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the real deathbug was kilked by my mom but she took of HELP ME. the real deathbug died about 3 hours ago im taleyai her little sister.
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the real deathbug was kilked by my mom but she took of HELP ME. the real deathbug died about 3 hours ago im taleyai her little sister.
I am basically a very anxious person.It’s like I am always expecting something terrrible to happen.My shrink says that I suffer from Obsessive compulsive disorder.Anxiety hurts me a lot and I sometimes feel that I really need to die in order to end this terrible miserable life.I really feel the end is near.
im deathbugs little sister,the real deathbugs was killed, by i think u can guess.
last night my boyfriend that i realized i was madly in love with dumped me becuz since it was long distance we could only talk through this app on our iPod touches.. his parents are forcing him to sell his so we can no longer talk so he broke up with me…. I’ve never hurt so much. please… i want the pain to go away!!!!!!!!
my eyes are swollen and red from crying. i don’t want to do anything. i don’t want to eat, shower, move…or sleep becuz i know i will dream of him whether its a nightmare or a good dream… i just can’t […]
slowly but surely digging myself out of the hole of depression that I’ve let my life slide into. I moved out of my moms apartment into a great and affordable apt of my own downtown, close to work, but life still feels so futile.
What’s the point in playing the game of life when my goals are unreachable? They say to get new goals but my aspirations are fundamental to my own happiness. I want a companion but it’s not working out.
I find women that stimulate me mentally and physically but they just keep me on the side, and I don’t blame them. I’m a […]
can someone tell me what to do i have to ideas 1.kill my self.or 2.live through being beat. if u have your own idea on wat i should do tell me but please hurry my mom has a butcher knife and is trying to get in the attic witch is my room and im hiding. also she just got in so HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the good thing is she might not find me. got to go shes gettin close write u later.
my mom wont stop now i cant walk she broke my left leg it hurts and she wont take me to a doctor or hospital. also i haven’t slept in a week because im 2 scared because mom beats me wen im asleep.at least she aunt my real mom.my real mom and dad died when i was 1 i was in a orphanage till i was 6 then toni adopted me. i wish she didnt. and thanks to all who posted commets exepcialy you leahwallis thanks.also the orphanage was abusof it even killed my sister hope wen she was 9 i was separed from my […]
1. read twilight series. 2.buy a giant knife. 3.kill my self. 4.good bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to die so bad, my mom starves and beats me i am bullied.i just cant take it anymore.i decoded to try and kill my self.
i just want to tak me life,i reallly do.nothing at home is right it seems like everybody leaving me and how do i suppose to deal with that.i have no one to talk about this to. my mom dosent care about me and my dad is trying his best. sometimes i think people like me wasnt supposed to be on this earth. i cry at night mostly every night thinking bout how everybody hates me.i took alot of pills ounce diffrent ones it made me real drowsy and i just lad there looking high. i even tried to cut my wrists. i just want to […]
I’ve figured out the meaning of life…… it’s meaningless. Being high is experiencing life to it’s fullest potential so I’m gonna go get stoned 😉
I hate living i wish that my mom.would just let me die already ive been suffering for years now and she seems not to care she avoids the situation until i try something then thats when she notice i need more help then what shes giving.but the truth is i dont want.anyones help i just want to be left aline so that i could just die by myself what so hard about that you know i prayed and prayed that this world would end in 2012 like is was supose to but i guess i didnt prey hard enough because here i am writing […]
I’m at the point in my life my 23 year old life…Where I’m wondering is this world a state of my own design…Have I created this person that lives inside of me are is it as they say “Clinical Depressionâ€â€¦I’ve been this way for so long that I don’t know what happiness is…To the outside world have
everything a person could want are need but to me it’s like something is always missing…I’m always seeking that small unattainable piece of happiness that never seems to come my way…I push away people even though I need them more then air…I can’t work are go to school […]
Alex and Mary Anne, please contact this person at JonesHenry@hotmail.fi
Most of the times I feel like I say the wrong things at the wrong time and cause more problems in my life! I feel like I can’t do anything right! I have to pretend I am happy most of the times! I don’t wanna pretend anymore! I have almost commited suicide 4 times already :/ every time I try either a friend runs in and stops me or a thought of a loved one! I don’t wanna go through hell anymore 🙁 so many terrible things have happened in my life! I can’t take it anymore! I don’t know how much longer I can […]
Natural or unnatural death. Which one?
Thank you so much for turning my tears into smiles. Wish it could be that way every night. Hope someone else feels the way I do tonight.
Guilt is eating me away. Guilt over hurting my family, even when they told me they would rather have me die than to live with me depressed. Guilt over feeling this depression and suicidal thoughts are just because i’m weak. Guilt over hating my life. I’ve only cared about other people since i was little. Even though i give great advice and talk people out of a lot of shit, i cant seem to take my own advice. I’m trying to stop only caring about other peoples feelings to much. But who knew it was so hard to stop guilt from eating you away…
The past 2 years have been hell for me, I cut myself, purged, and binged. The more I did it, the more I realized what I did to myself only made my problems worse. I hit rock bottom when I tried to kill myself… but a song saved me. I realized how stupid I was being and went back to writing music– something I’ve done as long as I can remember. As of today, I have dozens of songs written down and I have 12 about those 2 years that I’m actually going to record and put on an album someday. It really does get […]
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