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Crying for the broken girl…

by The_red_fairytale 4/23/2014

written by The_red_fairytale

Little girl, broken and bruised.
Carefully pulling off her ruse.
With sweaters and long sleeves it’s no problem to hide.
These feelings she feels so deep inside.
The people around her can’t see the darkness, only the light.
She smiles and laughs just like she should.
But she misses her childhood.
Pigtails and pretty pink bows.
Old oak trees and rainbows.
This little girl, the world is scared to know.
Has come to see that the world is the last place you want to know.
People pushed her right to the edge, now she’s found her small metal friend.
Veins are blue,
Blood is red.

4/23/2014 2 comments

An expensive cost, the price of rape

by The Girl Who Waited 4/23/2014

written by The Girl Who Waited

There was a chill in the wind that night, one like no other.
The darkness made it hard for sight, but I didnâ€™t know it mattered.
The strength of your grip, the frame of your stature;
As you grabbed my hips, before I knew it I was captured.
You forced yourself on me, along with your touch.
I pleaded for you to stop, but you still wouldnâ€™t get off.
You were too strong and heavy, I couldnâ€™t get you off top;
With your hand over my mouth, I kept screaming stop.
My throat went dry, I couldnâ€™t scream.
I tried and tried, but the harder […]

4/23/2014 4 comments

Too fast overstrung

by Engeltje 4/22/2014

written by Engeltje

I’m so overstrung, that even doing a small thing is too much. Even going out of bed, eating and dress myself is already too much on a day. If i do a little bit more, such as playing a game with my mom, walking a little while or having a therapy session, I’m completely broken after it. And the following three days I can’t do anything, because I’m so tired overstrung by that one activity I did. Really makes me sick, that I just can’t do a single activity. How will I ever get better then?

4/22/2014 5 comments

you left me

by The_red_fairytale 4/22/2014

written by The_red_fairytale

Iâ€™m scared, I want my mommy here with me, holding my dear.
So alone in the dark again; they wonâ€™t tell me what happened.
The people around me are crying and sobbing, and I donâ€™t know what to do.

They say be brave
They say you’ll be missed.
They say not to be like you, but I don’t understand why.

I cry because I know that I canâ€™t see you; at least thatâ€™s what they say
I cry because I canâ€™t get you back, I want you back.
I cry because it was your choice to leave, why mommy?
I donâ€™t understand did I do something […]

4/22/2014 0 comment

It’s just another day

by The_red_fairytale 4/22/2014

written by The_red_fairytale

Tell me about a good place.
A place where I can be me
The weird, crazy me
The one with red stained hair
But my days seem to blend

Wake up, get out of bed.
look at myself in the mirror again.
Hate myself, love myself I don’t know what to do.
Get dressed, put on a mask.
Smile, and pretend
Wanting my world to end.

why can’t these people see?
I’m not the me I want to be
People speak, words that bring me down.
But it’s just another day.

Another day of feeling hated.
Another day of the same old, same old.
Why can’t […]

4/22/2014 0 comment

Loss of a son

by lostchild445 4/22/2014

written by lostchild445

She says I never had it
This dark cloud above my head
Because the pills didn’t make it better
It’s all inside my head

Of course it’s in my head I say
Depression isn’t just chemical imbalance
It’s a mentality
A way of living
A way that’s mine forever

Just get over it
You’ve got nothing to be depressed about
Just think happy thoughts
And tell us if you’re going to hurt yourself

Your words hurt more than any blade
No razor on earth can amount to the pain
Your words have caused me

It’s not a simple scratch
There’s no pretending it’s not there

4/22/2014 0 comment

by hellblau 4/21/2014

written by hellblau

It’s like don’t have to breathe, but have to wait. Till’ you say something again, so I can breather and live. But without you here.

4/21/2014 0 comment

That moment

by and__alone 4/21/2014

written by and__alone

That moment when you are finally getting over your depression and someone comes along as says “you’re messed up in the head” Just what I wanted to hear.

4/21/2014 3 comments

Bus Stop

by DeathFinalFrontier 4/21/2014

written by DeathFinalFrontier

I sat down on the bench and looked up at the sky.

A cloud moved in front of the sun to provide some shade and cool an otherwise warm day. A couple birds passed overhead, and a light breeze ruffled the leaves of the nearby trees.

I was waiting for the bus to arrive. I had picked this bus route specifically. It promised to arrive at the destination quickly, although it might be a bit of an uncomfortable trip. I did my research thoroughly, and this was the best route I could find. I had been planning this trip for years, perhaps a few too many. The […]

4/21/2014 9 comments

by hellblau 4/19/2014

written by hellblau

Tonight I am sad. Tonight I am lonely. The Demons are screaming and I need you to hold me.

4/19/2014 2 comments

Can’t even kill myself

by Engeltje 4/19/2014

written by Engeltje

Everybody thinks I’m okay, but in fact, I feel really worse and I hide it, because I want my parents to believe it’s going better. Actually, I feel more suicidal then before right now, really want to life this stupid f*cking life and world. But actualy I don’t think I have enough energy right now to kill myself, and to prepare my suicide, which makes me even feel worse. I hate it!! I just can’t even kill myself, because it’s going that worse, who would ever thought that?!

4/19/2014 7 comments

by wintersnow92 4/19/2014

written by wintersnow92

ill never be able to accept love , i just don’t see how it is possible.I have done so much wrong. He shows me more love than anyone in my entire life ever has and yet all i can think about is jumping off that cliff or slicing my wrists and watching all the pain end, but i know that no matter how much i wish for that I could never be that selfish…..never! Â I have more than so many people in this world so please tell me why i wish of this every night, tell me why that when Someone I finally actually likes […]

4/19/2014 2 comments

i woke up into a nightmare

by and__alone 4/19/2014

written by and__alone

i didn’t want to wake up. i was having a much better time asleep. and that’s really sad. it was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you’re so relieved. i woke up into a nightmare.

4/19/2014 2 comments

Reflection of Love

by FromAaronwithLove 4/18/2014

written by FromAaronwithLove

Unhappy, Angry, low self esteem, Always feel like I’m outside looking in, where do I fit in? ashamed of myself, I feel so stupid, when I turn And walk away they are talking bad about me, I can feel it… I Insult you to hide my insecurity and pain, I say I Hate you when I just wanted a hug, Where was Dad when I needed his love?.. I feel like I’m Dying, Will Anyone notice or Even care?….. Years Later, Frown Lines, Eyes Weary so much mental Pain Even my body aches, I fucking give, I can’t take […]

4/18/2014 0 comment

Leaving

by The Invisible One 4/18/2014

written by The Invisible One

My back hits the door

My body sliding down to the floor

As I listen for the nightly fight.

The yells, the screams make me want to leave

Leave forever, never to return

Life gone forevermore.

The razors, the pills

They whisper to help,

to help relieve me from this pain and loneliness;

It’s only the matter of which and when.

4/18/2014 0 comment

When I’m gone

by TheImmortalYoshi 4/18/2014

written by TheImmortalYoshi

When I’m gone from Pitch Perfect“When I’m gone, when I’m gone. Your gonna miss me when I’m gone”
Or at least I hope you will. I hope that once I’m gone you see the good thing we shared.
I thought you would be the one who actually cared
But I guess not

There is a feeling in my chest of emptiness
Did you cause it? No..no you did not.
It is all my fault..Everything is my fault
I am always to blame..I am sorry

I am sorry I cry, I’m sorry I cut
I’m sorry I even lie..yet I have to
I have to hide how […]

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4/18/2014 5 comments

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poison i choke on

by The_red_fairytale 4/18/2014

written by The_red_fairytale

Your heart so hard and cold
The tears I hold as you all laugh at me.
Others not moving an inch, standing where they may
Your words so filled with silly hate.
Your hate is jealousy in the purest form.
I smile and pretend that the words donâ€™t cut like knives.
That I canâ€™t hear the little whispers in the halls
I donâ€™t understand what I did.

I just want it to end, I want it to end here and now
Your hate is your poison and you choking on it.
Every breath you take, hate
Every move you make, hate
Every look you give, and […]

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4/18/2014 0 comment

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I hate this boring, bored reality / real life / real world, I hate this life, this LIMITED world, and I hate people/humans ..!!

by niki 4/17/2014

written by niki

Movies, books, video games, novels, comics, anime/manga, etc etc, basically human’s IMAGINATIONS is a hundred times FAR much more interesting than this very LIMITING reality / real-world / real-life here in this world!

and what’s even worse is that most (about 90%) of humans / people I meet & know everyday are mostly stupid, shallow, superficial, mundane/boring, money and profits and image driven only, ignorant,.. mostly human beings especially today these days are much more bad & hopeless ..!!
(there are -thankfully/luckily?- only FEW humans/people that I like, eg: the very creative/imaginative & ‘other-worldly’ artists who created/made all those awesome fantasy, sci-fi stories, novels, books, […]

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4/17/2014 7 comments

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3 years later

by Marissa Kresge 4/17/2014

written by Marissa Kresge

It’s been 3 years since i last made a post on here about my depression. Let’s just say I’m the happiest I’ve really ever been. I coped with my depression by exercising and being healthy, doing so I lost 20 pounds in the process which I am happy about. When year 10 of school started I decided I would try something risky and I did. I tried out for the foreign exchange program to go overseas. With the risky decision I succeeded and am now going to Germany in July. And this is all because I found a way to cope with my depression and […]

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4/17/2014 2 comments

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I just want to.

by hellblau 4/17/2014

written by hellblau

Visions I’ve been dreaming are coming down, they’re changing my future.Â Visions I had buried underground returning to abuse me. I’m getting worse, I can’t sleep. I thought that the feeling was gone, but it’s getting stronger. And I miss him, I miss him so much. I’m missing him like never before. But still, can’t be with him, can’t tell him, can’t dream about it. It hurts, like hell. I just want to be okay. I just, want to.

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