I need to know some ways of covering my self harm scars. My bf knows I use to cut but when we go out I don’t like them showing and I don’t like people looking at me like im crazy when I wear sweatshirts, long sleeves and bracelets. Its just to obvious.
Life is going a little bit better but I still feel like cutting… I want to get over this but idk how I can
Suicide takes the lives of nearly 30,000 Americans every year.
Many who attempt suicide never seek professional care.
There are twice as many deaths due to suicide than HIV/AIDS.
Between 1952 and 1995, suicide in young adults nearly tripled.
Over half of all suicides occur in adult men, ages 25-65.
In the month prior to their suicide, 75% of elderly persons had visited a physician.
Suicide rates in the United States are highest in the spring.
Over half of all suicides are completed with a firearm.
For young people 15-24 years old, suicide is the third leading cause of death.
Suicide rates among the elderly are highest for those who are divorced or widowed.
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All I know is that in my rather gray nondescript life, I’m far too trapped to do anything but plan the best time for everyone to check out and save the earth more space for someone a whole lot more productive. I have no desire to be saved, I don’t want to work things out. I’m a whole lot older than all of you. Most of you have your whole lives ahead of you. Me, I’m past half a century. I’ve done what I could and missed all the things I was too scared to do. Now, it’s too late. I just want to make […]
Why do i get blamed at something i didnt do…
Im sorry…
ok…
thats all i say with my mask…
im homesick from a place that isint real…
my heart fells like its dying every second it beats,,it says i just want to die…i didnt do anything wrong..did i ?
im falling…God please help…please…
he helps me …but i always fall agian…
my guardian angel Alex…i miss him even though i know hes here…i miss his voice
i miss his texts
i miss wolfy….im sorry wolfy
forgive me…
alex please dont cry when im gone…gardian angel please dont cry when im gone…
im going to […]
Every thing that made me happy is gone. The things that i loved Became every thing i lost. I used to love life that was before. Even hugs makes me cry.My ears flips down my fail goes limp.I cry.I miss them i miss them . I had my hopes up for this week .this week was suicide awareness week. i was so happy for once in my life.the first two days i showed my cuts on my wrists and wrote love…every one in school ignored me or got bothered with me…and i didnt know.so the next day i started to put posters for suicide awareness […]
Every day of my life I want to commit suicide. I survive by trying to find the one thing that makes me smile. It can be music or a favorite food, anything. I block out the rest of the world and I try to find a small moment of happiness for myself. It’s easier said than done but it’s always nice to try. I hope that you guys try to find a smile somewhere today. If it’s any help I’m sending a virtual hug your way. Sometimes hugs are an amazing help 🙂
i was thinking out of boredom.. & there’s that question that popped in my mind…. what do you( members of ThesuicideProject ) think of guys who meet girls on Facebook, and after few DAYS, confess & ask her out …??  Could it be real in some cases? Should girls trust or try these kinds of relationships ? ……. ^^ just asking hh ^^
Yes, I am still here. Sadly.
I really don’t wanna be here. But, I don’t have the balls to do it myself. I keep thinking about that day when I wanted to go up to the police officers and try to take his gun… I’m currently at home. But the place where those thoughts took place at.. isn’t too far from me. Maybe? Am I crazy to wanna try it? To want to end up dead? Maybe. I dunno. All hope is lost. There is no sense in trying anything anymore. I just merely exist. For what purpose? None. Yeah.. I need help. But from the […]
I hurt so much
my mom told me.not to get out of my room clearly today.i was just outside to see new year sun/it is a new year today where i live/.she was second handly played a great role for my low self esteem.she comme out clear today.i think she is
A bicth.i was just curious all poems all songs about mom’s is a lie?or is it
My only one.
I once knew a girl who carried death in her purse. It rattled every bump of the road 65mph torwards oblivion. She drove up and texted me “lets go”. I told her anytime-anywhere a day before. I dropped everything
and got inside knowing death was on her mind. We told each other our souls down Interstate 5 between songs we used to love together. But this is not a love story. This is about grown ups who went different ways
with different lives a long time ago. When I found out we were going to Portland I injected my distate. That’s fine, it was not […]
I have overwhelming desires to stab myself in the gut with a dagger. I have even done this a few times in an exhibitionist way on video. I’ve allowed as much as 1.25 inches of the blade to go inside my gut with a kind of a safety wrapped around the blade, but I want to go deeper. I don’t know where this came from, but I need to do it. The pain is minimal as it only penetrates the skin, small layer of fat and into the muscle a little bit. It bleeds and I feel a kind of sexual release doing it. I […]
I don’t really know how to start this off, So I guess i’ll just start by saying Hi. I’m Anna. The age that i’m stuck with is thirteen. So. Yeah.
I guess I’m just going to rant about my problems like someone actually cares… I don’t know if It’ll make me feel better, or make me feel worse, But it’s worth a try right? Aha, I’m actually trying to be optimistic for once.
I’m just going to explain my life from the beginning. I’m a child born into the world because my mother needed a reason to stay with my father. So… Alcohol + Birth control pills […]
I’m a 20 year old woman that hasn’t had one happy day in her entire life. I hoped that adulthood would bring me a time when I could have 24 hours of happiness but that hasn’t happened and it’s.really all that I wish for. I went from living with my drug addict.mother and violent drunken step fathers to living with my boyfriend at his mother’s house stressing every day about finding work, a place of my own, and going to school. My life has felt as if it’s forever in this pit of sadness. I  try to smile and be optimistic every day […]
Is there anyone willing to help me? I’m feeling lonely & depressed anyone?
And here I am. Writing on a website my feelings of sadness.
I have no friends. No one to talk to. A crazy family that I live with but try to avoid because of my disagreements of their lifestyle. Im a very stubborn person. I feel that Im broken as a result of my own family. I feel mental anguish. I have RSI in my wrist from too much typing, writing, mouse clicking. I am on medication for something that was caused by my family. I despise medication. I havent had real friends for 7 years. Ive been depressed since I was 16. Even though […]
I feel fairly simple minded on here sometimes. Quite a few of you are immensely intelligent.
Guys guys guys! Lets play a positive game!! Reasons to live?? GO!!
hi, i am 20 years old and i’m currently studying overseas from my country. the first time i wanted to kill myself was when i was in the 4th grade (8 years old). and since then, every time i got a problem, i always thinking of suicide. i used to cut my wrist and taking sleeping pills when i was in junior high school. i have lots of problems with my family, school, and sometimes boyfriend. i just moved here 3 months ago and every night before i go to bed i always pray and ask to God what am i doing here, in this […]