People, PeopleÂ
Dont you see
What you and this world have done to me
You’ve killed my spirit
Drowned my soul
Tooken away these people and made them blame themselves
Then you tried to tempt meÂ
And I almost did itÂ
But it was My god My faith and My spirit
It was these three things that kept me from the edge
But Im not that goodÂ
Because Im still on a ledgeÂ
On that ledge is where I am and will stay
Until I can see where to go from today
Terms like “Emo” and “Freak” make me go crazy. With the constant labeling as if I should be placed in a group with all the “Weirdos” whom conceal their depression within their bottomless souls. We are all different, with our own problems and concerns. So dont act is if we are “charity cases” or need “help”. Because Im sick of people acting as if Im wierd juss because I use a diffrent method of stress relief!..
Im sadly only 13. Around the begining of 2011 i was i wanted to die. Then my older cousin had way more balls to do it than me and he killed hemself. I saw how devastated my whole family was and i really didnt want to put them thru that same pain again. 1 mnth later my pastor dies. 37 days later my grt grt grandmother dies. 2 mnths later my grt gma dies. My grades dove off a cliff. I started cutting and choking myself.2012 im back to cutting with 2 new blades. My depressing ways get the best of me. People start encourging […]
i feel like a failaur to my mom. i had to drop out of high school because of my anxiety and depression problems. im always sitting at home alone, while all my friends are in school. and i feel worthless because of it. i feel like the screwed up child out of all my moms kids. im the only one failing at life and who is suicidal.. why shouldnt i just kill myself and take stress of my family? they all call me emo because i cut myself.. they dont love me…
If you are suicidal, or planning on ending your life, have you considered this method? What are your doubts/experiences and thoughts?
I’m interested to know what you guys think. And just talking to you all 🙂 I hope your day hasn’t been too difficult. I’m always up for a chat. Though I am suicidal, I am more than willing to talk to you if you are having  a bad day <3 as Ironic as that sounds when I talk about suicide.
It’s late, so I apologize if the following is confusing to read. I feel trustworthy of the Suicide Project community, so I have this proposition. I want to start a correspondence with a woman on this site. I am a man, and a recent college graduate. This is not a relationship request; I just want a conversation between someone of the opposite sex. I know this is unorthodox, yet it may be perfect for providing not only me, but my correspondent with some well-overdo stress relief, and a confidence boost.
The idea struck me the other night as I was dealing with a case of food […]
Life isn’t even worth it anymore…I hate the new me. I can’t even explain the way that I feel right now. Just felt like letting a little bit out..
I am so tired. I feel like I have been in a fog my whole life and recently I have been stuck in an introspective nightmare loop that never ends. My family hates me, I have recently split from my husband, and now I have some strange illness which nobody can diagnose. I was told it is a mental condition due to sexual abuse. My husband now lives with my family and is telling them all sorts of crazy shit about me so now I am bombarded with hate mail on a daily basis. I have sought treatment which is not helping and I am […]
insanity. Rage. Hatred. These are the words that best describe me
For I can be the best of friends or the worst of enemies
I vowed never to hurt another living soul outside of a fight
So that I might be able to contain the fury inside
So the ignorant people who wander on through their day
Dont wind up with my fist in their face because of something they say
So physical punishment isn’t my M.O.
There are other means of torture. Many more.
I can turn your friends against you
I can get inside your mind
I can take everything you’ve ever known and
Turn […]
I am planning on ending it in a couple of days i already have the way im going to do it im writing my letter to my family my family has always been so mean and cruel to me i am a 29 yr old woman who dropped every thing to take care of my elderly mother who has treated me like shit my sister who was suposed to love me chose to keep me involved with a man who abused me for 10 yrs she gave me no other choice i begged her to let me move in with her my other sister was to busy […]
schools out for the summer
I don’t have to remember
To do my work
And keep my head above water
I can see past my past
Forget my exes
Forget my problems
And just be me
Life can seem to be better, but there’s always something lurking in the corners.
The monster, waiting to take me when I slip
The razor, waiting for a mistake
The darkness, waiting to overtake
I can fight it if I try
Now that I have time to enjoy life
I no longer wish to die so often
But still I know that in the corner is a coffin with my name on […]
I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel so sad and lonely all of the time and I’ve given up on ever feeling better. No one in my life even cares. I’m falling apart and all my wife cares about is herself and whatever she wants. I tried to talk to her about feeling depressed years ago, but she’s made it clear that she doesn’t care about me or my problems. I wanted her to encourage me to get help. To care. She didn’t. I think a past boyfriend of hers struggled with depression. Maybe he tapped her out. She doesn’t even notice what’s […]
How much does therapy help?Can you get rid of depression or you have to live with it for the rest of your life?
Hello. I am 11, which is odd to be having these thoughts at this age. There is no age requirement for suicide. Anyway, I don’t even know why I came on here, somebody from school or my parents will find out and confront me. I’ve been suicidal for a few months now, and it’s because of school. I used to be a genius. I made everyone wow, and now I’m just a dumbass, as my parents would say. I’m in danger of failing the grade, and if I do, it’s all over. Report cards come out on Thursday. That day is judgement day. Problem is, […]
Well I am a 15 year old freshman girl. My last day of school is tomorrow and its also the day I plan on killing myself. I feel like I’ve already waited too long, thought about it too much, but I can no longer take it or wait anymore. Since I could remember I have always been extremely insecure and it worsens every day. I almost feel bad for doing this but it feels like my last option. I stopped talking to all my friends, stopped going anywhere, and all I do is sleep all day. My mom doesnt love me, my “friends” talk about […]
Death, i wish for every day… to take me away take from this place that has so haunted and tortured me, to get away from this world to what we call this miserable span of exsistance that is life, free me so that i can finally have that eternal peace that i wait for in my dreams and so my tears will no longer flow, so that my soul can be cleansed of the poison that destroyed who i once was… let my mind be at ease and my heart to longer beat for each breath burns, so take me in your grasp and put […]
Life might be hard but death is more painful. Don’t let
it take for an attempted suicide to let u know there are reasons and people
there for you. For me it did. I took enough Tylenol pm to kill three people,
the more the sooner it would be over. I didn’t think there was any reason for
me to carry on, so I thought this was my best option. I thought maybe I could
start a new life, a better one. Or maybe I could just make sure my friends and
family lived well. At that point I started to cry. Why couldn’t I […]
I can hardly breathe… Chronic Depression, self-harm and social phobia have taken everything from me: my pride, my career, my friends, little by little, now my soon to be wife. I’ve been this low before, twice, but each time I had help. Now there is nobody, at all… I haven’t spoken to anyone in two months… My wonderful girlfriend decided that she couldn’t deal with it anymore and left me at my parents’ house (I’m 39!!!). I don’t know anyone, all the plans I had made to try and get myself out of this phase were there (8hres away). I haven’t worked for 10 years, […]
Aint helping this aint making me feel better so fuck it im off of this and dealing with things. Hope the best for me !
I Feel Like Shit A Lot, But That Never Stops Me.
I still live my life every day to the best of my ability. My last day of school was today. I’m going into 10th grade. My freshman year was bad…I realized so much. I’ve turned into a person I promised myself I never would. It’s tough. It seriously hurts. I really do wish I could go back & change many of my mistakes, and I usually don’t say that. At the beginning of the year, things weren’t as bad. I was just getting used to high school. But, at the end […]