As she sat there quietly crying herself to sleep
Her cat crept silently, the only one to see her weep.
He was the only one to see as she pulled out the sharp silver blade.
He was the only one to see as her life slowly bled away.
i Want to Watch Movies about suicide Attempts , Self harm, And Mental hospitals.
i know it may be triggering but im Fine.
Dying. Is that the only escape?
Dying. What else can i do to get away?
Dying. Why do i no longer have faith?
Dying. Is beginning to sound like a good place.
Dying. When i do where will i go?
Dying. If i can come back, ill let you know, tomorrow.
I hope you cry, i hope you weep, i hope me dying gives you the creeps.
Pray for my soul cause your will be next, the cause for the suicide, the cause for my death.
I never loved, i never lost, but because of you life has too high a cost.
I’d rather die, i’d rather slave, away in Hell than see you at my grave.
Don’t come to the service, don’t come to the church, I hope this hits hard, I hope it really hurts.
Silently weeping while silently creeping out to the place where she’ll take her own life.
Quietly aching and quietly breaking her nice and light skin with the tip of the knife.
Soundlessly choking and soundlessly hoping that no one will find her till mornings first light.
Blissfully sliding and blissfully gliding to her awaiting afterlife it was love at first sight.
Just pretend I never existed…
Cuz that’s how I feel…
I am a loner
An outcast as usual
Always have been
I am not a true Californian
I am too unique.
I’ve been a heroin addict for about 3 years, I’ve OD’d twice and lost my job, partner, family and non-using friends in the process. I’m a gay man, which I guess doubles my risk of AIDS. I’m 29, and I can’t start over now. My life is done, death is in the fucking post. I’m so sick of people staring at my needle tracks like I’m some fucking lepper. My boyfriend of 7 years kicked me out, and I don’t blame him. Before heroin, I was a serious alcoholic. Like 3 litres of vodka a day. I’d be drinking at 9am, and it wouldn’t be […]
Damnnit, ive took all of this stress to long! i Need Drugs!
im ALONE in a Place full of people.
My Grandmother tried to commit Suicide now she is in a mental health hospital, the same one i have been in 3 times. Â ive never seen my grandma like that it tore open something i was trying to put away for sooo long, i have cutt agian. suicide is a option!
if i Could be Turned back & start everything over i would. i hate myself for making my grandmother feeling the way she does.
Rope, or Pills????
When a guy tells you he loves you, he really means it. Unless he’s just a complete jerk. When you break up with a guy, he might seem like he’s ok with it, but he’s really dying on the inside. Girls seem to move on to the next guy after a few days of crying. Guys will feel the pain for the rest of our lives. There isn’t a day that goes by when you aren’t on our minds. Nobody could ever love you more than the way we do. I just wanted to let you know. The pain hurts so much, that I just […]
She pressed down
On her beloved blade.
The only thing
She had left.
She pressed until
she couldn’t bring
herself to go any
Deeper.
The skin was splitting
As she bled out.
No one believed her.
No one loved her.
No one really cared.
She was alone in how she
Felt.
In how she
Lived.
They all pushed her aside,
Saying she wasn’t damaged
ENOUGH,
Broken ENOUGH.
She just plain wasn’t
Good enough.
She got to the point,
Where she couldnt even
Face
How she felt
Without her music.
Her love, he told her
That she must simply
Get over herself.
And constantly…
Her mind, […]
my life as i know it is going to shit. i have no one to trust, no one to turn to. even when i want help i never get it. my meds dont do anything for me. i can help but cut every day. i binge and purge almost ever meal, that is when i decide to eat. i dont want to be here anymore. i dont want to suffer everyday. i dont want to wake up and dread being alive. my lungs ache with every breath i take. why. just why am i here?
i want to do it,,,,,,,,i just dont want my siblings to see something horrifying…..i dont want my mom to cry anymore, i dont want her crying over me………the rest of the world wont notice when im gone….
I’ve been battling with depression my whole life. I got on anti-depressants when I was about 13, but I caught a lot of flack from my dad’s side of the family so I stopped. I continued struggling until I was about 18 and decided to get back on the pills. It seemed better at first, then it got worse. I was contemplating suicide at least once a week. It was getting to the point where if something in my day went wrong, I would have mini breakdowns in my room. I would cry and curl into a ball and wish horrible things upon myself. I told my […]
Hi again^^
I really thought that the previous post would be the last, but due to some complications I wasn’t able to commit suicide by the sea, unfortunately. I have now started high school, and after just not even a week I already think it’s hell. I’m not bullied and people kinda talk to me, but many of them know each other since before or are just that good at making friends. I have really tried to talk to everyone and in the beginning I thought it went really well, but it didn’t take long for everyone to find just their “gang” to be with. I’m […]
So theres this guy I’m really starting to like but idk if he likes me too.. I’ll be at my locker sometimes and he’ll come up to and start making conversation but idk if it’s cuz his friends locker is right next to mine… And my other friend we will call her “Brit” introduced me into and she knows I like him but every time me and him end up walking together and Brit comes he starts talking to her and she’s really pretty so idk if he likes her.. His a whole grader older then me to… I know I really like him to. […]
Be kind, for everyone is fighting a hard battle. ~Plato
That is the number one thing I live by. Always be nice to people. It’s true, everyone has at least one hard battle going on in their life. God knows how many I am going through. So why don’t other people take that into consideration? Why don’t others see that what they say to someone could be the last strand before they kill themselves? No matter what we say, if someone says they hate you, it hurts. It feels like their goal in life is to make you as miserable as possible.
Ever since I was born life has never been easy for me.  My mother suffers from a mental Illness, my father was abusive and my uncles where thieves and drug dealers. I can’t remember back to when I was young, but I still have a few very vivid memories. When I was two one of my brothers and one of my sisters passed away. When I was three my mother and father split up.  My sister and 2 brothers and I got put into foster care only a year later. We moved on to abusive carers who beat us and punished us harshly. I remember being […]
i have decided to take my mom suggestion and move away. she thinks it might help me , but i honestly don’t know. Last night i started cutting my self, apart of me felt good doing it then another part of me felt as if i am just stupid and sick.
i think i have a personality problem idk its just that there are times when i do things and am not sure why, or times were i sit and stare at my self in the mirror and talk to my self, i end up so deep in conversation that the other part […]