Standing here
all alone.
Everyone left me.
I’m on my own.
what did I do?
What did I say?
To make them go
so far away.
Nobody wants me.
They don’t care.
They say mean things,
and give an evil stare.
IT really hurts,
inside and out.
I just want one thing
to change my life’s route.
I want someone to love me.
One who’s life i’ll share.
Someone who’s always with me.
Someone who’s always there.
I know who it is.
It’s always been you.
So kind so brave so bold.
The one who’s always true.
I want you in my life.
perhaps one […]

I’m going crazy.

I’m going insane.

All my thoughts

inside my brain.

i can’t take it.

Make them go away.

I am so confused.

Don’t know what to say.

I really need someone.

Anyone will do.

Someone i can vent with.

Someone I can talk to.

I’m so young.

Why is it I can feel like this?

All these emotions,

putting me into an endless abyss.

So many tears

I often cry.

I don’t know what to do.

I don’t even know why.

I’m garbage.

I’m shit.

i am done.

This is it.

So many doors.
Don’t know which way.
Nowhere to go.
Nowhere to stay.
I hear voices,
inside my head.
I hear things creeping
beside my bed.
They say i’m different.
They say i’m crazy.
I don’t do anything.
They think i’m lazy.
If hear voices
they give me shots.
Oh so much medication.
Pills? I take lots.
The people in my head,
they give me so much pain.
But now I know the truth.
I have gone insane.
In my home
I share with many,
each person has a room.
For there are always plenty.
We are all so different,
but yet we’re all the […]

nothing good comes from you
here is something u can do
take a rope and tie a not
leave ur body cold and blood running hot
let it out and let it pour
see it all over the floor
dont wake up and just stay down
if ur still alive u”ll make me frown
i”ll send a bullet through ur head
and make sure ur forever dead
nobody wants you and nobody cares
your heart deserves the hate it bares
goodbye you piece of shit
you’ll be in hell in a bit

its done

its said

im gone

im dead

no one misses me

nobody notices

what was the point

im better where im at

if i see a tear

i know its not for me

i wont be in the way anymore.

goodbye

I’m twenty-one year old guy from the UK. I have anxiety, I get depressed, and I have suicidal thoughts. I use to self-harm but don’t anymore. I also think I might have a personality and body dysmorphic disorder. I’m on a waiting list to see a psychologist, so hopefully that happens soon. I don’t usually talk depressingly with others, but I am more than willing to lend an ear if you wish to chat about things that are bothering you. It would be nice to also talk about things we like.I like outdoor activities, but I don’t get out much, partly due to anxiety and […]

I cut myself for the first time in a year…I hate on what I did but I had to get the pain out one eay or other…im trying to hide it from my family because my grandparents said if I do it again they are going to make me go to a hospital so I can get help…but here the thing no one can help me only I can help myself because its my doing

Hi Guys,

Sorry for the late notice… But I am disconnecting from the world to go Dog Sledding. 😀 So I will NOT be post today or tomorrow. I will post Sunday though. Have a good weekend!!! And don’t worry about me! 😀

I have no idea what this is for.

Who can argue that anything we do is meaningful.

Is it time to go? Yes it is maybe.

And how to go? It seems it is just as hard as living.

Drugs Rule Everything Around Me.

The End. Or is it the beginning……

Ten billion stars later maybe the answer will illuminate.

(Back from the trash) [For entertainment] …

Pokémon incarnation.
Forsaken one.
Reach into hell, a trusting hand.
Let us travel slow, into the deep of void.
Oh, how fun; perhaps can it be.
A Muk, trying to become a champion.
Funk it. Bust the mission. It’s the righteous way.
Muk has freaking arms and hands, he can breakdance, all day.
At night sitting by the fire, what can we solemnly do.
Muk- I don’t mind. As long as I can breathe, be warm, and heal.
Solemnly like a granite pillar. Back through the void, of saint-hell goodness.

(Caterpie>Venemoth. Venonat>Butterfree…..)
Purple Venemoth, the token one.
I wish I […]

Bieng someone who has struggled with suicidal tendencies up until about 3 years ago, i have attempted suicide at least a dozen times and numerous other careless acts against my body i know the struggles and know that it can get better. I am 21 years old have been severely physically and mentally abused by my father my entire childhood from being and infant till i moved out when i was 18. He has come at me with an axe on several occasions, beaten me with peices of wood numerous times, ( like a 2 by 4) broken my guitar on me,kicked me(normally with his […]

after months of trying not to, remembering my old methods and giving in is nothing short of wonderful

i feel like i can breathe a little more when my arms are stinging

i feel euphoric 

but these little slices are nothing compare to how i used to gush

i am tempted

i can barely go a few hours without remembering how desperate i am to not exist

Spend few days of week to experience dead being

i.e not thinking, not eating, not doing any human shit

is there any thing which allows us to achieve this? (legally)

I’m not asking as a way to judge you,  I completely understand wanting to cope with depression. But why cutting specifically? I’ve used several methods myself; Hallucinogenics, Drugs, Alcohol, things like that.

I’m asking because I’ve tried doing it and I just don’t feel the pleasure, and I’ve attempted suicide several times, so I know a thing or two about “hurting myself”. So why do you guys like it?

a blinking cursor
a crying girl
a flickering screen
a dying heart

a white screen
a black background
a red blade
a clear tear

a silent cry
a loud scream
a hurt yell
a broken howl

a thinking mind
a scaring monster
a running person
a loving soul

a pale face
a pink cut
a blue wall
a dark spot

a violent whisper
a quiet scream
a hopeless word
a panicked voice

This is too sad… Suicide is sad… It actually brought tears to my eyes.

advice: watch this before you kill yourself. (and u won’t)

Click this link below to watch:

This is such a good video for people with depression and thinking about suicide to see. Gives ya hope:)

I truly respect the man in this video, he is awesome & kind-hearted man. I only wish there were more people like him in the world.

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i dont know anymore. i thought i could recover. i thought i can hold it in and just keep it to myself. to just keep it in all of it. all of the secrets. all of the lies. all of the masks. but i dont know. i dont know if im close to breaking all together. i dont know if im close to just going. i dont know if im close to jumping. i dont know if im backing away from the edge. i dont know who i am anymore. i dont know what personality is which. i dont which smile is which. i dont […]

Hello. You can call me Gene. This is my first time posting, but I’ve stalked the forums for years. I’m posting due to the fact that this site attracts like minded people. i.e. People who don’t just assume that my decision to end my life is due to some rare emotional outburst.

Before I get started, let me warn that This post may drag on, and I am not the best with grammar.

So let me tell a little about myself. I have just turned 29 last month. I currently live with my family. This […]