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Always On My Torn Up Mind..

  April 21st, 2011 by Silent Screamer

Instead of texting in class..

I’m cutting.

Instead of talking gossip at my sleepovers with one or two friends..

We are telling suicidal stories, cutting, and anything else dealing with suicide.

Instead of being addicited to drugs..

I’m addicited to cutting.

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Reign Over Me.

  April 21st, 2011 by solus4

I’m watching ‘Reign Over Me’ for the second time in a row right now.

I just thought I’d make a post, but anyone who is here and depressed/suicidal etc because of a loss whether it be a break up, death, missing, anything. I really reccomend you watch the film Reign Over Me. Infact, even if you’re just suffering from depression you might be able to relate..

It’s Adam Sandler, so you might think it’s a comedy but honestly it’s not. He plays a man, broken by all of his family dying in the 9/11 attacks and blocks out all memories as if all of his life before …

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Rainy Day

  April 20th, 2011 by solus4

The door rang. Feelings of anxiety and displeasure began to swarm over him like a plague. He opened the curtain to pear out. He hated the outside world, but atleast today it looked more like him. He pressed his nose against the glass. A thick layer of fog surrounded the area, reminding him of how cloudy his vision into the future is, how he cannot see one for himself. The rain was falling hard and fast. People were trying to get to shelter or get out their umbrellas. It reminded him of how he had heard he was dragging everyone down, by being …

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Waiting For Tonight, Hoping For No Tomorrow..

  April 19th, 2011 by Silent Screamer

I was planning on overdosing tonight..

All relying on you, the love of my life, texting me back..

You didn’t.

I’m gonna try to overdose.

I’m gonna write my suicide note and everything.

And if all else fails.

I will write on this website to let you all know, that I’m still on this dreadful planet Earth.

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Why Not..

  April 17th, 2011 by Silent Screamer

I am nothing but a nuesence in evrybody’s life.

 

Why can’t I be the one that everybody cares about.

 

The perfect body.

 

The perfect face.

 

The perfect girl.

 

The perfect life.

 

The Perfect.

 

But nope.

 

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Cutting..

  April 17th, 2011 by Silent Screamer

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Its ‘No-Big-Deal’ In My Eyes..

  April 16th, 2011 by Silent Screamer

I don’t look at scars like scars.

I look at them like accessories, that I’m too afraid to show off.

Afraid of the responses I will get.

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Sleepy Head..

  April 14th, 2011 by Silent Screamer

I’m so tired.

Tired of acting like I’m happy.

Tired of pretending that I’m ok.. As if anyone cared to ask.

Tired of existing.

Tired.

I just wish I could go to sleep.

And stay asleep.

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Swaying Smile..

  April 13th, 2011 by Silent Screamer

It’s 8.. At night.

I’m sitting here.

Alone.

I’ve never been more happy.

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Ok On The Outside..

  April 13th, 2011 by Silent Screamer

Not caring what happened anymore.

Her legs gave out.

And as her, scarred up body, hit the floor.

She remained unscaved.

But her heart, was torn into a million pieces.

Her heart with scars of course.

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@Drowning..

  April 12th, 2011 by Silent Screamer

Please.

Please.

Tell me that you’re still here.

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Think Twice..

  April 12th, 2011 by Silent Screamer

Think twice.

Put that razor down.

Stop writing that suicide note.

Stop counting down the time until you’re gonna end it.

Stop debating when youre gonna kill yourself.

Just stop – stop anything dealing with suicide or cutting or anything.. That you know is not good.

And listen to music.

Turn it up, do all you can thing about is that song.

Drown yourself in your favorite tunes.

Just please.

For me?

Don’t do anything.. Suicidal.

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Look Into My Eyes..

  April 12th, 2011 by Silent Screamer

Yesterday, my dad saw my fresh cuts.

He asked me what they were, and what happend.

I said they were cuts that I got from my wrist rubbing against my school’s brick wall.

Just a week before.

He said he would tell if I was lying and that he was always 150% right.

You were wrong.

Once again.

Thanks Dad.

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I’m Here..

  April 12th, 2011 by Silent Screamer

Let’s talk.

You need help?

I’m here.

Email me?

Feelthesame9991@yahoo.com

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Breathless..

  April 10th, 2011 by Silent Screamer

I love to run, cut, and hold my breath.

I love to do anything that makes me run out of breath.

And yes, cutting does make me run out of breath. Why? I don’t know.

But, the feeling of my pulse going fast and me worthless air leaving my body, and my heart running out.. Is just so thriving.

It make my crave for death even stronger.

I love it.

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just dont

  April 8th, 2011 by pshychotic_lette

Today I asked myself who I am today?

Today I do not know who I am today…

Things are just no t working out in my world today…

I am definetly not myself today…. wishin’ I had some novacaine…..

My right side of my face is numb…. now a headache arises and causes more pain..

Let it all end and let me movve on in a sweet way that i may rest peacedefully but not in sleep but in death……

That I may actually enjoy…… Yes I admit I am Scared…….Of what you may ask…..

Honestly I cannot explain it but I am scared, and scarred as well……

Take the pain away and …

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The Wizard

  April 8th, 2011 by Xia

Hello there. I found this site a few days ago and have been debating on whether or not I should join. Well, I joined.
I created this story as a way to try to express how I’ve been feeling lately to my friends. I’m not quite sure if they understood it though…
Anyway, I’ll try to post more info after the story. It just seems like it would be easier to me that way.

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A figure walks into a room and inside the room is a wizard. He walks up to the wizard and asks, “I have heard that you are a great wizard

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Over dose

  April 8th, 2011 by backtrackinlife

I stare at a white wall

Hoping for a hand to grab mine

Of course it doesn’t

My hand is ice cold

I let tears fall off my cheeks

Gasping for air

Grabbing my blade

Taking my pills

1..I start to calm down

2…I’m breathing normal

3….A smile creeps upon my face

4…..I feel myself slipping away

5……I drop my pencil

I drop the photo

I drop my memory of you and our smiles

I lose grasp on reality

6…….I stare at the white wall

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Closed Doors.

  April 8th, 2011 by Latika

Behind these closed doors

i smash everything against the walls

i scream and cry

till it all comes out.

Behind these closed doors

i whisper your name into the darkness

i whimper and hide

till its washed out.

Behind these closed doors

i scratch and rip open myself

i curl up and try

till my hopes no more.

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When Will The Pain End?..

  April 7th, 2011 by Silent Screamer

I really don’t care about life anymore.

I just got turned down by the one that I now love.. He used to love me.. He would always say that.. But now.

H use with my friend and is saying that he likes me and loves her.

I asked him why he said he lived so many times if he was just gonna do this to me and all he said was ‘idk’.

I know I’m over exaggerating.

But there’s more than just that that is screwed up in my life.

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