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For your poems.

just keep in mind………

by Libby 11/3/2011

written by Libby

There is Â nothing to live for

Nothing to die for

Nothing to love

Nothing to laugh at

Nothing to smile about

Nothing to joke about

Nothing to look forward to

Nothing to dream about

Nothing to wish for

Nothing to Hope for

There is no love

No hope

No dreams

No happyness

No fairness

No equality

No friends

There is no reason to live

No reason to try

No reason to care

No reason to love

No reason to smile

No reason to laugh

No reason to be here

There is Nothing

Nothing at all

Not a caring friend

Not a loving parent

Not a concerned aquantence

Not a God

Not a hope

Not a life

All there is

is Death

11/3/2011 4 comments

A little Update..

by Silent Screamer 11/2/2011

written by Silent Screamer

I wonder.. when I will actually find someone who fully understands me.Â I’m not sure what to say.Â I am very depressed I’ve been told.. I don’t know.. just thought I’d let you know how i feel

11/2/2011 4 comments

….They Have No Idea….

by DrownInSorrows 11/1/2011

written by DrownInSorrows

Â Â Â Â Â Â They dont know how i feel n how lost i am. They dont know the feeling i get after that red liquid flows down my arm . They dont know the feeling after i chug the pills. I am lost n will never be found only lost in this puddle of sorrows, trapped in this pitch black box……Â when will they understand…..

11/1/2011 7 comments

Cried..

by Silent Screamer 11/1/2011

written by Silent Screamer

I just cried in my therapist’s office

I was holding A LOT back, but for the first time in months,

I actually cried.

11/1/2011 6 comments

The World Is Just Illusion, Trying To Change You.

by ShadowCorpse 10/30/2011

written by ShadowCorpse

I know it’s hard to tell how mixed up you feel
Hoping what you need is behind every door
Each time you get hurt, I don’t want you to change
Because everyone has hopes, you’re human after all
The feeling sometimes, wishing you were someone else
Feeling as though you never belong
This feeling is not sadness, this feeling is not joy
I truly understand. Please, don’t cry now

Please don’t go, I want you to stay
I’m begging you please, please don’t leave here
I don’t want you to hate;
For all the hurt that you feel,
The world is just illusion, trying to change […]

10/30/2011 0 comment

The Sweetest Emptiness Of Love. <3

by ShadowCorpse 10/30/2011

written by ShadowCorpse

What the Eyes may see, i do not know?

The cold, The steel, The razor, The blade, The tigher the noose the faster we fade.

10/30/2011 21 comments

Slippery

by wereone 10/29/2011

written by wereone

I touched the tepid fluid, tried to grasp it and it slipped.

My fingers recoiled from failure. Â I bunched them against my chest.

There now, you tried, you see? Moist tips. Soft.

Weave a tight basket with flipper fingers, slippy dippy, try once more.

Clumsy ways. Suck the tip. Nip the cuticles. Next time maybe?

I need to grip it tightly otherwise it’ll slip away again. Is that the right mind- the right brain? Yes. Just hold on. Touch the wet.

Touch it.

10/29/2011 1 comment

Bittersweet a poem

by noonenowhere 10/28/2011

written by noonenowhere

Turned to bitter sweet memories, tales of days gone past.

Open minds and empty hearts, for love it seldom lasts.

Hopes get washed away by tides and dreams fade fast to dust.

Empty promises, long lost trust.

How many times has it all been tried?

We see, we reach, we stumble, we fall.

But somehow we always survive through it all.

And as each night turns into a new day, I hope you’ll find it in your heart to stay.

10/28/2011 6 comments

hey

by noonenowhere 10/28/2011

written by noonenowhere

just wanna say hey im here and hi!

10/28/2011 15 comments

Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar, and being a Christian

by Michael1 10/28/2011

written by Michael1

My suicide attempt was in March of 2006. I have completely recovered physically and for the most part mentally. I currently attend a Christian university. I feel God saved me from my suicide. I still run into problems. When I try to share with other Christians my testimony they feel turned away by it. As a result I don’t feel accepted.

I have friends outside of school, people that have known me since grade school and those that have been friends with me since before I started college. My friends outside of college accept me because I what I have been through. That is sad because […]

10/28/2011 0 comment

Suicide Note

by katpandas 10/26/2011

written by katpandas

If you were to find me

Dead in my bed tomorrow,

My suicide note would be

The broken heart of a little girl

Abused & judged by her father.

If you were to find me

Hanging by a rope tonight,

My suicide note would be

Something stolen from an innocent girl,

Something she can never regain.

If you were to find me

Pouring rivers of crimson on the floor,

My suicide note would be

A lifetime of tears shed

Over dreams long lost & forgotten.

If you were to find me now,

Dying one second at a time

My suicide note would be,

The only wish I never lost,

“I wish it would just end.”

10/26/2011 4 comments

Swallow Swallow Swallow..

by Silent Screamer 10/26/2011

written by Silent Screamer

Swallow Swallow Swallow
Innocent you think,

Swallow Swallow Swallow
The pills make you sink,

Swallow Swallow Swallow
Your eyes flutter shut,

Swallow Swallow Swallow
“Why didn’t she just cut?”

10/26/2011 19 comments

New Addiction..

by Silent Screamer 10/26/2011

written by Silent Screamer

I have a new addiction

Its odd

Intead of cutting

(which is now my 2nd addiction)

I just wanna take pills

The feeling is just so amazing

10/26/2011 5 comments

I’m lost and struggling to hold on

by noonenowhere 10/26/2011

written by noonenowhere

I am so lost and every dayÂ is a struggle. I have been suffering from deppression all my life and I am now 28 and a married mother.

what has kept me going is the thought of how my family would fare without me but it’s starting not to work. Recently someone has started stalking my husband and I, whomever it is is convinced I’m ruining my husbands life and I feel like this may finally be the last straw. The only people who love me are my husband and kids so I’m trying to hold on especially for my husband because he lost his dad […]

10/26/2011 11 comments

Stupid Money..

by Silent Screamer 10/25/2011

written by Silent Screamer

If money was never invented

And everyone was so called nice

There would be less depression.. And alot less stuff

Why can’t we just give

10/25/2011 2 comments

by The Absurdist 10/22/2011

written by The Absurdist

10/22/2011 5 comments

by The Absurdist 10/22/2011

written by The Absurdist

10/22/2011 11 comments

Pills..

by Silent Screamer 10/20/2011

written by Silent Screamer

I swallowed 6 aspirins

Not much right ?

Getting a hell of a reaction

10/20/2011 5 comments

Beyond Anger

by Zer00 10/20/2011

written by Zer00

The only rule in this world
Is that we have to die
With enough naivety
We could enjoy the present

No, I’m not one of those
Who can live without any answers
Show me the end
Tell me what is our purpose
Are we stuck in this forever
I need to know

Cause what I feel is beyond anger
How could I possibly forgive the maker
Century of pain
Who put this blood into my veins
Useless puppets
Incomplete being
We are!
Corrupted angels
Useless puppets

We are living and dying
All playing the game
Of some entities’ gambling
Evolving for nothing
The result will be the same

10/20/2011 0 comment

I wonder why I’m still here..

by Silent Screamer 10/20/2011

written by Silent Screamer

I really can’t even find a reason to live anymore..

10/20/2011 4 comments

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