I’ve never really been able to put my head round it, why do people seem to prefer to jump into water rather than concrete?

Do you still die on impact or do you just break a bunch of bones and drown?

i wanna smash it up, i wanna mess it up, i want to watch this come down.

i want to break something, destroy something. sounds fun

i tryed to commit suicide a few days ago… and i messaged one of the youth leaders at my church, telling her what was going on…. she never wrote back.

i told 3 of my best friends… they didnt say anything to me about it… its like no one cares… please HELP i dont know what too do  anymore..

…is like oral sex:  if I don’t get it, I don’t have to give it.

You’ve got happy people who don’t want you ‘dumping’ on them–completely self-absorbed assholes who maintain their own happiness by living 100% for themselves and if you don’t feed that happiness or serve a purpose for them, then you’re a boil.

Then you’ve got people who hurt so bad, they can’t see past their own problems.  They have such an urgent need to talk, they shut out other people who also need to talk, so they go around desperately looking for someone to ‘dump’ on, while not helping anyone else themselves.  It takes […]

Hi I’m 52 and increasingly I am thinking of suicide. I really cant see the point. Pushing yourself, achieving new goals just doesnt have any sense to me at this age.It’s not going to make me happier either. I have a degree a career that I dumped (It is enough to drive anyone barking mad -secondary teacher. too much political correctness.. Fucking awful kids of all races.) I’ve no family. I’ve a husband that is the nicest man I’ve met but never has any f’n money.coz he’s a latino immigrant. He doesnt want to do crime. That’s fair enough.
I frequently think I should […]

There’s very few people who know me really well. However, those who do know that I am, in fact, a shitty person. Everything about me is shit. I am selfish, ungrateful, bitchy, rude, and anything else with a similar negative connotation. I am not a good person. The worst part is that sometimes I don’t even notice it. I’ve hurt the person I care about the most. I’ve failed them. I’ve also failed myself. What’s the point of living in this world when you’re not benefiting it? I’m not going to do any good for anyone, so why should I be here? I despise myself […]

down by the river, completely soaked. I woke up to the cold water on my back. looking up  from the bank of the river i saw two ropes on a tree and one cut by my feet. I ran my ass back to my house, covered about a mile in  6 minutes. I go in my room and i see my laptop with nothing but SP open, I have no idea what happened…I did take 500x salvia which was kinda a dumb ass mistake but im so clueless right now.

I just don’t see the point of staying here anymore… but at the same time I know I will probably be alright after letting some stuff off my chest. I don’t expect anyone to care though, because lets face it, that’s life for you…

CPC

When I get really depressed or angry at the world or just teary eyed, I get really short of breath and start breathing heavily. I also get a pain in my side. I am depressed all the time but this only seems to happen when I’m really bad. What is this that is happening to me?

A bullet to paint the walls red in my shitty apartment, A noose around my neck, wrapping my car around the first telephone pole i see on my way home,

they wont leave my head and its the worst when im seething at work and have nothing better to do..

That was the stupidest thing I’ve ever done! I just got myself locked up as a prisoner for 3 fucking days… put on a med… it was fucking retarded. My therapist and psycho dr came in each day for like 5 fucking minutes… after 24 hours I signed myself out and they still wouldn’t let me leave. It all was a fucking joke and a fucking lie. So I just started lieing to them and told them I was not suicidal and to leave me the hell alone. I called my doctor a dick b.c. he was being so short with me and being sarcastic. […]

KILL ME JUST KILL ME ANYONE JUST DO IT NOW! IM idk weak? TO DO IT ON MY OWN! HOWEVER U WANNA IDC AS LONG AS IM GONE IM HAPPY! IVE TRIED AND TRIED YET FUCK IM STILL HERE! ANY MOMENT NOW IM GANNA NEED TO LET GO AND FALL DOWN TO WHERE EVER GOD TAKES ME BUT DAMN HE BETTER NOT BRING ME BACK HERE. SAD, DEPRESSED, IN TEARS AND BLOOD. can life get this low?SOMEONE DAMN IT JUST KILL ME. DO IT FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!

My brother died when i was 9. Withing a course of 4 years, 10 more family members died.

I was diagnosed with manic depression and anorexia at the age of 12.

I use to be a major self harmer.

I am proud to say it has been over one month. <3

At the age of 13, i fell in love, and lost my virginity to a boy who i thought would never leave.. 4 days later he left. I wanted to die.

He called me a slut, easy, whore, ****, insecure, ugly, disgusting, fat.

I have forever thought of myself as these things, since he has said them because at one […]

It all started in September of 2010. Two years ago. We met.. He fell for me, and i didnt fall quite as hard for him. I was in a terrible relationship at the time, and he tried to save me.. But try was all he could do.. because i was too stubborn to listen to anyone. Little did i know, he was so in love with me.. it was literally killing him. After my .. lets say “rejection” towards him, he got involved with a girl who would call him saying “Im cutting as we speak.” “If you dont say the right thing in the […]

When i was a teenager,i tried to commit suicide i went to the bathroom cabinet right before i went to bed and took every single pill that my parents had there,my heart started beating super fast (i thought my chest was going to explode) then i just went to bed and slipped away into the night i really thought that was going to be it,but then i woke up the next morning 🙁

I am 35 male and i am honestly surprised i have made it this long, i truly hate life,i hate people,i hate myself.Ive been battling with deppression for as long as i could remmember and everything bad always seems to happen to me,i walk around with this black cloud on top of my head,it truly sucks to be me

This is new to me.  Maybe I have been this way my whole life.  Now if I go and do something about it then what happens to me?  I’ve lived this way for almost 40 years.  Now if I try to “fix” this….then what???

To introduce myself I am 19 years old going 20 this year, but I feel like my 10 year old cousin can do a lot of things better than me because he is not uncomfortable of human interaction. Through constantly being afraid of people and events when I was a kid. I became very weak and inexperienced. I am also very lazy that I can’t even write here all what i have to say about me. I just sit all day at my computer, wasting my talents away.. Procrastinating…

I don’t want life, I don’t want people.. I just want nothingness.. I don’t even like […]

What animal would you be today?

I would be a sloth/snail right now

why must i always do stupid stuff… i seem to not have a conscience…..i wonder why i do it…