Recently I met a girl at College and we got on really well. A couple weeks passed and I felt like we were getting closer. She moaned about her ex a lot but I thought that was quite normal for girls to do that? She’s the first girl I’ve really spoken to for about 3 years and certainly the first I’ve had feelings for for a very long time. I actually felt alive again. We speak a lot outside of college and text a lot as well. I planned on asking her to do something socially tomorrow at college. It was a weird feeling…. Kind of uncomfortable but enjoyable at the same time knowing something might actually go right for a change… Oh how wrong I was. Turns out last night she was out drinking and snogged the face off her ex… The one she bitches about all the time. This story might not be as tragic or as upsetting as others posted on this site but It’s just the fact that I was kind of getting over my depression which has lasted roughly 8 years now (and I’m only 19) and in one swift move I’m back to where I was… Knowing everything I was feeling was one way. A complete waste of time. I thought she actually might have liked me but… Owell. Definitely a wake up call never to have feelings for anyone again. What’s the fuckin point…?
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Oh its hard to watch that especially when you really like that person. Your probably already know that people do many things when theyre drunk without realising it and don’t remember them after either, so don’t be put off.
Yeah it is kind of akward asking someone out but im sure you’ll be fine just try and be relaxed.
This is a perfect moment to try and heal youself, so why not take it. Sure it may be hard but thats life. Stay standing no matter what life throws at you
Good luck!
It’s like you say, there is no point. The jerks get all the girls, the rest of us get fuck all. It’s been like that since the dawn of time.