Just told my ex, that’s also my best friend, that I’ve lied to him. Luckily he wasn’t mad at me, actually, he understood it. I was really glad with that. But the thing I really wanted was not saying it to my ex. That I shouldn’t done it, because I never lied to him. That’s what I really wanted, but it’s not the truth. I have so much regret of all the times I lied to him, my parents or anyone else that’s close to me. I have lied so much that it almost felt like my life was a lie. I’m trying to lie a lot less, because I don’t want it. I want to be honest, but I’m trying my best, but it’s so tough…
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-_- its easier for you to make up stories than to tell what really happened? easier for you to hide the truth than to jus let it flow? you remind me of some one…some one im not to fond of at the moment.
@CarditoForeverAlone,
Yeah, it’s easier for me to fake everything… I’m used to wearing a mask so I always look happy and so, but at that moment I feel horrible and depressed inside. I don’t know why I’m doing it… But it seems like I can’t stop it. 🙁