im ready for death

ok so my problem is …. me and im ready to admit alot of mistakes iv made …. but im also ready for another life … death to me is freedom from my problems and i dont exspect alot of people to try and understand it …. i feal blocked out from this world and iv always felt iv never quite fited in .. yes i have met alot of people in my life and im happy i met them and wish them no harm but i want them to understand why im ready to die as why im rightin this .. not because i want help .. but because i feal i ow everyone a reason … my life has bin built on lies , broken promisses , and alot of other things i would never want no one to feal and i just feal its my time ……… iv delt with what iv had inside me for to long and its just to much and i want freedom from what i feal and im not scared to admit it worrys me i feal like this …… cause i wonder how many other people feal like this …. so yeah this is my sorta goodbye in advance im not gonna do anything yet i just want people to understand me that all