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May I as how do most of you find away to wake up in the Morring?
So of you are older then me and a want of death do not happen over nigth why do you stay awake and walk with friends and family … Why havent you withdrawn from the world yet or kill your self yet?
Why do you come on web sites lie this when you know what te out come will be?
Any awnser will be good… Personally I have ran out of ideas from keeping my eyes from crying and my breathing to stay stable….all my ideas and tricks that used […]
I am 17… And I completely hate my self … I hate the fact that I am black , that that I am female that I am tall…. That my mind is the most perverted thing in the world…. But I am so loney… I am not looking for sex just some one who I dont have to talk to, some one who gets me completely… Who shares the same view point of the world… I have a best friend and others friends but I can’t get my self to actually care about them … If they died today I wouldn’t even care….I had this […]
Hi all, I am 17 years of age and is so closet to finishing highschool but I just don’t want to live and I don’t know why. I have been trying hard to find a purpose, or a joy, or anything to destory that want of death , for the three years that this lack of feeling appeared but nothing is working anymore. There is nothing eles I can turly change anymore, when you are six feet two, black female and as realistic as me … You become numb to the illusion of dating of marriage-it’s impossible- but that’s not why I amm depressed […]
Despite the positivy i spread, dispite the smile i’m wearing when i leave home, or talk to a friend. Despite my constantly moving forward. Despite the bits of myself I share, the structure and advice i used to give. Despite living through unbeatable odds. Despite it al;l I still would like to die. I do not want to see the pain or happiness of tomorrow, I do not want to see the dog that chases it’s tail, the man that holds the door for his wife, the old couple struggling to walk into a store for food. I do not want to see another […]
Um I love food!
what are your favorite comfort munchies?
I love dr. pepper, and I have way too many others to list like:
dominoes stuffed cheesy bread with bacon and jalapenos.
Pizza rolls with tapiitio
ramen noodles with tapitio
toaster strudels
tv dinners, especially manicotti and cheese ravioli
green chili chicken enchiladas
tamales and tacos
chinese food
mcdonalds swiss and mushroom snack wrap1
and the list goes on forever, let me know about your favorite muchies, type of cuisine, and or restaurants!
My mood lately has been up and down. But I came to a breakthrough. I don’t want to kill myself anymore (unless I’m feeling real down then the thoughts come back) but overall I don’t. I realize I’m going to die one day anyways so I’ll deal with all the crap til I do. Cause 80 years really isn’t that long (if i’m that lucky).
I still feel like shit, try not to think about what a failure I am but it’s very apparent in my life so not thinking about it or being aware is hard to do.
Momz is irritating once again trying to intervene […]