationship with yourself first because you are the most important person to you, then everyone comes next. Sounds like you’ve had a tough time but having your own live is going to be much more than having your own death.