I did this, you can too.
ME OPS????fed up with refelctional frens(acts like ur therpist of sleeps ell except u to set u up with someobodi compley wrong for u)/karoolivigians(wutevre it is u like coming to suemthing …)… I JUST WISH I EXISTED IN SUMBD,IS HEART….
I’m a 24 year old guy who has never experienced true friendship before.
I’ve had people in the past who pretended to like me for who I am, but they would never call me to ask how I was doing or if I wanted to hang out somewhere. I use to be a nicer person in the past, but that never mattered in the slightest to the people around me. People will often lie and use you for there own personal gain. That’s how I feel about the few people I’ve known in the past. It seem like the longer I live, the more angry and […]
how could he just leave me stranded when he knew I had nobody else? how does this not hurt him as much as it hurts me?? apparently he didn’t love me enough to stay. all I had was him when everybody else abandoned me. but now he has done the same… he said ” I had gotten to the point where I broke every body, including myself..” ……… okay. that makes a lot of sense! (NOT!) <<<< I just don’t get that?? like how? how do you let go of a broken girl if your broken too. << does that make any sense? idk im just mad. […]
I am 55, but at 21 I put a gun to my head and wondered why I shouldn’t pull the trigger.
After contemplating for about 5 minutes like this I became aware of the ridiculous and uncomfortable position I was in. I realised the motivation for suicide was strong but was not coming from within me. Having removed myself from most of the negative influences in my life just to get to that point, the motivation for suicide had left me. There was nothing in me that wanted to end my life. Others, it seemed, were wishing it on me.
I resolved that if I didn’t follow […]
Many of you guys have heard about this guy… Â There was a book and movie written about him… Â “Into the Wild”:
Christopher Johnson McCandless was an American hiker who adopted the alias Alexander Supertramp and ventured into the Alaskan wilderness in April 1992 with little food and equipment, hoping to live simply for a time in solitude. Wikipedia
I admire this guy for who he was and for his ideals and adventurous spirit and relate to the guy. Â If you haven’t heard of him, see the movie. Â There are some lessons to be learned about self isolation and other things.
He basically starved to death out there, supposedly […]
I have been cutting the 8th grade which was 6 years ago. I have been hospitalized twice for trying to kill myself. Thanks to a friend, I haven’t cut myself since October 25th. Some other things I found helpful was “the butterfly project” and a crisis text line. The butterfly project can be found on tumblr and facebook. The crisis text line was really helpful though. The number is 741-741 (I have it saved in my phone as CrysTaL that way people who look at my contacts wont know)
It’s been over a year since I last posted something here. I would like to thank all those who commented and gave me advice and words of encouragement, though I seldom replied I did read every comment. Thank you.
This will be my last post.
I’m not killing myself, nor do I have any intention of doing so, not anymore, or anytime soon. I’m in a better place than I was a year ago, I’m no longer on any medication, though I’m not completely recovered. I don’t think someone like me, or anyone here for that matter, can feel the kind of sadness and hopelessness that we […]
I drank the last sip of wine, and set the bottle down. My medicine was failing me, my loved ones had failed me, and lastly, I had failed myself. Tonight was the night, I told myself. I had no desire to stick around any longer. I had only caused myself misery, and made everyone else’s lives complete shit. I was a heavy weight on everyone’s shoulders, a boulder, weighing down until I was dropped so suddenly to the ground. I looked at the fireplace and closed my eyes. I could hear yelling and screaming inside my head, visions of violence played out over and over […]
I was fairly successful in my attempt.I am seeking help but I am not abandoning the cool people here who have been supportive in the way that made me feel comfort.
I don’t feel any better today than I did the day I did it but I am open to seeing what the immediate future holds… and I guess that’s the point.
Might be losing my job though. I’ll find out soon.
Chris.  My email is cdgibson875 at  gmail…
If anyone needs someone to talk to, anyone at all… Â I want to help.
Here I am; haven’t been able to catch sleep all night and into the early hours of the morn. I lay in my bed staring into the dark, holding myself back from taking all this pain away. My boyfriend and parents are asleep, so I need not bother them with my emotions as of now… but I need an outlet, so, I bring you all (who are willing to listen) a (rather long) story.
Why am I really writing this, besides as an outlet? Well… let’s just say this is the reasoning behind why I will never, ever end my life (I hope). I hope some will […]
I found this site and I guess the idea of  it is pretty cool. I guess I want to share my story here. Some things that I never told anyone before
Like the title said, I almost done it.
It’s very, very frustrating after 3/4 of the year I didn’t need any help, and now I’m here again.
It’s like over and over again.
So here’s my story!
One day I went home and saw that nobody is home. I thought nobody would be home for another 2 to 3 hours, so like always depression hit me on the right time. All I know I went to my room took my blade and just cut 1 long line from my upper part of my arm, so from my wrist to the middle. First it was painful just a sting, but […]
well. imma try my best to help you as much as i can and i hope im able to get through to you.
So.. i used to in your shoes. its either not eating trying to kill yourself or cutting. and i did all 3. there might be more but im not aware of them really. anyways . you are most likely not wanting to live an the moment right now. and i completely understand. but tell your self everyday that you are beautiful and special and perfect in someones eyes. write your self notes in the bath room or on […]
I can’t sleep, I just breathe, I am afraid of nights, That’s when they come around, I don’t want them in, I want them to leave, and it hurts like hell, it hurts like hell…
You know what makes me feel better sometimes when I’m feeling down?
Reading a true story about someone who is up shit creek farther than me. Â At least I have a paddle.
Adrift is a great true story about Mr Callahan, who was trapped on a rubber ducky life raft in the ocean for 76 days. Â Here is a link to the eBook download (mods, I believe the author made the book public domain at one time)
Callahan_Steven-Adrift.epub:
http://easyfilesharing.info/file/1550/callahan-steven-adrift.epub
Here is a link to the authors website. Â He worked on the […]
So here it goes. I live in Canada, I wasn’t born here but I came here when I was 15. My first friend was this girl named Ana, we became friends cause we were on the same class and we were from the same country. Ana and me, wow. We had this amazing friendship, at the beginning it was awkward cause tbh I’m an awkward person, I don’t trust in too many people and I’m very selective when it comes to friends, etc. but her, she’s very outgoing and crazy and stuff, everybody loves being with her. I didn’t mind that, I mean, she’s my […]
For a very long time, I was in a very committed relationship. That relationship ended back in 2010, and since then, dating experience has been unpleasant… Now 2014, I am still without a girlfriend… but I guess as time progresses, I see myself less and less of wanting/needing to be in a relationship. In about two months, I will be 31, and yet, I no longer see myself as a potential husband, soul mate, or even as a father.
During the four years, I certainly went through a stage of sexual drought. I would be lying if I say I wasn’t feeling desperate at times (I was […]
Jeesh…So someone here was THAT offended by “brutally honest” that they flagged it and had it deleted….whomever you are…. it wasn’t that serious….if you think “honesty” should be censored because it isn’t nice? then I understand why you ended up on this site with the rest of us in the first place….
Relapse…I posted the other day that I’m finally in the clear of my depression. What a relief right? Turns out that little echo thing that I felt which reminded me of my nightmares is a bit like a premonition or even an alarm. I felt different going to chow. I got my food and started eating. A minute or two in. I get tunnel vision and a massive amount of anxiety. What’s happening? Turns out I had a panic attack, almost started hyperventilating. I was frozen, staring at the coffee mug filled with homemade gatorade as I mentally freaked out. Now as it […]
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