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Havent really been on here latly because i was back in the hospital bt i feel alot better glad i went in because before then i was extremly suicidal so im happy for my decision i made
SO, I met an amazing person on here, and i can tell I’ll meet many more amazing people. I can help any of you guys out and message you when ever you need me! I AM A REALLY HELPFUL PERSON! AND I’M REALLY BUBBLY WHEN NEEDED!
EMAIL ME!
Naiomyhernandez@gmail.com
I hate mondays. It’s the worst day in the week. After a good weekend, then you have to wake and meet early. I hate it !
I think I wanna skip school today. Lie all day on the couch and smoke some good weed.
What about you. What are you up to on this boring Monday?
never felt that life was so hard. Seems like everything i do is wrong. in the 2 years i have felt like this i feel as if i have lost everything, dropped out of school because everything got to me. turned to drinking cause it seemed like the easiest option,but since that decision life has gotton 50% worse. and as easy as it seems like to stop that goes okay for a while untill i breakdown over something again.. and turn to it again and go out and drink before work, then end up not showing for work. and im on the last straw with […]
“To remain silent and indifferent is the greatest sin of all”- Elie Wiesel. This quote alone has been one of the most inspirational things to get me through my days, recently. Elie was a concentration camp survivor, and if he can get passed all of that, then I can get past a few horrible days, and don’t you know, I’ve had plenty of those.
When I was in seventh grade, I had a few friends who had been dealing with really abusive parents, for their whole life. I didn’t really know exactly what they were going through, because I never had experienced that before. I grew […]
I want to share my story, it will take a while but the details are important. It’s a long one. I left some things out, like my utterly deranged sexuality. I hope that someone out there will read this and know that they really don’t have it so bad.
I live in the shadow of my past.
I was not abused, none of my family or friends have died, I am privileged and well off financially. My mom left my dad when I was 3, he was an abusive alcoholic.
I am attractive, intelligent, clever, creative, witty, inventive, all that good stuff. Despite all these things, I am […]
Today I left my house For the first time after such a long time. I went to the dentist to get my braces removed, the last time I went was a year ago. I was on anti depression medication and life seemed fine, I was fun to be around at the time. since then I fell of the face of the earth and well most of you know how that feels like.. Well anyway I went to the dentist, my eyes burned from the brightness of the daylight. By the time I got there my eyes looked a mess. I went in to see the […]
As the title says nothing beats everything I am dealing with now. My babies are all split up and their hearts are shattered. In turn their pain rings so loudly to me. I had to rock my crying 6 year old little girl to sleep in a hotel room before I took her back to her father. I am disabled and incapable of providing a stable home for my children. I am going to an online university and I find it mundane and pointless. Feeling guilty is something that runs rampant in my heart and the feeling of complete inadequacy fills me to the brim […]
im only 11 and ive already had alot of suiside thoughts i feel useless to the world what the point of this everyone judges me and picks on me. resently my best friends mom died of colen cancer (RIP cythea curro) that brought me down i know if i comite suiside my bff will turn to it 2. im afraid of death, i never try and cut myself. my older brother is the worst, he tells me ill die a vergin he tells me ,”go to hell” “no one cares 4 u” he doesnt help. and just about a month ago my very 1st boyfriend […]
I’m 16, and live in Canada, I have considered suicide about two months ago, never seriously. Therefore,
I realize I may not be able to relate to a lot of things, however I’m not someone who will pretend to be
able to relate. Anyhow, I’m here and willing to help absolutely anyone. If I’m able to help one person
positively, that is my goal. Suicide is something I’ve been around a fair bit in life with multiple family
members, and friends battling their fight. I can fortunately say none have lost there battle. I believe I
am here for a universal reason which many of us share, help […]
So I joined this website yesterday, as I lied in bed sobbing, wanting to disappear so badly. I wrote my first post, and what I wrote actually surprised myself. Before I posted I read a few other peoples… I wanted so badly to give each and every person posting a hug. I wanted to tell them they were loved and to make them choose to keep their lives… so I wrote about holding onto mine. The comments I got back, each and every one touched my heart. You guys inspired me to want to keep going, and to keep smiling along the way. Like I […]
im sick and tired of people calling me ugly, or saying i look like a dude, or have a “boyish face” I’m sick of people saying “I’d pick ____ over morgan any day”
becuz when i look in the mirror. I’m happy with what i see, i feel beautiful. and in my mind i think i am. even tho i get called ugly at least once a week.
i just don’t get how not many other people can see that I’m beautiful like how i see myself.
i have been texting my friend (he’s a guy) for the past week. and today he told me “i like making […]
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-europe-14417362″>Dutch rethink Christianity
i hate my family sometimes. family are supposed to be the ones who support you no matter what. not my family. member of my family will turn on you as soon as they have something solid enough to use against you, and tear you down. my family is all about power and control. they need to have control over each other. even if it makes the ones being controlled miserable and suicidal. they don’t care. at this point i would love to kill myself in front of my mom just to spite her ass. she so horrible to me sometimes. she knows how fragile, and […]
I’m not good at drawing anymore, I’m not good at singing anymore, I’m not good at talking to people anymore, I’m not good at sports anymore, I’m not good at piano anymore, I’m not good at breathing anymore, I’m not good at living anymore!
What the hell is wrong with me?!
people tell me how perfect I am, They tell me how pretty I am, they tell me who’s jealous, they shouldn’t be jealous. never.
If they spent one day in my shoes, they would want to be dead too.
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This is going to be more of a rant really. Knowing me, a long(-ish?) post. My apologies (If anyone even goes on to read this) for probably many clichés and awful English. Apparently I’m a fairly good writer. Pah, I wonder who’d still think that after reading my journals? No, I think that people on here and around me are just kinder than I deserve. My friends deserve so much more than me (I’m sorry…).
But yeah, ‘what a surprise’. Choose to die. Fail. Find more reliable ways to die. Fail. Set a date: 101252. Ooh, what a shocker – fail. What’s my freaking problem this time? […]
Which one will you feed?
hungry dawg
i can’t think straight anymore mind is nt at ease all i think about is taking this life my emotion are confusing my sight i need help any in plz give me some advice before i take this life
ok so my problem is …. me and im ready to admit alot of mistakes iv made …. but im also ready for another life … death to me is freedom from my problems and i dont exspect alot of people to try and understand it …. i feal blocked out from this world and iv always felt iv never quite fited in .. yes i have met alot of people in my life and im happy i met them and wish them no harm but i want them to understand why im ready to die as why im rightin this .. not because i […]
Recently I met a girl at College and we got on really well. A couple weeks passed and I felt like we were getting closer. She moaned about her ex a lot but I thought that was quite normal for girls to do that? She’s the first girl I’ve really spoken to for about 3 years and certainly the first I’ve had feelings for for a very long time. I actually felt alive again. We speak a lot outside of college and text a lot as well. I planned on asking her to do something socially tomorrow at college. It was a weird feeling…. Kind […]