…………part 1………………

i wake up to the sound of my phone vibrating. i crawl out of my nice warm bed built for two, tho sadly only one fills it every night.

i stare at my phone wonder who the hell would wake me up 1 hour before my alarm.
‘Good Morning Turtle <3’ i read. oh well its from johnny. so i’ll let it slide.
i text back ‘good morning nerd =P’ then go eat some breakfast.
i walked into the kitchen finding my favourite serial already on the table. but I’m home alone for a month, becuz my adoptive parents are on a little holliday.
i look around kinda freaking […]

I attempted suicide approximately 8 years ago.

I started harming myself 9 years ago.

I fell into depression roughly 10 years ago.

Things get better. There is always hope even when you can’t see it. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I’m lucky enough to have moved past the darkest time in my life and I want to help others learn from my mistakes. I’m no counselor but I will listen.  I will not judge. I will keep anonymous.

Please email me anytime.

tivikat@gmail.com

I’m just a stranger but I hope this gesture shows that there are people who do genuinely care about you and do love you.

-Kat

Oh well, everyone seems to post their life-story on here, so why not.

School
My first memories are from when I was about 2 or maybe 3 (this is extraordinary, I know). At daycare they thought I was weird, other children wouldn’t play with me. They hated me. First year at elementary school was about the same, as was the second year. I had to redo the second year, but that school couldn’t handle me. I went to another school, which could handle me, at least, it could for a few years. I had a very nice teacher. Then the next year I got another teacher, […]

My Father holding my baby cousin,

lucky are those who exit so early from such a cruel & lonely world,

cold quiet & unbearable.

“I suspected that my father’s ripe old age was not a divine blessing, but rather a curse; that our family’s excellent mental gifts served only to excite us mutually; I felt the stillness of death rise around me when in my father I saw a doomed man destined to survive us all, a cross on  the grave of his own hopes. A guilt must be weighing on our entire family;  God’s punishment […]

When is it that my life will re-arrange..? How come its so hard to stay the same, why do I constantly wish to change?

I don’t know if im happy or sad, I don’t know if im good or bad.. I try so hard for happiness, I tried my hardest to reach heavenly bliss.

How often must I cry, how many tears must I shed. I swear I want to die, I just want to finally rest my head.

I can’t help you with your problems anymore, its about time I close this door.

So I block out the world and I block out life, As I continuously cut deeper with this knife.

Blood drips on the floor as I type […]

“The Moon’s man stands in his shell, bent under a bundle of sticks.

The light falls chalk & cold upon our bedspread. His teeth are chattering among the leprous peaks & craters of those extinct volcanoes.

He also against black frost would pick sticks, would not rest untill his own lit room outshone sunday’s ghost of sun; Now works his hell of mondays in the Moon’s ball, Fireless, seven chill seas chained to his ankle”…

Sylvia Plath

1932 – 1963 (Suicide)

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I tell myself this everyday. Hoping that one day it will be true.

I feel like such a fake, but then again, I don’t even know what’s real. There is so much fake in my life or maybe I’m just not letting them be real. Is the way I act, the real me ? Are my friends even my friends ? I know that they’re 2-faced to a lot of people, but are they to me ? And my family.. everyday I face them and they don’t even know what’s going on in my life. They don’t know what happened to me in elementary school. They […]

Where to start.. Start at the beginning and end at the end I guess. Born to a single mother, don’t even know my dad’s name. Never met him, don’t even know if he’s even still alive.

Mom had depression. She worked as a seamstress at a local clothing manufacturing plant. Found out she’d fell asleep one day and almost sewn her fingers together. We were always poor. It was better when my grandparents were alive, but they got sick and had to go to a nursing home. My grandfather hated the nursing homes. He stayed with my aunt before eventually moving into one. My grandmother died […]

I’m tired of livinq,I wanna qive,qive In Into an attemp.I hope I don’t fail.It suck’s cause I bearly met my new theropist and at first I thouqht he didn’t care but I really like him,It suck’s that I have to disapoint him.If I fail,I’m not qoinq back to the hospital!Today I woke up determinded to do It.I wanna jump In front of a car but then I gave It a lonq  thouqht,how Is It qonna be on the person?I feel like shit,why make that person feel like shit?I’m still practicinq starvinq  for Incase If I run away.Who know’s when the next time I’m qonna have […]

Hey. So I’m 14, and I think something’s up with me. What’s the definition for the term crazy? And not the version for kids. Lyk, I’m super obsessive. I know that’s just OCD.. No biggie.. . I’m different from everyone. I have pink hair n snakebites and wear contacts a lot because my eyes are brown n I hate the color brown. That’s another reason why mie hair is pink.

Iv also NEVER had a bf, let along any guy friends. I don’t know why. 🙁 I don’t consider myself day and neither do any of my friends. Pimples don’t cover my face. Iv never […]

I’ve decided to tell you guys all about my life… Even tho there are some things I regret and some things I’m not proud of. I need to get them off my chest and tell someone… So here is goes…

I was born on June 2.
My mother had to have a C-section becuz I was coming out feet first.

At about age 5 I started biting my nails (I now almost have none left)

When I started elementry school i wasn’t poplins or anything. I had a few friends and that’s all I needed..
In grade 4 me and this girl named Vanessa decided to become bffs. […]

Ok , so my life is dull im a guy 19 , still a virgin , no girlfriend , and i have 1 and a half friends i say half because im not really sure if that second person really even likes me ; so im fat not really attractive i had one real girlfriend but she dumped me and started dateing my younger more attractive brother . I really have one friend and we hang out all day i dont really have a terrible past but i juss feel so empty i hate my life i have a job and use my money to […]

Greetings  all, i need some advice & guidance,

i was wondering if i could get some information about cremation services??,

i live in London & want to be cremated which i plan to pre pay so not to burden my family with that unnecessary anguish,

I have been on the co op and other websites but all seem to be too expensive advertising gold, silver, or bronze urns 😮 or they all include a service which i do not want as i am not religious at all.

Does anybody have any experience going through a cremation service for a loved one etc that can help me please,

i want to […]

I can see a lot of you people are having a lot of troubles, such as: Self-esteem, self harm, bullying, school, family. And you can always contact me if you’d like to vent to someone.

Email: sidneycameron97@hotmail.com

Don’t hesitate. Please.

I wanna just stay home. Locked up in a small room with no contact to the outside world. All alone. Wouldn’t life be great that way? All alone with no one to talk to. No one to care. Sounds just so fun!

Well, technically, all i need is advice on what to do about  my life but first here is my story :/

I used to be populer and my best friend was called Anna, she used my popularity to make herself populer then she turned everyone against me. After 2 years of her bullying me i got so angry, annoyed and hurt that i punched her. In the face. After that i would intimate people who got to close and Anna moved away. When i got to high school i made 2 friends but they are now social outcasts coz they like me. I feel emotionless […]

my names naiomy(bella-omy12345) and im here to say that dennis is going threw a lot. BUT! I will always be here for him even tho he can be a ….Dumb person sometimes…. lol jk but yea…. so , bye <3

love,

naiomy.

I want to kill myself

I need someone to talk to.

I’ve made a new email you can post to. Dont wanna be recongnized by anyone.

exempelsp@hotmail.no

Please someone.

Hello guys :),

I had also been through this emotional extreme in life, also went through intellectual extreme, but now by learning lesson’s from life, it has bloomed out, I am really calm and my heart has grown bigger. I just wish to extend my service of help to all who need. And mind it, it won’t be full of consolations. I just want to be your friend, and help you out, like Santa Clause 🙂 It will be genuine thought of one. Also I find sometimes talking out make things easy. I have gone through these days, trust me, but these days will soon be […]