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Solitary Mediation

by nobodysgirl 4/8/2014

written by nobodysgirl

http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/04/Hinder_-_Lips_Of_An_Angel.mp3

All my life

I have seemed to fail

Satan says I am destined to hell

little do he know less what he think

out of all of his accomplishments, reigns, and victories

still I hold to God for it is to Him I cling

Resonating sounds of the angel sing

I love the song, mountain, and hill

although he comes to steal, destroy, and kill

Defective equipment is all I have

Knock it down a little once more

Forsake me not Lord

For I am not a whore

scarred, pain staken and stricken

I hide my eyes

because I’m tired of them seeing somethin’

pain, love, jealous, and shame

happy, mad, sick, and leave

Not at the end

It can’t be right now

I’m […]

4/8/2014 0 comment

I Was Sacrificed

by nobodysgirl 4/8/2014

written by nobodysgirl

http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/04/Evanescence_-_Sweet_Sacrifice.mp3

I’m am beginning to feel better now that I am here. I feel like I have made some friends even tho I know the connections may or may not be real. I hope to heal one day. I remember when I used to pray. I used to pray everyday but now I can’t seem to do nothing ubt think about praying. I remember the times when I was publicly humiliated in church. I had always wanted to go now I see why so many people didn’t/don’t go.Â I know its always gonna be why me.Â I know I am always gonna feel why me.

4/8/2014 4 comments

Bound and Treasured

by nobodysgirl 4/7/2014

written by nobodysgirl

http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/04/Let-Her-Go-Jasmine-Thompson-Music-Download-Paradise-Pro.mp3
I ain’t gonna make I have no friends
I am becoming my own worst enemy once again
Why doesn’t anybody care?
Why won’t nobody help me?
All of this for a stupid prophecy!?
All of my life I have pretended not to know
Everything good thing I had have now become owed
I’m trying to cry, trapped with pain
My god is the only reason I am still the same
I’m sick, no help no doctor a queue
I’m lonely, no friends, no one real in my life to talk too
The things they have done and what I have had to do […]

4/7/2014 3 comments

Cupboard

by marz 4/7/2014

written by marz

One more time won’t hurt,

I’m scum, evil, dirt.

So many flashbacks,

Boy there are stacks and stacks.

Which one to think about now?

How about the one where dad called you a cow?

Reach for the box,

The box is heavy feeling as if its full of rocks.

Flashback to the last time just how much you were sick

And how you felt like such an absolute prick.

Remembering the pain,

What did that gain?

Stomach being pumped,

For what, just because you got dumped?

These thoughts just won’t go away,

As for tomorrow is just another day.

4/7/2014 0 comment

Contemplating suicide, deadline, 25.

by NZ91 4/6/2014

written by NZ91

I have had a plan since the age of 17 to commit suicide on the eve of my 25th birthday. However, as the years have passed by and my life has gradually declined into unemployment, heart break and despair I find myself contemplating my suicide earlier.

I am currently 22, turning 23 on the 15th April 2014.

I was blessed with being born to parents who had money through working from nothing to something. However, as is often the case, my Mother turned out to be an alcoholic and father, a control freak who smoked marijuana to control his tempers but which in fact made them worse.

IÂ began […]

4/6/2014 3 comments

Cutters Lullaby…

by CrimsonDream 4/4/2014

written by CrimsonDream

Go to sleep and close your eyes,

and dream of broken butterflies,

that tore there wings against a thorn,

you know the pain that they have bourne.

Sliver metal shine so bright,

scarlet blood that feels so right,

dream of blood trickling down,

and wake up before you drown.

The moonlight shining off your tears,

as you bleed out your worst fears,

so tonight when you start to cry ,

whisper the cutters lullaby:

Hushabye baby , your almost dead,

you don’t have a pulse and your pillow is red,

4/4/2014 2 comments

I wish to go back in time where

by gavenup 4/2/2014

written by gavenup

I just wish I can go back in time where happiness really did exist and where you didn’t have to think about smiling bc it just happend when you were truly happy and not having to fake it . I just wish I can go back in time where your sister was your true best friend and had that sister relationship that no one can break , where you told eachother everything and stood up for eachother And cared about one another . I just wish I can go back in time Â when your best friends were really your best friends the ones you call […]

4/2/2014 4 comments

Kinda Hypocritical.

by Shadowknite 4/1/2014

written by Shadowknite

Broken

You say you’re broken,
Unloved and unwanted.
You can’t be fixed,
And you are haunted.

What people say,
That is what cuts.
The words throw you off,
And you get stuck in the ruts.

Many say “I care”,
But few are sincere.
When you are broken,
U notice no one is here.

You wish yourself away,
Ready to give it a try.
U think u can’t stay,
That you need to die.

I reach out to you,
Saying sweet things,
I want to fix you,
I say that it stings.

I cut for others,
To get them to stop.
I am still clean,
Three years at top.

When I see someone unhappy,
It gives my heart great pain.
I want them to be happy,
And to smile again.

I will not stop,
I am […]

4/1/2014 0 comment

I Should Have Thought Of a Sophisticated Title (or “Proof I Suck At Titles” or “I Have a Tendency To Make Titles Long”)

by monsterly 4/1/2014

written by monsterly

Imagine a map, itâ€™s a map of the world, a giant map, placed on the wall.

There are lights on the map, some of them blue, some of them white,

some of them glistening more, some of them flickering faintly.

Each light represents a soul.

Your light is on the map and I donâ€™t know if itâ€™s blue, white,

if itâ€™s shining or if itâ€™s hiding, if itâ€™s bruised or healing.

(If itâ€™s healing, itâ€™s purple.)

Then something horrible happens; a villain steals the lights.

Not the souls,

just the lights.

Blue, white,

purple.

No indication of them on the map.

The mapâ€™s plain now. Thatâ€™s not nice, is it?

A plain map. A plain map that didnâ€™t use […]

4/1/2014 2 comments

Monster (poem)

by meris 3/31/2014

written by meris

This poem is kind of the same as last time except it’s more “in the moment” if anything. hope you enjoyed

I’m the girl chasing a dream
but underneath my human skin, i’m a monster
creating visions that are not to be seen
and spilling blood that’s not meant to be cleaned

I terrorize throughout the night
Tearing through their flesh and bone
and as i look for more victims to take,
i realize, I’ve been turned into stone

a stone cold killer, i guess you could say
but that still doesn’t make the pain go away
with every scream ringing in my ear
I continue hold them […]

3/31/2014 4 comments

Not Sure About Title

by Shadowknite 3/31/2014

written by Shadowknite

Title

The blade comes down,
Tears staining your face.
The voices and taunts,
Leaving a bloody trace.

They think they’re better,
And tell you you aren’t.
Stings like hell,
You’re ready to give in altogether.

Unwanted and alone
You curl in a ball.
You wish to sleep,
Once and for all.

You think no one cares,
You put your life on the line.
You’re ready to commit,
And prepare for your time.

I reach out,
Wrapping my arms around you tightly.
I whisper in your ear,
And I tell you matter without a Â doubt.

I care for you,
And don’t want you to hurt.
I’ll always try to be there,
And go through your hell with you.

I speak the truth,
I will never lie.
I will always think you’re beautiful,
No matter […]

3/31/2014 2 comments

Follow Your Dreams or Follow Your Heart?

by shatteredhopes 3/31/2014

written by shatteredhopes

In this situation in particular,
do I choose to follow my dreams or to follow my heart?
How do I know which will work out?

Do I follow my dreams and risk it all?
Or, do I follow my heart and end it all?

They both may seem so simplistic, of that I’m sure,
but they are burning me to the core.
Why must my endeavors of thisÂ be so intricate,
when there are no plans and no times set?

My dreams are supposed to balance my internal torment,
but my choices cause nothing but my mere discontent.

All the things I once cared about are now obsolete,
and though […]

3/31/2014 1 comment

Untitled

by Shadowknite 3/31/2014

written by Shadowknite

Done

You say you’re done,
You are going to die.
Life has finished,
No need to say goodbye.

You think it best,
No one will notice.
You forget my word,
You forgot my promise.

I swore I wouldn’t leave,
I’d be here always.
I’d find you someday,
And give you better days.

If you dieÂ tonight,
Then my life won’t matter.
I’d end it there,
Since my heart is shattered.

I care for you,
Now and forever.
If you die on that day,
I won’t be held together.

Wait until the day,
When I make your life better.
I bet you then,
What others think won’t matter.

A cut for a cut,
Death for a death.
When you end your life,
I will take my last breath

3/31/2014 0 comment

by hellblau 3/31/2014

written by hellblau

I CAN’T SLEEP

3/31/2014 7 comments

by hellblau 3/31/2014

written by hellblau

I want to believe in someone,Â I want to believe in something,Â I want to believe that I can love again. And one you will love again, one day, you will.

But I can’t.

3/31/2014 1 comment

Being Water…

by clevername 3/30/2014

written by clevername

…when everyone wants a Mountain.

Being a Foggy Mist, when everyone wants a Flood.

Becoming a Flood, when everyone wants Sunshine.

Becoming Sunshine, when everyone wants The Night.

Becoming The Night, when everyone wants The Dream.

Striving to become The Dream, but becoming The Reality.

Realizing The Reality is made of the act of flowing through the stream of striving to appease ever changing requirements…

To become The Mountain no River could ever Be.

Everyone wanted a Mountain to Climb, but all i could ever do was Be Water, and flow down, to ultimately be absorbed into, and washed away by, The River of Deceit… and to eventually be deposited into the Sea, […]

3/30/2014 9 comments

Anyone have a poem?

by Came2Die 3/30/2014

written by Came2Die

I want you to tell me a poem you wrote. I feel the poetry that people have made on this site is beautiful so let me hear your’s that you have made?

3/30/2014 7 comments

Where’d Everybody Go?

by Blake SinBad 3/29/2014

written by Blake SinBad

Wow. I almost forgot what it was like to be alone. I forgot how gut-wrenchingly horrifying it is. How it eats you from the inside out. boyfriend hast talked to me in over two weeks. We see each other all the time, and I try to talk to him, but it’s like we don’t know how anymore. I’m not going to be able to keep this up. All of my friends have been getting mad at me because I fuck things up all the time. My best friend though, is still there. She’d never leave…right? My only other actual friend is a guy in my […]

3/29/2014 1 comment

Murder (poem)

by meris 3/28/2014

written by meris

She’s on the floor, bleeding out
I thought she was dead, without a doubt
My honesty is brutal, I’m a killer without care
she could go missing, and i wouldn’t tell anyone, where.

I can hang you high or cut you low
but I’ll always make sure, you know
I can be cruel, I can be stiff but if i could, i’d jump off a cliff.

I’ll suffocate you in your sleep.
I’ll wait till midnight to bury you deep.
I’ll stop your heart, so it can’t beat
and i’ll shoot you once Â so you can cheat.

I’m a killer without a care
but I myself have been […]

3/28/2014 10 comments

Night Tremors

by marz 3/27/2014

written by marz

Why is it at night I wanna cut?

Burn my arm with that cigarette butt,

Feel that rush running though my veins,

That sweet sensation of pain,

Some nights I want to take the blade right along my neck,

End the misery, the pressure but out of all that what do I really get?

Then I think I should just do this,

I know for a fact I won’t really be missed.

People will be happy to see me go,

Didn’t think people could be so low.

They are the real soul takers,

And dream breakers.

Funny how when its morning my thoughts are gone,

Right at the crack of dawn,

I forget about the blade, the tablets, the […]

3/27/2014 0 comment

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