What I am about to describe to those who would read it:
The feeling of being crushed by a hope which rises from within, lighter than a strand of hair, full of promise and without a care,
Before its ascending weight turns to lead and forces it to relegate,
Falling back down onto one’s chest as a manifestation of despair.
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I feel a great smouldering weight, filling my lungs with smoke, pinning me down with its bitter, heavy hate.
I feel as though I’m suffocating. The more I struggle, the more I suffocate.
My suffering, it exacerbates.
The more it hurts, […]
