Is Dawg still on here I haven’t been on here in a long time and if you are still here you should talk to me please 🙂
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Listing…
Bulimia
Self harm
Pills
Friends before family
Addiction
Suicide…
suicide.
…suicide?
suicIde!
SUICIDE!!
-clears throat-
Spacing out
Screamo
Obsessive
Horrible grades
With the wrong people
Needs therapy
Schizophrenic
Cant concentrate
At all…
Dosent value life
Dosent enjoy life
Dosent take life seriously
Thinks life sucks
Ruined life
Suicide.
today was a bad day. im 30 years old and was raised by a emotionally selfish mother who was drunk and high my whole childhood. i was the fat kid in school and got in a lot of fights. ive been alone forever. i never really had anyone love me. im tired of being alone. ive been alone so long i dont really know how to communicate with real people anymore.
my mother was and is addicted to opiates. darvocet percocet etc. and she drank. she would take me and my little sister out with her to friends houses to drink and party. one night she […]
i really could use someone to talk to right now, everyday a friend that cares. i feel like nobody really understands, i would like if someone could be a friend to me and not be rude or let their ego get in the way. if there is anyone out there please talk to me and be my friend. i’ll be the same to you.
Hi everyone 🙂 I’m Taylor. I just found this site and I wanted to introduce myself.
My story: My depression first kicked in during 8th grade. 2 years ago. I have been bullied all my life for being short. In 8th grade it was that and the work load pressure built up to a maximum. One day I broke down crying. I was home alone with my brother. I started thinking suicidal thoughts and how I would be better off dead. I went to the kitchen and got the biggest and sharpest knife I could find. My brother saw this and he chased me to my room […]
Sometimes all you need
Is a little light
A little laughter
A smile
A hug
Some chocolate (yes… chocolate is tasty)
It makes things not so bad
Not so dark
Sometimes all you need
Is a song to sing
A new song
One that can make you laugh
I got it today
So maybe
Maybe there is still hope
If there is hope
I can reach out to someone else
I can help someone else realize that it’s not over
It’s not about me anymore
Not being able to meet their expectations is taking it’s toll on me. I do the daily grind, day-in and day-out, doing everything I can for them, yet I feel like it’s never enough. I’m doing my hardest to live for others to take my mind off these suicidal thoughts, but I feel like it’s only making it worse.
28, married, with 2 kids, a stable job with a corner office — yet I feel no different from 10 years ago during my first suicide attempt.
My parents still don’t recognize my efforts, my husband is apathetic to my struggle, and my kids brush me off when […]
Hey guys, I’m completely new to this place, though I’m certainly not new to the concept of suicide and depression. I’m brought here today to get some opinions on the current situation I’m in. Some background information first:
The name’s Justin, I’m 22 and a resident of Canada. I know you’re not supposed to share your real name online, but for me, it’s far too late for anonymity. Without going in to too much detail today, I’ve struggled with depression all of my life. I don’t know what to boil it down to, but I’ve always been an anxiety-ridden, meek fellow with no motivation, drive or […]
I think it would be neat to meet someone like me. Someone who wouldn’t judge me, or try to change me because they’d understand me. Anyone from NS, Canada? Maybe willing to talk in person one day?
*Please, no creeps 🙂
I need a gun, i cant think of any simpler way of going quickly and the most painless,…i just want to escape ….if i had a gun i would be dead, would have been dead a long time ago. Everyone in the world cant even be around me because i bring them down with my awkwardness and futile deep deep deep deep dark dark dark dark depression,…i just want to escape or DIE . even my family cant stand me anymore, they cant understand that the reason i seclude myself is because i will bring them down with me. Its for their own good that […]
Where does it hurt the most to cut yourself? and where is the place where you can die from cutting yourself??? Oh Ya, I am 12 years old! I know this isnt really inportant but, I just want the pain to end……….
long time ago, in the underground realm, where there are no lies or pain, there lived a Prince who dreamed of the human world. He dreamed of blue skies, soft breeze, and sunshine. One day, eluding her keepers, the Prince escaped. Once outside, the brightness blinded him and erased every trace of the past from her memory. He forgot who he was and where he came from. His body suffered cold, sickness, and pain. Eventually he died.
Eventually he died. However, his father, the King, always knew that the Prince’ soul would return, perhaps in another body, in another place, at another time. And he […]
My school is doing a walk to help do some things for suicidal people. I informed my mom of such and she replied:
“The world is overpopulated, I say let them kill themselves. I assume most people will agree with me.”
I love you too mom.
A long time ago, in the underground realm, where there are no lies or pain, there lived a Prince who dreamed of the human world. He dreamed of blue skies, soft breeze, and sunshine. One day, eluding her keepers, the Prince escaped. Once outside, the brightness blinded him and erased every trace of the past from her memory. He forgot who he was and where he came from. His body suffered cold, sickness, and pain. Eventually he died.
Eventually he died. However, his father, the […]
What have I done
Wish I could run
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help
Hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world
Is on my shoulders
What can you do
When ur good isn?t good enough
And all that u touch tumbles down
Cus my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take
Oh how many times will it take
For me to get it right
To get it right
I realize in two days from now.Its going to be as scary as hell for me.Carrying around a box cutter is going to be scary as hell.Even if you intend to only harm yourself.Authorities get involved and its not pretty cause cops dont know how to handle the mentally ill.They do that thing were they twist your arm behind your back.It hurts cause you think your arm might break off.
My hope is that i dont get shot cause there will probably be police since they dont know how to mind there own business.
The thing is i just cant please […]
So, I guess I’m not worth anyones time. Myex cheated on me with 2 guys… He was stright when we started dating… I hate myself now. I hate the way I make everyone hate me.