I want love but I don’t know how to obtain it. I had a boyfriend for 2 years…I just feel so lost now. It’s been long enough to move on…he’s moved on. I just don’t know how to anymore.
Theme song from a show called Madventures.
Wish I could have seen the world even a 1 percent of what these guys have – and lived my life to the fullest while I still had the time. Really have to give a salute to Riku and Tunna. 🙂 Love the show, and it had for a few years kept me hoping to be in their shoes; exploring places, seeing other cultures and people – but no more.
The best travelling documentary program in the world by far – Finnish, but at least 3th season spoken in English – distributed all over the world though.
Theme song gets me […]
Hello. I may seem like your average 13 almost 14 year old. But i’m not. I’m so disgusting. I have scars all over my body. I’ve been bullied for almost 9 years. People hate me, even though I’ve done nothing to them. I’ve been hospitalized 4 times. I’ve had 31 suicide attempts. I’m just done. I can’t do this anymore. I know eventually I’m going to end my life. I just know it.
So I think the one thing I am proudest of is how much of a geek i am (LARP D&D video games etc…) heres the thing i havnt had the time to attend any of my games lately because of real life responsibilities
To get a feeling for me as a person im 25 i live with a super good looking girl who i somehow convinced to date me a few years ago and i just started a great job that is allowing me to get out of the factories ive worked in since i was 17… but because I dont have time to go to […]
every thing I do for myself to show my family I’m doing better isn’t good enough. They always tell take it step by step but once I make alittle progress with my anxiety they say “that’s nothing, do *this or that* and maybe I’ll be impressed” they don’t see how hard I’m trying.  they can’t see that I’m doing my best to  get better. They’re only making it worse. I can’t take it anymore it’s been like this for months.
Anyone here from England, Ireland, Scotland or Wales will to talk on facebook or anything? Wanna meet new people.. im a 17 year old female, so preferably someone round my age.
Not really help?  I mean, they’re supposed to be understanding but they’re just not.
God, I don’t even know anymore. It started a couple of months ago and it was a song that triggered it.. I now seem to be a ***** to people now.. I get so angry over such little things such a someone not putting a lid on a pen.. I treat all my friends like shit, the ones that have been there for me for so long, the ones that know me inside out.. my best friends ): I push all my friends away and now I only hang out wiith people that use me for sex or whatnot.. I don’t know why because thdy […]
I’ve had a few problems in hand lately and I guess I’ve lost my path again… I had troubles in 6 grade with bullying and family and almost decided to take my life when my purpose in life appeared before me. It’s been 2 years since that and I’m proud to say I’ve been helping people with their problems since then but now, I’m the one that needs help, I’ve fallen right back into the darkness that swallowed me whole. I have to say I’ve killed of the bullying, now it’s just family. Let me explain, I was doing just fine at school, grades above […]
My kik is prefectlybroken504. I need someone to talk to before I walk out my house and go to the nearest bridge and jump. I’m lost and broken and need help picking up the pieces. I don’t want to live but i do. I think my thoughts are getting the best of me. And I don’t know what to do. I’m 22 years old. I’ll be 23 in a few months if I live that long.
Im sick of this pain after school ends i’m gone i’m finally going to do it… my body is deteriorating from not eating from the 7 ibuprofen i take when i get home from school and when people try and don’t you dare say its selfish i’ve tried and tried to make people listen but they all ignore me i’d rather be dead than to deal with this pain…I’m tired of the pain I can’t handle it anymore I’m sorry but this is goodbye
I’ve been cutting at work, probably not the best idea but I mean, I’m alone there for 10 hours a day with nothing to do but talk In a mic. It becomes inclusive at that point, I don’t know what to do anymore at this point. Grr
It’s almost 2AM. I’m in my room alone. Crying my eyes out wanting to die. I haven’t felt this way in over a month. I look at my scars and notice them fading. Why are they leaving me I don’t want to see them go. They’re such a big part of me, I swear they’re my closest friends. I’ve tried everything to clear my mind, but nothing seems to work. I’ve tried snapping a a rubber band, I’ve tried drawing a butterfly,I’ve tried all I can think. I don’t know what wrong with my mind. all I know is that it’s back. The urge to […]
As a mmo gamer I find myself tragically stuck in the role of tank. I can’t help but feel life beats on me a little more than others. It is selfish to think that way, because everyone is fighting their own battles, playing their own parts, but sadly I think I am just to perfectly fitted to this part. My nature is to protect, to take the first hit, the last, and each one in between. I feel like I care far too much to fit in properly in this day and age. The only thing I want is to help people smile, and to […]
Im kinda hesitant in posting this… I was raped by my father when I was 7 years old. I still remember the blood that was everywhere after he finished his thrill… What kinda person does that to his little girl, over and over again? I am now 25 years old. and I cant seem to get over this… I literally feel like screaming all the time. I am trapped inside an adult body. All I can ever think about is suicide. I dont want to live with the memories of something so horrible.
My dad was a crackhead. He’d allow his drunk/ high GROWN men to […]
About 5 months ago , I had a horrible night . My moms drunk boyfriend was fucking her in the living room and made me sit next to them and kept yelling “Your next little one!” ( it keeps replaying in my head still this day ) and I sat there crying. Obviously he wanted to have sexual intercourse with me. When he went to bathroom to use it , I ran out of the house. I hide in the dark underneath cars hiding from my moms boyfriend ( lets call him H ) , he was yelling my name like a concerned father. I […]