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Sick

by endingtheagony 6/6/2013

written by endingtheagony

To my stomach

My palms won’t stop sweating

ThoughtsÂ flood my mind

My demons have taken over.

I can’t do it anymore.

I can’t try to smile

And act

Like everyone else

Because I know that I’m not

And I never will be.

And don’t call me a coward for being sad.

I am not a coward.

I am stronger than anyone will ever know.

And I have held in more thoughts than I am able to.

I am not a coward.

I am not a freak.

I am hurt and lonely and sad.

I am human.

They say that life goes on

But what if it leaves you behind

How are you supposed to pick yourself up again?

I may not survive this.

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Is this it??

by selfharmismydrug 6/6/2013

written by selfharmismydrug

I lie on the floor of my small bedroom. All you can here is the sound of my breathing. Is this it? I look over at the wall, lined with posters and silly pictures of my friends and I. The room becomes hazy. Is this it? My left wrist and right thigh covered in blood. They just won’t stop bleeding. Is this it? Those 6 pills resting in my hand. Picking up my water, I swallow them. Is this it? I have finally cracked, finally given up. I may not wake up tomorrow. Is this it? I promised I would be strong. I am not […]

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Time isn’t kind

by flatus 6/6/2013

written by flatus

Got displacedï»¿ so far from home
When I left, it’s on my own
Had someone, she used to stay
But I was cruel and I drove her away

Couldn’t get along with people I’ve known,
I changed my name. I changed my clothes.
But these old men, where have they gone now?
There’s not an issue they’d back due.
I say hi, what’re you d-d-d-doin over there?

Here I go down again
Lost my love all my friends
No one’s left no more debts
I found out all I got is myself

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No new tale to tell

by flatus 6/6/2013

written by flatus

You cannot go against nature
Because when you do
Go against nature
It’s part of nature too

When you’re down
It’s a long way up
When you’re up
It’s a long way down

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Little by little

by flatus 6/6/2013

written by flatus

Back at the mirror, your good friend
Talk to the mirror, to play out your game
Slap in the middle, I stop then
Look at the winner, and the price you pay
Cold was the winter, I tremble
Long was the fall, that had no end
http://youtu.be/xgZ_HFJIGQw
Little by little, everything changes
Little by little, the time goes
Little by little, the days pass by
Little by little, the air clears
Little by little, I can breathe again
I can breathe again..

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You are really something else..

by Anything to live for 6/5/2013

written by Anything to live for

” Have you ever just laid in your bed and cried? Because you think you’re ugly, because you’re not good enough for anyone. You’ve counted your flaws from head to toe, making yourself feel worse. Cried because of all the comments that people blurt out actually hurt? Cried because your family is dysfunctional and never understands you. They tell you to stop complaining . That you have it so much better than the kids in Africa, even though they don’t understand your life either. You don’t want to feel like an attention seeker, so you bottle everything up? Around friends and family, you’ve created this […]

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Abusive Boyfriends of Aimee Mann

by flatus 6/5/2013

written by flatus

In ‘Til Tuesday (4 minutes)

In The Big Lebowski (1 minute)

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Clevon: 26 Trevor: R.I.P.

by flatus 6/5/2013

written by flatus

Trevor and Carol (2 minutes)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=icmRCixQrx8

Clevon wins (1 minute)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U8rhIZJAdd0

Maybe I’m a *****. I just couldn’t do it either.

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How Did I Get This Far Gone?

by Elandra 6/5/2013

written by Elandra

Im standing on an edge
Not scared of what will happen Next
I know i will fall and i do not care
I am scared of myself

I want to safe
I dont want to be ready
for when death pounds on my door
But i dont know how i i got this far gone

Im worried now
I dont know what to do
and i know im alone
when i fall i can stand back
I dont notice when i break
but i know when i need to stop
now i stuck in this place unsure
of weather or not to stop breathing

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Letania de mis defectos

by dominoc4 6/5/2013

written by dominoc4

Litany of my faults

I’m vain, despotic, blasphemous;
proud, haughty, ungrateful, scornful;
but still retain rose complexion.
The fire of hell burns me.
Cut glass is my system.
I’m egotistical, cold, tumultuous.
I break like fragile butterfly.
I myself have built my curse.
I’m perverse, wicked, vindictive.
It provided my blood and fugitive.
My thoughts are very taciturn.
My dreams of sin are nocturnal.
I’m hysterical, crazy, insane;
but to eternity and sentenced.

(Pita Amor, 1987)

LetanÃa de mis defectos

Soy vanidosa, dÃ©spota, blasfema;
soberbia, altiva, ingrata, desdeÃ±osa;
pero conservo aÃºn la tez de rosa.
La lumbre del infierno a mÃ me quema.
Es de cristal cortado mi sistema.

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Is your joke still funny?

by Smiling_Liar 6/5/2013

written by Smiling_Liar

Is your joke still funny when you see my scars?

Is your joke still funny when you see my tears?

When you see me wish for death?

when you see me in so much pain?

Is it still funny when all i think about is ways of dying?

When i wanna just kill myself?

when you know it was all your fault?

when you know that you pushed me over that line?

That it was your fault i cut out my veins?

when it was your fault i overdosed?

when you know it was your fault i put that rope over my neck?

Is your joke still funny when you see me basically dead but still […]

6/5/2013 1 comment

I am broken :(

by WildOne1399 6/4/2013

written by WildOne1399

I am falling into darkness,I try to swim up but can only sink down. I am overwhelmed with pain and emotion, surrounded by blackness,falling sinking down into the abyss. I reach the bottom,all i see is the darkness staring back at me, all I hear it the yelling and screaming of a shattered heart,all I feel is the pain of words and a blade running across my skin blood pouring out and hitting the ground like crimson tears shed from pain held in for far too long. Then it all stops. I feel nothing see nothing and hear nothing. I ask myself is this how […]

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Heartbeats

by sleeplessinSTL 6/3/2013

written by sleeplessinSTL

I can feel my heart slowly beating the same slow pulse,

But my mind is breaking apart and starting to convulse,

As I try to not think about the destruction before my eyes,

Another day gone down the drain in the life that I despise,

A quietÂ bum bum, bum bum, goes onÂ inside my chest,

I still have a heartbeat but it’s very faint,

Meager at the very best,

Back to my brain,

It is turning off,

Shutting down from all my pain,

The drugs, the cuts, the suicide,

My eternal cloud of rain,

I’ve been counseled and hospitalized to no avail,

Every treatment sought has failed,

Hope is scarce and failure is often,

I wish they would just put me […]

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6/3/2013 1 comment

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Pro-choice? Mumblngs of the slightly insane.

by Faithless 6/2/2013

written by Faithless

Go softly into the night,
Be calm in her cold embrace.
Time has passed you by little one,
Tis time to turn your face

Wander down the sloping road,
Fear not the shadows creeping.
Your peace will be upon you soon:
Little one grown tired of weeping.

Go bravely into the dark,
Heed not the hateful words.
You have chosen well,
Leave this bickering to birds.

Chin up, deep breaths little one,
Step by determined step, you take.
Your footsteps now will lead,
You’re en-route to a wondrous fate

Go calmly into deaths’ reaching hands
Rest weary and beleaguered head.
Your life is bleak, your heart worn through
It’s […]

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In Need Of Some Love

by stargirl 6/2/2013

written by stargirl

Years have gone by already since I died. I’m not saying I’m a ghost, but I’m pretty close to being one. My family’s all buried in their graves. My step-father thrown in prison. And I’ve died along with it. It’s not like I want to suicide. Life’s okay. But I don’t see the point in living though. No one’s ever gonna be able to watch me grow up. The rest of my extended family has shunned me, and I’m an outcast to them. If there was something I could do about this, I would. I have lots of close friends who know my story, but […]

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6/2/2013 3 comments

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Chemical Brothers, “The Test”

by flatus 6/1/2013

written by flatus

The Devil came by this morning
Said she had something to show me
I was looking like I’ve never seen her face before
Here we go now, let’s slide into the open door

Pictures and things that I’ve done before
Circling around me, out here on the floor
I’m dreaming this and I’m dreaming that
Regretting nothing; think about that

I’m seeing waves breaking form to my horizons
Yeah I’m shining! Lord, I’m shining.

My heart and soul, they are free
You know I always lost my mind
But now I’m home and I’m free
I’d better go to bed now, but
Did I pass the acid […]

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She is

by Lover4evr 5/31/2013

written by Lover4evr

She put the knife to her soul
She needs a sweet release
She needs somebody
She digs in deep, revealing all her secrets
She knows her time was wasted
She put the pills in her mouth
She let’s death sit on her tongue
She needs some love
She needs to breathe
She drives at a tree
She wants realization to come at her at once
She hates feeling worthless
She hates the dreadful feeling of guilt
She wants the light to overwhelm her body
She wants to be taken away
She is hit by it all
She is gone
She was wrong
She just needed […]

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My Nights

by kieravan 5/31/2013

written by kieravan

I can’t even explain my feelings every night

I feel my heart aching as I turn out the light

Can’t shut my eyes, swollen from each tear

I never expect my thoughts to get this severe

Knife, scissors, pills all cover my desk.

All which can leave me very statuesque.

ThoughtsÂ eruptÂ my mind about all I hate

I don’t know really if I want death to wait.

Each night I spend lying completely alone

When will it get better? it remains unknown.

Searching deep down to find me a reason

Why I keep living through this suicidal season.

Exploding with depression as I lie in my bed

This pain is too much, makes me wish I was dead.

These thoughts […]

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We Are The Nobodies, Wanna Be Somebody

by Miss Blythe 5/30/2013

written by Miss Blythe

Things I’ve Been Doing Lately:
-Cutting: My wrist, my thighs…
Â»My thighs are my canvas. I have carved ‘Eons’ ‘Why Me?’ ‘Fuck Your Friendship’ ‘Wretched’ ‘Divine’ ‘You Ruin Everything’ and some abstract lines in the past….oh, thirty days.

-Listening to darker music: The Cure, Cradle of Filth, Nine Inch Nails, Marilyn Manson, and some Black Veil Brides

-Writing poetry…and reading some.
Â»Writing: I wrote something shitty for my close friend, who I’ve been falling for.
Â° “Let’s Be Vampires”

Let’s not go out into the real world,
Let’s stay in all day long.
Fuck the humans and their greed
They […]

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Worthless Toy

by Elandra 5/30/2013

written by Elandra

Dont say that you’re sorry
i know that your not
you cut up me wide open
now you get what you got

im torn apart
and you sit
and you watch
like some little kid

i am a human
not a toy
not a doll
i make what i need
im tied to you all

but i do not need ou
as you needed me
i simply want out
i want to live as i had
worthlessly

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