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4/13/13

by lovely_sorrow 4/13/2013

written by lovely_sorrow

She sits in her room
And writes out her sorrows
Getting it on paper
She can face tomorrow

A razor in hand
She slices through her pain
Destroying her own body
Trying to forget her shame

Looking in the mirror
She despises what she sees
The words pop in her head
“Pale, awkward, fat, ugly”

She stumbles through the day
Tells everyone she’s fine
She tries to force a smile
So they’ll all believe her lie

She chooses to be on her own
Loner is her middle name
Because people ask questions
Too complicated to explain

She lies awake at night
Afraid to shut her eyes
Scared of what she […]

4/13/2013 1 comment

Comrade Ogilvy

by flatus 4/12/2013

written by flatus

4/12/2013 0 comment

dear agony

by Natasha Rose 4/11/2013

written by Natasha Rose

with each fresh cut,

the blood river rains,

and my body will never be the same.

4/11/2013 0 comment

by why i dont no 4/11/2013

written by why i dont no

getout of my head

go away

i never what to se you agen

you hert me ones

but not agen

get out of my life

get out of my head

let me sleep im going to bed

dont bother to wake me

ill be gon

just sent a kiss

the finel straw

ther gon and i know the thing to do is be happy

but for years iv mornd

in this lonly world

os flying home

dont know were home is

but you never see me

4/11/2013 2 comments

Darkness ahead
Soon we’ll be dead
The sun is fading fast
Light wasn’t meant to last
http://youtu.be/uCTgQJ9dqLI
We’re falling on too fast
Leaving behind the past
Nothingness around us
Oblivion has found us

4/10/2013 2 comments

4/10/13

by lovely_sorrow 4/10/2013

written by lovely_sorrow

Slit your hips where no one can see

Your good girl image has a reputation to keep

Close the door and let it go

Do it quick so no one will know

Rush of adrenaline as blood spills

Thrill so deep it gives you chills

Blood whispers words you can’t tell

Because if you did they’d give you hell

Clean it up and cover the proof

No one deserves to know the truth

Scars fade and leave a memory

And recent events give you agony

So cut a little deeper

Bleed a little harder

Kiss your beautiful perfect blade

And find a place for her to hide away

Bring it out when you’re scared or lonely

Til then…

Put on a fake smile […]

4/10/2013 3 comments

Wished I could be honest…

by Engeltje 4/10/2013

written by Engeltje

Just told my ex, that’s also my best friend, that I’ve lied to him. Luckily he wasn’t mad at me, actually, he understood it. I was really glad with that. But the thing I really wanted was not saying it to my ex. That I shouldn’t done it, because I never lied to him. That’s what I really wanted, but it’s not the truth. I have so much regret of all the times I lied to him, my parents or anyone else that’s close to me. I have lied so much that it almost felt like my life was a lie. I’m trying to lie […]

4/10/2013 2 comments

I wish I could help. Will this suffice?

by dontLookbehindYou 4/10/2013

written by dontLookbehindYou

Wake up.
Breathe in.
Exhale.
Begin.

Is this how you choose to end?

I found this site and I decided to post a bit of poetry that I wrote a few weeks ago. Â I guess the best way to sum up my story is, well…

My parents divorced, I was bullied, became suicidal, nearly thought myself to death, turned to Â religion for my survival, got out of religion, and found myself amongst the remains.

Today I mainly try to keep my friends alive while I sit and wait for a chance to actually do something. Luckily enough none of the people I know have committed suicide, and I guess […]

4/10/2013 1 comment

Is this madness talking?

by aeneegma 4/10/2013

written by aeneegma

I’m not here.
Just a shadow,
A spectre.

Cold.
Void.
Crushed.
Why do I keep,
and keep,
and keep feeling this?

I want to go.
I want to leave.
I want to vanish.

Where?
Where is this place that would welcome my presence?
Where is this place that people would be glad having me around?
Where will I go?

I want to go.
I want to leave.
I want to vanish.

Just vanish.
Vanish.
Poof!

4/10/2013 3 comments

Wish I Could Be

by stargirl 4/9/2013

written by stargirl

Wish I could be
your best friend
your sister
Wish I could hold
your hand
your love
Wish I could forget
all the pain
Wish I could remember
the lost days of my past
days where you stood beside me
and held my hand
while I tried to hang onto sanity.
Which I can’t do anymore.
Not without you.

4/9/2013 1 comment

Run

by lost_soul 4/9/2013

written by lost_soul

I keep running

running away from my problems, running toward my goals,

running to anywhere, everywhere as long as it’s not here.

I should take a moment to look at where I am at, but there’s no time.

I have to keep running.

I’m chasing and being chased.

The past is on my heels as I try to keep up with the future, the present.

But now always changes and quickly becomes the past just as I realized it is the future – it was the future.

Run.

I run towards my dreams, aspirations, […]

4/9/2013 3 comments

Gone With Despair

by erickmhar 4/9/2013

written by erickmhar

-Living in a house filled with false emotion

-Day by day the pain growing stronger

-Finally one day comes abruption

-Walking in the cold night every second feeling longer

-Death is nothing more than just a tranquil thought

-Everything going black,colder,careless

-I could have been that kid that random kid that was shot

-Sight fading,mind bending,moving seems weightless

-As I think my finally moments are coming

-A bright light shines on my face

-To think I was knocked out till it started shining

.This is a poem-ish,about one of my memories,basically what happened was that I was living in a house with what I thought was a loving mother, one day overheard “I knew I should […]

4/9/2013 0 comment

I’m scared to feel happy

by mes1234 4/8/2013

written by mes1234

Sometimes I wake up, lay in bed and just think I want to die then spend the next couple of hours thinking about how to do so. Sometimes I wake up and feel a little hope. And sometimes I wake up and I can’t help but think of last nights nightmare. My dreams are so uncomfortable and horribly vivid. They’re so vivid that I think about my dreams through out the whole day because they’re so uncomfortably real that I feel like it happened… Anyways throughout the whole day I’m just an emotional roller coaster I’m fine, I’m sad, I’m crazy, I’m hopeful (this is […]

4/8/2013 0 comment

still here

by why i dont no 4/7/2013

written by why i dont no

just makeing shure that im stillÂ aliveÂ xxxxxx

im haveing a night mare
and know one cares cos evrey ones sick of me
but notÂ just sick of me but detesting me

im in a night mare

of twisting fire and flame

with a petey self hatetrid as a focol pont

with the monsters as my frends

who when my back is ternd

snivel in grops about the ponts of my life

evrey step i take is like the world moves beneth me

its got me by the balls its hiting my head agenst the wall relentlessly never giving in just…..

just what just nothing thats what it is just good night forever and let me sleep

but if […]

4/7/2013 0 comment

Through blurred eyes

by perfectspring 4/7/2013

written by perfectspring

I felt the abyss,
As it soaked me in tears,
I couldn’t believe
All I found in these years

It was over before,
I could open my eyes,
My fear overcame me,
I found hope in their lies,

As I followed false promises,
I lost reason to try,
I used to reach for the stars,
Now I just stare at the sky.

4/7/2013 0 comment

It’s Over.

by I.cant.breathe! 4/7/2013

written by I.cant.breathe!

i feel it creeping up on me.
the darkness i can never see.
taking me away,
suffocating me.
i can barely breathe.

I can hear it shouting threats.
wishing me a horrid death.
the demons will invade,
it’s already too late.
i cannot be saved.
it’s over!

I am falling fast.
this will be my last.
no use saving me,
these cuts are way too deep.
a necklace made of rope,
a bracelet made of blood,
water mixed arcenic.
a kiss from a gun.
nothing can compare,
just kick away the chair.
and wait to fade away,
down your drink of death,
and die so peacefully.
Don’t […]

4/7/2013 0 comment

When You’re All Alone

by the empty shell 4/6/2013

written by the empty shell

When you’re all alone, and there’s nobody to hold you,

you cry, you weep, all by your lonesome.

When there is nobody to care, and you’re swalloed into despair, you give up. Ready to see what’s really up.

Scream and cry, swallow and die.

Sleeping pills that were supposed to take your life.

Wake up with an IV in your arm, people asking questions whether you’re into self harm

Drinking charcoal, in a hospital gown.

They shouldn’t have saved me. What the Hell do I do now?

They put you in a mental hospital when you’re released from the hospital.

Sleep in a bed with lumps, shower in a gray bathroom.

I was there for […]

4/6/2013 4 comments

Help Needed

by myhorizonawaits 4/6/2013

written by myhorizonawaits

Hello everyone ! I’m doing this project i call ‘Tell me your story’. I did a facebook page & a blogspot. But I need YOUR help to make this work.I want to provide a way for everyone to interact with each other. This is how it works. You tell me your story, I tell everyone else. You could be known or stay on anon. Itâ€™s all up to you. What matters is that your story will be heard. People will know that you exist. You will leave a trace that you once existed. You will help other not do the same mistakes you did or […]

4/6/2013 0 comment

The Silence

by emptylife 4/5/2013

written by emptylife

I write poetry to try and get the madness out of my mind. Â It doesn’t really work all that well

The Silence

The silence drives the madness hidden so well away.
It consumes and and makes me go wild with loneliness.
I can’t contain it much longer.
It is bursting and starting to flow with no control.
No control.
I’m going to lose it.
I feel so alone.
So alone and so lost.
I feel like I’m going to cry.
I can’t lose it here.
I can’t.
I feel it growing so large and so great.
Trying to hide it all is making me sick.
It hurts […]

4/5/2013 0 comment

Vicious Cycle

by darksky21 4/5/2013

written by darksky21

I come here tonight to freely express my feelings and thoughts without the fear of being judged and with the hope that someone out there may understand. Okay ….let’s be honest, there’s still a shit load of fear, but I say fuck it.

I’m still having quite a rough time. My depression is weighing heavy in my head. Can barely lift it up. My isolation is at an all time high. The majority of my Â “friends” are occupied anyway. I don’t feel like I have any true friends. But I’m sure my isolation had a big part in that. I just have no drive. I’m afraid […]

4/5/2013 1 comment

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