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For your poems.

I wonder..

by EyeOfHorus 10/30/2016

written by EyeOfHorus

Every day I find myself seeing something that reminds me of you and I wonder.. do you do the same thing? When you smell vanilla candles do you think of me? I wonder do you open up all of you media eagerly hoping that today was the day you heard from me again. I wonder when you walk around the mall do you think of how well our hands fit together. I wonder if you think of me when you hear Canon. Uou know.. I perfected it for you. I can hit all the vibratos now. Do you ever think about how we could have […]

10/30/2016 4 comments

I hate reality ! reality is boring ! Doctor Strange , Marvel MCU , Avengers , Sword Art Online , Virtual Reality , games , movies , novels , anime manga , comics is better than reality !

by niki 10/29/2016

written by niki

I hate reality ! reality is boring !

Doctor Strange is better than reality !
Marvel MCU (Marvel Cinematic Universe) is better than reality !
Avengers is better than real world !
Sword Art Online is better than real life !
Virtual Reality is better than boring reality !
video games is better than reality real life real world !
movies is better than real-world real-life reality !
novels is better than real-life real-world reality !
anime manga is better than boring real life real world reality !
comics is better than boring real world real life reality !

Why Human’s Imagination is much better than […]

10/29/2016 4 comments

Aphorism of the Day

by Redder 10/28/2016

written by Redder

Death is weakness leaving the body.

10/28/2016 0 comment

New Song

by Wednesday 10/27/2016

written by Wednesday

http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2016/10/As-Much-As-It-Does.mp3

I’ve been a long time member on Sp. and I’ve mentioned a few times that I’m a solo artist but I’ve never posted any material here. That’s usually left for soundcloud.
As usual, constructive comments & criticisms are welcomed (btw. I know I can’t sing well. I only do it from the lack of serious musicians in my town)

*Produced, Arranged, Composed And Performed by Lola.

10/27/2016 6 comments

Thegreatmanafesto

by poetontheedge 10/26/2016

written by poetontheedge

Hi guys this is the great manafesto I had to make a new account um yea and if anyone wants or needs to talk to me my KIK is raldm80 so feel free to text me and I will get back as soon as possible 🙂

10/26/2016 0 comment

Tired

by thegreatmanafesto 10/25/2016

written by thegreatmanafesto

I’m so tired.

I cant keep my eyes open.

Tired I’m so tired.

I wasn’t always this tired.

But fighting a war by yourself

can do serious damage.

10/25/2016 0 comment

Hopefully not a goodbye

by a-lone-wanderer 10/24/2016

written by a-lone-wanderer

Four A.M., everyone sleeps

Yet again i feel the urge creeps

with each cut a tear forget

Slowly fill myself with regret

Right on the wrist the cold blade lies

After each slash, the soul cries

Creimson fluid inside my veins…

Instant cure to all my pains

The hollow voice again whispers

Don’t you know what your heart wishes?

One, two, three, four…

Are you happier than before?

Five, six, seven, eight…

You cant die!, you have to stay…

Nine, ten, eleven, twelve…

What purpose does this serve?

Thirteen, fourteen, fifteen, sixteen…

Come on, stop being a drama queen!

Seventeen, eighteen, nineteen, twenty…

Please stop, haven’t you got plenty?

Twenty-one… tewenty-two… twenty-three… twenty-four…

Please!, stop this senseless gore!…

Twenty-five… okay. that’s it. I’m done…

I can’t wait to […]

10/24/2016 0 comment

Happy

by thegreatmanafesto 10/23/2016

written by thegreatmanafesto

Laughing until I cant breath.

Smiling till my cheeks hurt.

Yelling and Screaming at stupid jokes

until my throat feels raw.

Watching stupid Lifetime movies

with unrealistic endings.

This is happiness to me.

I only feel it with one person.

No they aren’t a spouse.

They are my bestfriend

and god do i love her.

She is the reason im still here and breathing.

She is my happiness.

God i hope she never leaves.

10/23/2016 2 comments

mom

by thegreatmanafesto 10/23/2016

written by thegreatmanafesto

Letter to my mom.

Dear Mother,

I try to defend you to EVERYONE who said you were a terrible person.

I defended you even after you beat me and forced me to walk across town

to my grandparents neighborhood at 10 at night

i was in shorts and it was snowing out.

I am choosing to go get help for myself

and you tell me im “running from my problems”

I tell you that you can just lose me for 6 months to a year

or you can lose me for the rest of your life

and you call me a ***** and say

“suicide is stupid.”

i fucking hate you so much.

I will never defend you […]

10/23/2016 3 comments

?

by thegreatmanafesto 10/23/2016

written by thegreatmanafesto

“Why do you love me?” I ask him.

“I, I don’t know I just do.” He reply’s while staring at his phone, and ignoring me.

I guess he didn’t really love me, because a week later I saw a text pop up on his phone.
It said everything I needed to know to prove he didn’t love me.

10/23/2016 0 comment

MOVE ON

by thegreatmanafesto 10/23/2016

written by thegreatmanafesto

This basically is my letter/poem thingy to my ex because I will never be able to say these things to her.

I hate you simple as that.

I hate your stupid smile.

I hate that dumb little laugh you did

when we were drunk and I went to kiss you

and missed your lips by an inch

I hate every goddamn thing about you.

AND GOD OH GOD DO I HATE

THAT YOU LEFT ME AND LET ME WONDER WHAT

I DID WRONG BECAUSE YOU KNEW I WOULD

SIT IN MY ROOM AND LAY IN BALL AND REPLAY EVERY WORD

I SAID IN MY HEAD

OVER.

AND OVER.

AND OVER AGAIN.

Just trying to figure out what I said that […]

10/23/2016 8 comments

nothing

by thegreatmanafesto 10/21/2016

written by thegreatmanafesto

Nothing compares to the guilt I feel when i watch my 2 little sisters

Spin each other on a swing and laugh

and yell and say “come swing with us!”

10/21/2016 0 comment

:(

by thegreatmanafesto 10/21/2016

written by thegreatmanafesto

The urges get so strong

they take me over

I black out but I can see myself reaching for the pills

I can feel them as they pile up one by one in mouth

I can feel how hard it is to swallow them

And i feel the disappointment when i wake up the next morning

and realize no one wants me, not even death

10/21/2016 0 comment

Outside, inside

by lonelygirl645 10/21/2016

written by lonelygirl645

on the outside I look
Strong
Confident
Smart
Cool
But on the inside I’m
weak
shy
dumb
stupid
scared
hurting

10/21/2016 2 comments

12

by thegreatmanafesto 10/21/2016

written by thegreatmanafesto

12 is when my friends got their periods and first boyfriends.

12 is when i got depression and razor blade scars.

I guess I got the same things only in different forms.

10/21/2016 3 comments

Fuck.

by thegreatmanafesto 10/21/2016

written by thegreatmanafesto

Fuck every bad thought i EVER had about myself

Fuck everyone who doubted me

Fuck the girl who took my heart and held it for so long only to crush it into 2 unmendable pieces

Fuck the boys who just used me to make themselves feel better

Fuck the guys who made me think it was okay to expose my body at 12

FUCK the boy who took my virginity on a blow up air mattress in a house under construction

Fuck the girl who forced herself on me and exposed me to sex in any form at […]

10/21/2016 4 comments

by Soco 10/20/2016

written by Soco

one day shes there

but then shes gone,

explanation none

not for how long,

not for the why

the who the what,

was it something i did?

something i forgot?

it couldnt be

i cannot see,

my brain it says

its all ‘cos of me,

maybe shes scared

i know i am

of what might happen

of where i’ll land,

maybe its just inside my head,

maybe im just

so easily led,

maybe im just

stuck here at this station ,

living […]

10/20/2016 2 comments

I fell for you

by lonelygirl645 10/17/2016

written by lonelygirl645

Sometimes I do things without thinking. I hate myself for doing it.
Sometimes I say things without thinking. I hate myself for saying it.
I let myself fall for you. I hate myself for letting me fall.
I knew I wasn’t ready. I knew it. I hate myself for having emotions.
I hate that I love you.
I hate that I still love you.
Even after you hurt me.
I still love you.
Even after all you put me though.
I still love you.
One time I fell in love. I hate myself for falling.

10/17/2016 0 comment

The Day I Tried to Live…

by EyeOfHorus 10/17/2016

written by EyeOfHorus

…I woke the same as any other day, and said seize the day…

Woke up late, car backed into mine, failed a test, tried to be social, ended up spilling lemonade on my crotch, still have 3 pages of a paper to type. And it’s only 11:38am. I thought things were supposed to get better.
Edit: 12:30pm broke a $40 violin string and cut my hand.

A slow descent into madness seems to be my fate. When does the straw that breaks my back finally come down. I’m not sure, all I know is I’ve already collapsed. What else is there to take? How many straws before I’m […]

10/17/2016 0 comment

Why?

by lonelygirl645 10/16/2016

written by lonelygirl645

Why me?
Why can’t someone see, that I’m hurting?
Why can’t I just break?
Why aren’t I breaking?
Why is it when people yell horrible things at me, I stay silent?
Why can’t I fight back?
Why can’t I end it?
Why do I feel this way?
Why me?

10/16/2016 2 comments

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