A chat recently formed is being hosted for those in depression, or for anyone that needs to kill a little time.  We are open to any new member, and welcome you talk about any topic. Come check it out, and get a feel for it.

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-Anthro

I don’t know whether to drive about an hour and off myself by a lake or rent a motel room. The lake is remote, and the shot won’t draw attention as lots of people shoot guns in the area. Big drawback is my car, not sure where it would wind up. I’d sort of like it easy for my relatives to get. By doing it at the motel, the shot may draw attention if enough people are around. And it will leave a mess and damage. Bug it’s close by and my car would be local. I guess I really shouldn’t be concerned, as my […]

Back then when I was in high school, a person that was once a very good friend of mine half-jokingly said he wanted to commit suicide, for whatever reasons it may be. Me, being the ignorant and ill-informed kid I was, thought that’s silly and I ridiculed him and that idea. It was quite baffling to me considering that he was a very optimistic, fun-loving and happy-go-lucky person. It didn’t occur to me until long after that, that it wasn’t ridiculous at all; that a person should have the rights to take away his or her own life without needing consent from anyone.

Just think about […]

I don’t know why I think this way! I have a good job, loving family and no real money worries, but I constantly feel as if am a drain on my wife and family. I know I suffer from PD, and as I get older I guess I just struggle to live with me! I have bought a thick plastic bag, duct tape and was going to tape the bag tight round my neck, probably tape my mouth too so I can’t scream. Then once all in place and gonna tie-wrap my hands behind my back and let it happen. With my hands secure then […]

Today is my third day of not cutting.

I am proud.

This may seem small but every day I go without  mutilating my own  skin is one day closer to  clean wrists again.

Maybe life is just worth 50%….we say its more than that to hype the sanctity and value of it….but what if it’s really just 50%?….If you are alive and healthy then wouldn’t that be a good thing? Of Course that is just depending on those 2 things….we are excluding the bad things but if we do shouldn’t the fact that you are alive and healthy be a good thing?….50% of your total existence should be just being alive ….the other 50% would be bad things and the suffering we endure in life…. So maybe societies expectation of a good life is not reasonable because if […]

I have my principles, and if you don’t like them…I can get new ones.

…Which is 1000mg of morphine sulphate. I am told this is above the fatal dose. How long until i fall asleep and die. I have been waiting 10 minutes and nothing has happened.

I am sad every day. Even though I’m smiling i am constantly fighting myself deep down in side I am sad. I have been hiding it for so many years, trying to fight this pain, trying to find something to live for so I don’t hurt the ones I love. For years I have been thinking of ways to do it without a mess, and without failing. But I have also been trying to live, trying to make something of myself so that I don’t want to die. I may have found happiness here and there, found something to keep my mind of wanting to […]

I’ve got it all planned. on New Year’s eve,finally. But I am just sad to leave too many debts behind. Not too sure who’s gonna handle it after I’m gone. I guess the fear before doing it is normal, but what stops me is my mind. Sometimes, I may change my mind, and I don’t want it to happen again this time. I have to spend two days till New year’s eve. I’m sad to leave my family behind, but I guess they will get over me. All of my misery will end, and I don’t have to suffer in this world anymore. Good luck […]

im tossing around the idea of smoking, any thoughts, concerns or personal experiences/ advice would be very helpful

This place drags me down, builds me up and holds me here
Can I know where the exit lies?
Can I open the door and walk away?
To be stuck in a silent resurrection
Of another sentence you all have already said
In a struggle to be different, we all lost ourselves
Cookie cutter attention seekers
In a struggle to be like everyone else, we forgot our similarities
Cookie cutter razor harmers

Im stiff all the time I wish I could be comfortable and relax in public and around people

I just want to tell my dad im sorry

I have a sad life

Hi! I’m Asian. 17 years old

I promise to myself that i’ll never commit suicide

I’ll stay strong and believe in my religion

I’m a Muslim and my religion against suicide

I’m not a survivor but i’ll try to be one

I got no family but i have close friends who always make me smile

My relatives don’t accept me but i already get used to it

I’m alone

I’m lonely

Like always

My friends have a perfect family and loving with each other but

I am the one who always be […]

I don’t know if you know but depression is an evil thing. The constant darkness following you around, making you miserable. I was scared, I was scared it would kill me. And in a way it has. I walk around with my head down, with this heavy ass burden on my shoulders. I’m tired you know? Tired of feeling like I am stuck in a black hole. Tired of giving my all to get nothing in return. Tired of trying to make a relationship with my brother. He doesn’t care, he doesn’t get it. He doesn’t understand my suffering. Tired of loving someone that doesn’t […]

I just cannot handle the conflict and the blood shed in my country for 3 years now. people I respect died, all my hopes to live in my country and make it better are just dreams now. I cannot solve this problem and cannot act like nothing is happening. my life is considered good, none of my close people died but still cannot handle hearing and seeing what is happening in my country  :/

I’m never going to be happy. Nobody likes me. Nobody loves me. Nobody’s ever going to like me. I don’t want to keep living. I’d like to think that once I die there’s just nothing. That’s what I really want, to just not feel this fucking loneliness and sadness. Everybody tells me that life will get better, and I just have to give it a chance, but I’m not so sure.  I wish that somebody would love me, and that I could be happy, but it’s just not possible. There’s nothing for me but sadness in this life