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Warning to those planning on exiting.  Please make sure you do not do it impulsively.  Took three weeks off work.  And let’s just say I was in a certain place under the influence of chemicals and alcohol and the thought occurred to me to go ahead and do it and die.

Needless to say I failed.  Paid no attention to my environment and ended up with nice short stays in places where they keep one confined for one’s own safety  over the holidays.  Lucky I did not lose my job.

But I did discover how the last two people who wronged me left themselves open. Not normally a […]

The idea of actually going through with suicide has never crossed my mind until this very moment… I mean you think about it but yearning it is a very different feeling. I’m not afraid of the pain, it can’t hurt as bad as what I’m going through and yes I know, people on this site and out in the world have a lot more problems than I do. Hell, if I could, I would fix everyone’s problems, no one should worry about having no money, losing a job, not being able to afford food or water, being sick or worse yet losing someone. No one […]