Early tomorrow morning 02/13/14 I’m going to go and try to attempt to jump off a very tall bridge/canyon. I guess I’m here just saying that I don’t know if I’m 100 percent going to actually jump, but there is a very good chance.  Some of you may know a little about myself from my last couple posts. I guess I am just writing this because it may be my last post and I hope all of  you the very best. This site has helped me live a little bit longer and try and get through but there’s just to much pain to endure.
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Can I jump with you. I have been looking for a partner to jump with and I can’t find any.
Please email me if you are interested.
gnight2night@gmail.com
I understand – I too ponder being the bridge jumper… but you should stick around longer and think positively about things, maybe read up on what is really like to jump off a bridge. It’s not a pleasant way to go, not at all. Just ponder things for awhile, stay around longer. You may find something to ease you and give you the peace of mind to control racing, difficult thoughts and feelings.
Don’t jump 🙂
I agree with The Distress. How will you feel if you end up a parapalegic or worse? Have you watched the documentary The Bridge? It’s poignant and informative. It may just change your mind about the method you have in mind, or even the choice of whether or not to go through with it.
^^ The Distress makes a valid point.
Please give your self some more time.
You even admitted your not a 100% sure if you will jump. Please let that self doubt be a chance for hope. Question why is it your not totally sure you will jump.
I will respect your choice though. I hope you find your peace that you were looking, regardless if you choose life or death. I would vouche life for you, but ultimately your fate lies in your hands.
Im sorry I havent been able to read or respond to you past post to truly understand. But Im here now to understand and listen if you need be.
You are of value, regardless what you think.
Please take care.
I’ve thought of the same way to commit suicide. Please try to hold on. In life most things are never as good as you think or as bad. You have to accept that life needs to be lived in the middle. You’re always going be like some sailboat tacking in the wind, alternating between happiness and sorry. But it’s the extremes that make life worth living because you’ll realize that even if you’re incredibly sad now things will turn around.
Its a really rainy/snowing/sleat day here today and I’m so tired I can barely function, so I don’t feel like going to the place anymore. I was going to leave about 10pm today but probably be to tired.