I was sleeping sodenlly I wake up in a room were my friend is  and she starts to cut her wrist and neak. I try to stop her but she end up kiling her self. And know im scaerd.
Ewwww!!! I just got a mouth full of bong water!! ðŸ˜
Anyways.. What are some things you can think of that make up your life, things that don’t seem to compliment your personal idea of “living”?
For me, it’s my job (mostly). It can be pretty nasty at times and unforgiving. Then there are the other times when the gross element hardly exists at all in my work.
Then there are the other parts of my life that come into question..
I use cannabis and I’m kinda lazy to clean my mess so there are black ashes all over my desk in my office where I […]
This website is new to me, I’m not entirely sure how I should be formatting it so I’ll just start typing.
I’m very depressed all of the time, I can’t sleep at night anymore at all. I sleep during the day when I finally crash for most of daylight, it wasn’t always like this but has degraded in the years where my depression became more frequent and overwhelming. I have a laundry list of other personality and mood disorders to go with it, nothing seems to change no matter how hard I’ve strived in the past to overcome. I’ve long since given up, accepted this and […]
Fuck them all.
I’m bipolar type 2, and I go through stages. I get two days or so of neutralness. I’m not happy, but I’m not upset. Then, I have my two days of “OMG lets go shop and have fun and exercise and run and yay omg”, and finally, I go through a solid week or so of severe, mind-numbing depression.
The best part? Throughout all of these phases, I get about 2 hours of sleep a night.
I can only sleep during the day, which I try desperately not to do. Luckily since I take online classes, sometimes I can get away with it but I always […]
Does anyone here see any positives to suicide? For one thing the world is overpopulated and while suicide isn’t going to make a great dent in the population, it’s clear that suicidal people aren’t meant to survive in terms of Darwinian natural selection. Ridding people like me would help reduce the negativity in the world, which I see and think a lot about.
Personally I just can’t seem to connect with people anymore apart from my family, and ever since I graduated and started full-time work a few years ago I’ve been in a constant state of lethargy and tiredness. I get 7-8 hours of sleep, […]
Please God…..let me sleep…..let me sleep and just stay that way.
http://www.thedailybeast.com/newsweek/2013/05/22/why-suicide-has-become-and-epidemic-and-what-we-can-do-to-help.html
Nothing earth shatteringly profound, but a good, interesting read.
this question seems too obvious I know..but i am just too curious..
i have been thinking “then what”?? for a very very long time. Every ones gonna die, may be today, tomorrow , 10 years later..IDK.. and when you die, would you like an elaborate funeral, and memorial??
I am a Hindu Brahmin and we have an elaborate funeral rite that extends over an year, plus elaborate commemorative services every year hence forth.
you can read about it here, if you are interested:Â http://in.answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20090820093602AA3uumz
And I wouldn’t care less about whats gonna happens to my “body” once i am gone. I don’t want an “elaborate rite” .. they can […]
Ariel Castro, kidnapper and rapist, died by suicide by hanging in his prison cell. Why should he die so quick and easy. Every day we see the worst and cruelest of people living comfortably and dying easy. A Jew slowly freezes to death in the concentration camp but Adolph Hilter swallows a pill and disappears. A scientist vivisects a helpless animal screaming in pain and terror, that animal dies in agony, the scientist dies in old age in his sleep. God it drives me mad, it is like the whole universe exists in favour of the evil ones.
I have recently been wondering if I should just end it. I’m only 18 and I lost a child my girl broke up with me because she cheated on me and decided I am not good enough for her. My family no longer speaks with me because I’m 18 and I almost had a child, then my child was aborted by his would be mother and no one in my family nor will my ex even talk to me anymore. I lay here in my apartment all alone, I wonder if should go get my gun out of the closet it just seems so tempting. […]
I don’t know what to do anymore. It feel like I lost everything that holds importance in my life has left me, and I don’t have the energy to take it back. I sit here and I think and I watch the ugliness in the world around me. I try to stay possitive but all the pain just builds up to were I can’t paint anymore and I lose confidence with my singing. Maybe I should try writing? I just need something to keep me from going back to self harm. I feel alone in the world just waiting to die and I can’t take […]
It’s very true. I don’t know how else to put it. I don’t know how to make people understand. Just when I think I move on it has the rubber band effect and it just it pulls and pulls and pulls and then it hits harder than it did before. My family isn’t helping, in fact they make me feel way worse. Maybe I should do it. Maybe i need to do it. I don’t see my reason for being on this earth anymore. I just want someone. I’ve been praying and asking ,but i’m just tired of asking for someone. I need my self […]
It’s been a tough few months for me lately.
Some days i hide it well, others, not so much.
Some days I am sat on my own in my bedroom and I feel so low I have no idea where to go or what to do.
I consider whether my next breath is worth taking dozens of times a day.
Some nights i go to sleep and admit to myself that not waking up; well it wouldn’t be so bad.
Sometimes i will try to talk family or friends but they are always seeming so happy that I don’t want to spoil their day so I […]
my girlfriend fucked 7 guys after i dropped her off at her house she went to a party did ecstasy and drank then fucked 7 guys and thinks its ok and that i should forgive her it has taken every ounce of me not to hit her i want to but i would never lay my hands on a girl , she thinks i should forgive her she is a slut, whore, skank, *****, cheater
Does anyone want to talk?
so I have to live with all this confusing stuff I don’t understand why I am such a faker I fake being happy all the time I smile but inside I am crying no one knows whats going on or cares so I am like I don’t care like I am
I really liked the posts you made today, but they’re all gone.
It’s likely because you discussed a specific method of suicide.
There was a recent post which vanished where someone asked about a method involving a firearm. Â There’s no need to ask about the viability of this method or that method, you can use google to do some research. Â If you’re worried about your searches being tracked, use startpage, metager, or duckduckgo.
Research is necessary, because not only may you find other answers to your problems or depression, but you certainly don’t want to botch or screw-up your suicide and make matters worse for you.
Here’s another link to a well-written and well-researched article that I recently posted: