People of the internet, I know you don’t care about me. You don’t want to know some random teenager’s problems. It doesn’t matter to you how my life took a wrong turn. But no one else will even hear me, so you’re the last thing I have to turn to. 
And I’m sorry for that.
Nobody in my life gets it. They act like they understand, but you know they don’t. My friend, who knows everything about this, called me a whiny, self centered brat because I told her I’m considering suicide again. I don’t think she knows that just adds to why. I feel insane, […]

 looking for someone to commit suicide with im in canada

so im turning 15 in october 16 days from now and well i was planing and getting excited for a party it was goona be the best birthday ever…………….. but since my mother got mad at me for not takening care of my clothes and lacking in of cleaning up after my self due to being tired after school and volleyball and not getting home till 8 it was a big fight of just my mom yelling which made me scared and specially what else she said. i waas affraid to come home i went to the counslers ryied and said the whole story. im still […]

It has been a miserable 40 years, I do not want to sound like I am whining, but it really has.

There has been the normal bad things in my life like everyone else death, teenage angst, job, fighting, family and friends etc that emphasizes the feelings of wanting to die, but even when happy, the thoughts of suicide are still there.

All my life I have tried everything to hold onto that little voice telling me that everything would get better. It has not.
Good days or bad I still have feelings of ending it all. I have read that everyone has feelings of suicide at […]

I am a 35 year old male,  i have been married , had a career and had it all ripped from me, i rebuilt my life from nothing barr the clothes on my back, and the same has happened again, I am not stong enouge to rebuild my life again, i have come to the conclusion that i was never meant to be happy in a relationship, as they say the thing you want the most you never get i cannot carry this on.

SO i am looking for a person to go out with, i just saw on the news, something i was reading about […]

hi i am always thinking about suicide
actually my wife cheat me
she have relation with others so i want this please help to avoid this setuation

hey wht is that crap ,you accuse me of posting a video ,get ur facts right and dont slander my name

The situation on earth continues to be stressed. The level of the planet’s vibrations is rising. New energies are coming to earth. Due to these energies the majority of mankind feels that it is impossible and senseless to follow further those paths which people have been following for many thousands of years.

This is manifested as a feeling of dissatisfaction, heart sadness and expectation of something that may happen at any moment. The most sensitive people have lost interest in their usual activities. It seems to them that the things which were important and made up their life before are absolutely meaningless today. All your previous […]

The Change We Have Coming….where humans are soul scalped, eaten, and ruled by “Aliens” i.e. Satan’s Fallen Angels . . . if you prefer to think of it that way. Do not let these people use your natural spirituality to trick you into believing lies! Star seeds are not heightened spiritual humans. They are concentrating on the more spiritual souls here as we are their only enemy. Just look around you, doesn’t the rest of the population seem robot like? Angry? Ignorant? Isn’t this why you hate life? Aren’t you looking for answers or even a way out of this hell? The majority of the population […]

I am very open minded and I’ve enjoyed all the weird and wonderful posts that have been on here and I’ve learned so much. But when this star seed thing came up in a post by furytempest saying ‘I’m a starseed’, something just didn’t feel right. I’ll try to explain why that was;

When I read posts from other people such as Niki, Harmonia and a couple of others who I can’t remember the name of off the top of my head, even when they’re talking of spiritual stuff and other realms etc, I feel good about what they say, and I am assured it’s coming […]

I am not religious whatsover, but I found this article which I thought was interesting, not in any religious form, but in the argument against star seeds. Being that I am not religious, I tend to think of the bible etc as nonsense, but I also think of the star seed phenomenon as nonsense too. So maybe it’s all nonsense then? But if it is true in any way, I am way more inclined to NOT be on the side of these ‘star seeds’.

“Notice the fairy tale involved with the Lightworkers legend. “Not all Lightworkers are starseed”. What is a starseed? According to one website, […]

Last night my mother broke her ankle. It’s a complicated story to understand, and I still don’t get why this happened to me, but heres how it goes.

I had a couple friends over and we were just hanging out in my basement crackin’ jokes and havein’ a good time. A glass accedentally fell off a table and mashed on the ground. So we cleaned it up and threw it out. I go upstairs to get some paper towel to clean up the water and I find my mom sitting on the couch. She sees me and started to scream at me for making her break […]

 

Life is shit and so am I 
I am over it and this is why 

I am tired and worn 
I am bruised and torn 

My bloods already run out 
I can’t survive another bout 

I got no place left in this world
at it I was hurled

Id rather never been born
Then my life wouldn’t be torn 

My heart is broken 
The pieces taken 

Why wont people see
There’s nothing left in me 

To hurt to live 
To broken to give

Anything but my blood 
Never anything good

And all I ever want is to
Be my own and be true 

But my hearts in so much pain
I could cry again an […]

She sits in her room with a sharpie in her hand
Writing down the words that no one understands
There’s writing on the walls, up and down her arms
Explaining why she caused herself this mutilating harm

It tells a heartbreaking chronicle of her brutal life
And it’s all there written in plain black and white
This story is for the strong, not the weak at heart
It’ll bring tears to your eyes at why she finally fell apart

For as long as she can remember, her life was always hard
At the infantile age of eleven she started her self harm
She hid her many cuts […]

stay in line. stay in step. people
are afraid of someone who is not
in step with them. it makes them
look foolish t’ themselves for
being in step. it might even
cross their minds that they themselves
are in the wrong step. do not run
nor cross the red line. if you go
too far out in any direction, they
will lose sight of you. they’ll feel
threatened. thinking that they are
not a part of something that they
saw go past them, they’ll feel
something’s going on up there that
they don’t know about. revenge
will set in. they will start thinking
of […]

Channeled by Sheldan Nidle Sept 14, 2010

Selamat Balik! We return, dear Hearts, with more to tell you! Everything on your world is now progressing toward a final conclusion. Our Earth allies and our diplomatic and liaison teams are in serious negotiations with the dark cabal. These discussions involve a number of crucial subjects, such as change of government; new financial and currency systems; and delivery of the global abundance programs. These subjects need to be formally worked out and enforcement provisions signed off on. Once this is behind us, we can fully involve Galactic Federation personnel to […]

I was recently diagnosed with AIDS (full blown AIDS not HIV). Through my experience I have decided that it would be best for me to die now rather than prolong my life while living in misery. It is my opinion that people diagnosed with AIDS should be given the choice to die peacefully instead of being forced to either take toxic meds to stay barely alive or die a painfull death. My doctor told me that that is my choice. Either take the meds and hope I get better or refuse and get sick, get treated and released, get sick, get treated and released…until I […]

Hi,

I posted a while back called ‘mine to decide’. There were just one or two brief replies but one I notice was someone who is 12 called me3333 and hates their life. It made me sad and then worried that something I said would be having an effect on someone so young. I am 37 and physically ill. I can remember being 12 and also feeling a sense of dread at how long life was etc… But I did have some wonderful years after that that I would never have imagined possible  until I got sick and I wouldn’t have missed them for the world. […]

I know my time here is coming to a close. and my ultimate goal is not even close to being fulfilled. So in case you don’t hear from me in a while, i bid you farewell. You won’t remember me, but i don’t expect you to. I just wanted to be polite and say adieu.

Hi every one haven’t been in awhile i don’t know if thats good or not but i’m having problems again. Please read through it all even if you think its a wast of time…

I hate my mom still, i have no life to look forward to, i dont feel like i’m in the right place right now.
I have few friends and i’m in the bottom of the pack, were not like those annoying girls that make the duck face of there annoying boyfriends, my friends are those people who like to draw and dress kinda weird, some people say i’m emo, but i’m […]