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My sister committed suicide, she was bipolar and she was a really beautiful soul. Now she is gone, the world is grey and cold. She possessed a magic that could light up peoples souls. She was intense and full of love. But this world crushed her, treated her like an enemy. I’ve been on one hell of a journey since her death. I hated her for leaving me, I even succumbed to thinking that she was mad at one point.Â
Everything fades except how she made me feel. How can I ever think bad about a person who filled up my soul with laughter and love? […]
It depends; Â Some want to be free (usually financially) so that they can live separately from the majority and be ‘king of the castle’ some even think they want to live freely (spiritually) and live on a remote island somewhere contemplating life.Â
I think true freedom is when we all live in harmony without bounds. Even is spirit we will never all agree, but we will have the love to respect every form of life and it’s choices. We will never judge another’s ‘freedom’ or way of life. We would be so free and therefore so happy, that we will offer pure love and compassion for […]
why some people come on here. This is a site for suicidal people and suicidal stories, yet those who are clearly not suicidal come on here and use it for an outlet to preach their religious views on people, sometimes going so far as to make up a personal story in the hope to ‘guilt trip’ those considering suicide. If it’s not a religious viewpoint they have, they try to use a more ‘suicide is just stupid’ or ‘I was suicidal once  but then I discovered I could swim really well’ or in other times, they just come on here to publish a post or […]
Don’t believe anything from these profiles, they are bogus. Don’t rise to what this one person is trying to do.
Self-importance is self pity masquerading as something else. Self pity is the real enemy and the source of man’s misery.
The only way to think clearly is not to think at all.
Erasing personal history frees us from the encumbering thoughts of others.
Lose self importance.
When you feel impatient turn to your left and ask advice from Death.
One of the arts or a warrior is to collapse the world for a specific reason then to restore it to keep on living.
Rotating hand exercise for pushing things, emotions out of the body – can feel lines of the world with it. Line comes out of hand.
From time to time […]
I wonder if bipolar is in fact the start of our spiritual enlightenment?
by Oliver
written by Oliver
Hey guys, Â I’ve been on a journey (due to this site) of studying bipolar. Â I needed to work out why I’m so strongly against medicating this ‘illness’ and whether or not (given that it is a common illness) it could possibly be the transformation (evolution?) of the human from ego to enlightenment.Â
Someone posted a link to a video recently on here about a guy that suffers from bipolar. It is a brilliant portrayal (although sometimes extremely hard to watch) but you wont see a better and more real view of bipolar, it’s a documentary not a film. A part of me wanted to think this guys is nuts, […]
i am homestly starting to believe that no one really cares i tell them everything and they just look the other way i know they see the marks thatv get worse and deeper every day and yet they say nothing i am truly alone
Re: your last post and my thoughtless comment on another one last night, for which I am so sorry for. You really put me in my place. I honestly didn’t mean to piss you off. All that concerned me was from reading your comments you seem angry, and I knew that that anger was about a situation which really frustrates me as I believe situaitons can be overcome.Â
Now I see that you have no-one supporting you through this really difficult time. I’m so sorry about that.Â
It’s my belief (and I know many will disagree) that most people disappear or become distant when the shit really hits […]
My girlfriend said that there were things in her head that she couldn’t forgot and it pushed her to the attempt of suicide…
Now I cant get her attempt out of my head…it keeps pushing and pushing
I dont feel bad about this at all**
…Some times I just want to sleep and never see those ugly faces again…I cant get it out of my head…
I made a mistake and sometimes…when everything loses its color…
I hate my mother the most out of everything…for giving birth to rotten children…
Life passes. Every element of it. Nothing is truly permanent. All things are transient. We may find love. We will lose it. We may find happiness. We will lose that. All things are eventually lost to time. Perhaps, in a thousand years, human kind will discover something truly marvelous. We will not be there to see it. We will have long since vanished into the unceasing waves of time. All our hopes, our fears, our loves, dreams, and pains will drown in the maelstrom.
~Mad Vulcan
This is my declaration declaring victory as well as prosperity, the end has not yet come. To the brocken who cannot find their wings, to those who wish it would end soon, and to those who have already tried ending it; lets stay alive. Let us paint the world with a new color and force feed information to the world about who we are and what we do. Lets stay alive for that guy who lost everything but will soon gain more, lets stay alive for that little girl who feels she has no place in this world, lets stay alive and fight a battle […]
you know talking to yourself isnt all bad, you know you can trust yourself and no one else. Ive now come to turms with that and as painful as it is to say, even to myself. If the only one you can trust is the one you hate most…Why trust at all
by Raul Rivera sep 14 10:40 pm
It amazes me that even on an anonymous suicide discussion forum, I can feel so misunderstood and more alone than I did before I found this place. I didn’t come here to win a contest or to have the most provocative story to tell. So why do I feel exhausted? Why do I feel as though I’ve done nothing but defend myself here? Maybe I never properly explained myself. Maybe I was too vague or too quick to just let it out. My back is up against the wall. I didn’t cause my problems this time; oh yes, I’ve been guilty of it before, brought […]
It was a balmy day along the lush green banks of the mighty river. The single lane highway radiated waves of heat that made the road seem to melt before the eyes of a young man whose heart was dead. His name was Andrew Dentch, and he was going to see one of the few people who hadn’t abandoned him. Andy was going to help his friend learn about the things of this world too boring to be called literature, physics. Andy didn’t know very much about the workings of the universe, but he could make any subject come to life, he was a teacher. […]
“Start with a cage containing five apes. In the cage, hang a banana on a string and put stairs under it. Before long an ape will go up the stairs and start to climb towards the banana. As soon as the ape touches the banana, spray all apes with cold water. After a while, another ape makes an attempt with the same result – all the apes are sprayed with cold water. Then turn off the cold water.
“Now if another ape tries to climb the stairs for the banana the other apes will try to prevent it even though no water sprays them. Now remove […]
Ok, my wife doesn’t love me any more. In fact she asked me if it’s ok if she f%@ks an old friend of hers. And when I, rightfully so, got mad she basically said she wanted out. So why not just f’in end it? It would be very easy where I work. Hell they would probably think it was a work place accident and pay her my insurance money. She deserves it, I have taken such bad care of her.
Free us from the flesh, death, pain, hunger and emotional needs and we will be free. If you hold onto human life, you are a prisoner and you will never be ‘free’. Some of you are taking spiritually, about your souls, your spirits – if you truly believed in your spirit above all else you would free it from the human body and go live it in the ultimate freedom!Â
Truth is, we are all slaves, either to the system or to our bodies. Once you stop enjoying that, your life is over. You need something higher, something more meaningful – that cannot be found in human […]
ou say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don’t see how you can
You’re aching, you’re breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody’s changing
And I don’t know why
So little time
Try to understand that I’m
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody’s changing
And I don’t feel the same
You’re gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
‘Cause everybody’s changing
And I don’t feel right
So little time
Try to understand that I’m
Trying to make a […]
Sometimes I do wonder if the ‘System’ is just WAY too strong for any of us here to ‘bend’, or to NOT to work under it..
What if you don’t care what ur parents, society think, just do what u really want to do?
What if you just move out to a more peaceful remote village, if you *really* want some Peace?
What if, you just go google (the beauty of Internet era these days!) those like-minded groups, and just go join them, regardless of what people close to you WILL be thinking of you (ie: screw them!? they’re usually ‘selfish’ anyway in-a-sense, as you’ve known it) ?