everyday i wake up and just dont want to be here anymore i hate my stupid fuck up of a life and im tired of all the shit i dont want to be hyere whats the point

Cut to the chase, shall we? My pennis is only 4,5 inches and I’m still a virgin (28). So, what do you think? Is there still future for me in bed department, or not really?

look anywhere in the map
too many young boys stuck in the trap
too many young boys running round strapped
too many young girls who have got the clap.

It’s time to go to war. & get out of this crap nightmare. I will find a way out. Even if it leads nowhere. Because i am Donnie Black

..and wake up

open your eyes

and i garentee, yourll hate what you find.

It’s time to go to war. & get out of this nightmare. I will find a way out. Even if it leads nowhere. Because i am Donnie Black.

Im going to start this off and get a lot of shit off of my chest. im not trying to sound like a whiny *****, or someone who is looking for a pity party, i  just feel as if i need to say somethings.

for the longest time i have  felt like nothing, i dont know how to explain it. i just feel as if i will never amount to anything or will never accomplish anything. i see all of my old high school friends going places, and doing all these incredible things, like getting married, and having beautiful children, and moving to places that would beat the hell out […]

A suicidal man was encouraged to leap off a four-storey building by a baying mob who filmed the incident and posted it on YouTube.

The crowd – including a mother with small children – shouted ‘Jump’ at the 26-year-old as police tried to reason with him.

After a two-hour stand-off, the man plunged 50ft off the roof of a bridal shop and suffered critical injuries. Last night he was fighting for his life in hospital.

Don’t know what to tell about how I got here. It’s been a long ride, a painful one and at this point I can’t even feel pain or much else for that matter. I’m numb to the world, numb to myself and numb to the people around me, but I suppose I would like to tell a little of my story to anyone who cares.

I’m a 28 year old man and I live alone. The word alone pretty much sums up my whole adult life. As a child I was molested by my stepfather. It’s borderline, some people probably wouldn’t call it molestation, but the […]

“Can I Go on?? ”  this question always goes through peoples’ minds, messing with the feelings in our hearts..

To be quite accurate I started out as everyone else, An accident. But it wasn’t just like whoops i got pregnant accident.

my mom was raped when she was 17 years old. not only that but she was sexually Abused when she was little so I was more or less

like the cherry on top. I… was left at the hospital; so even though she never tells me, i know she never wanted me.

I don’t live with my mom […]

The time has gone, the song is over! Thought I’d something more to say.

Before I write my story I have a question how do I moderate my comments?

Death is so tempting when I’m so tired of life.
The blood is so painless drawn by a knife.
Suicide is so innocent only thinking how I’d try.
This life is so lonely when I don’t let myself cry.
I long to be dead and never take another breath.
The thing that I fear is a life beyond death.
Kill me I beg you quick and painless
So I can leave this world soon and shameless.
I love my life, but I hate myself.
I hate that I’m […]

Goodbye, so long, farewell. This is the end of the chapter
Goodbye, Goodbye, so long, farewell. I’ll see you again in the afterlife.

im in 9th grade. since 6thgrade u wouldnt ever see me being social in the halls or being yelled at from across the classroom..i was quiet…now i realized im havin no fun cuz i dont putmyself out there to have fun…now i have more friends then everXD soooo on do i have plans this friday? YES! going out to a party…loving life today….! hopefully it continues…

wait! i just remebered my nick is fakingit…thats what ive been doing..all along but now i changed my image…im kinda a rebel, im late to class always..i txt during school, and im the loudest with my group of friends…ive been […]

Title pretty much says it all. What really is the point? I cant find one and many other people cant find a reason to stay on this piece of dirt we call home. I’m tired of having all this stuff shoved down my throat about and how sacred it is. Pretty much I’m saying fuck it and throwing everything away

Alright. What the heck is wrong with me?? I’m pretty screwed up but I don’t know what to do about any of it. I have a stupid problem. First, I really hate being a girl. With a burning fire of hate. There really are no words to express how, when, or why I do, but I just hate being a girl. If I could start over and be a boy, I totally would. I try to let my trusted people know, but they don’t understand. They think I just hate going through puberty and that. But that’s not it. It’s so much more. I mean, […]

No. I’m not afraid. I never have been. I’m ready for what’s next. I don’t know what’s next. I don’t want to live. But I don’t want to die. There’s nothing left for me here, this giant space rock we call earth. I won’t do it, not yet. But soon.

What do you have to live for when your life is already over?

I didn’t choose to be here, neither did you.

But I’m not afraid.

I fear nothing. No one. 

I am ready to die.

I am not afraid of the black hooded figure as he stands near.

I am not afraid to die.

I am always sad and just feel low and weak all the time there’s reasons I feel like this but I need someone and hey help but lately I’m not important to my bestfriend even though I am so alone andAshe knows I am and that I am too tired and weak to hang out with anyone else but she’s leaving me I’m being selfish and I know she needs to stay happy and be with other friends but I need her

im a survivor. its been 6 years since i tried to kill myself.  i hated my life, my family, my friends, my school, i thought i was stupid and going no where.  i was always average and it took me so much to get through school and i didnt stand out. ever. recently i was diagnosed with severe dyslexia and a mild learning disorder.  i didnt graduate high school with honors and most of my teachers will never remember me. i dont care. im doing great now. im going to a university and doing well. i work full time and still manage to volunteer. i […]

the plan continues.Yet tommorow will probably be the stupidest way of going about but once i start cutting myself i will not stop.Yet i dont want to die.What i want is another option but this is the way im being pushed by outside forces.Yes im a fucking asshole and everybody will be like we love you dont do it.But in the times i needed help nobdy was there.In fact i kind of took from my shrink and the shrink at the hospital that im basically hopeless and the logical thing would be death. the unknown is more scary than anything after death thats scary cause […]