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Fucking Hilarious

by endingtheagony 7/19/2013

written by endingtheagony

You know what is just HILARIOUS? Please allow me to share.

What’s hilarious is when you are datingÂ a guy and your guy best friend fucks your boyfriend.

What’s hilarious is when they both lie to you about it and hide it from you.

What is really fucking hilarious is when you find out, and your friend starts crying.

What’s even more hilarious is when you try to leave your boyfriend after it and do nothing but cry and cut the next week.

What is just fucking hysterical is when you have so much self hatred that you believe that no one could ever love you, and your now-ex is […]

7/19/2013 8 comments

Tired of life

by snader 7/17/2013

written by snader

I’m sorry for the upcoming vent, I need to get it out.

So, I really want to kill myself right now.
I just miss my brother like hell, ever since he took his own life about 10 months ago, i haven’t been happy. Time drags me through life but i don’t want to. I don’t want to move on because it feels like forgetting. And I hate myself because i feel like i’m already starting to forget how exactly his voice sounded or how his smile was. He was my everything, besides my brother also my best friend.
Then besides that, i feel so lonely. It […]

7/17/2013 6 comments

No pain

by walking_dead 7/17/2013

written by walking_dead

People always say that I am the best to have around I am their best friend. They don’t know I am only good at being so amazing because I am numb. I feel no pain, I used. to have bad depression smile all day, cry all night now I just fight my anxiety. That’s the only emotion I feel besides dead. I keep myself here for my husband and kids cause they need me. I just worry that my anxiety will kill me before I do.

7/17/2013 1 comment

No one notices

by Dark Alice 7/17/2013

written by Dark Alice

I can’t believe I let my manipulating ex back into my life! All he does is use me. My best friend/sister has been gone for over a month and I have no one else. I was weak and vulnerable, and he took advantage of me.

My family, needless to say, notice nothing. My dad is too busy with work, my step mother is a self ***** and my grandparents and aunt prefer my younger cousins over me. My mother hasn’t tried to contact me sine Christmas 2011.

The pain is eating at my insides, but I have no way to let it out. I used to cut […]

7/17/2013 5 comments

I Can’t Stand You Now

by sleeplessinSTL 7/17/2013

written by sleeplessinSTL

This Saturday, I’m going to a One Republic concert. I was really excited because I was bringing my best friend Kathrine and my other friend Morgan. Morgan and I used to be best friends, but she started ignoring me this year. In school, she would give me these short bullshit answers every time I tried to talk to her. We used to sit right next to each other, but she put two people between us. And then when we got home from school she would text me, acting as if she’d never done those things. So, I started ignoring her outside of school. She got […]

7/17/2013 7 comments

My enemy is my only friend

by Nolove 7/16/2013

written by Nolove

All my life I have been bullied and felt like I’m worth nothing. But I put it aside and just tried to move on. But then this year I met a girl and we became friends really fast and we became so close. I never knew she would be the one to push me over the edge to make me break. One night she called me stuff that all the bullies would call me. And that broke me. I trusted her and she broke me. After that I became really depressed but I don’t think she ever realized it is because of what […]

7/16/2013 10 comments

Alone.

by erinphantom 7/13/2013

written by erinphantom

I can see that this is how things will continue to be.Â I wake up every day worried.Â On a Saturday where I have the choice to not interact with the world and just hide from it.Â My best friend can tell something is not right, but I just don’t want to have that conversation anymore.Â Unless you have experienced it yourself,Â there are simply no words to express the darkness.Â Some of us are just damaged andÂ broken.Â Â I feel like I don’t fit anywhere in this life.

I am losing this battle.Â My battle to live, experience joy.Â My life isÂ so consumed by my fears of failing […]

7/13/2013 5 comments

Stuck Has a New Meaning

by tranquilperplexity 7/13/2013

written by tranquilperplexity

In my life I’ve had several moments where I felt ‘stuck’ or ‘trapped.’ Â I wish that people truly understood the depth and complexity of those words to me. Â My life has had its challenges, but what upsets me the most is that I truly am privileged.

I have major depressive disorder, but I am privileged. Â I have a father that was a cheater in all three of his marriages and emotionally abusive towards me, but he is a Professor and exposed me to the world of learning and higher education. Â I also have a father that through his cheating contracted HIV, but thankfully my mother did […]

7/13/2013 2 comments

I don’t know.

by walkthisworldalone 7/13/2013

written by walkthisworldalone

Hi, nobody’s even gonna read this but I guess it’s better to let it out.

I’m Lara, I live in the UK. I have a loving family, good friends and a pretty great life. I have a lot more than I need and i’m very grateful for what I have. But something just isn’t right. For two years now, i’ve been having thoughts of suicide and have been inflicting pain on myself. I don’t feel the pain anymore. Around the time I started having these thoughts, my friend was diagnosed with slight depression and bipolar disorder but her mood swings were far less severe than mine. […]

7/13/2013 3 comments

by lilpepper803 7/9/2013

written by lilpepper803

Okay so, my best friend (let’s say her name is Anne). So Anne and I are best friend we tell each other all our secrets and we Â always hang out, she truly is my best friend. Well one day Anne was feeling really down and she asked me to give her some guys that should could talk to so I Did. At the time I had a huge crush on this guy (let’s say his name is drew). So drew was the best he was sweet and kind and he said he had feelings for me. Â I thought he could make Anne feel better. So […]

7/9/2013 8 comments

My Side Of The Story

by XxWhyxX 7/8/2013

written by XxWhyxX

Well, I guess, My story starts about 1 year ago… I had been struggling with Insomnia and would do anything to get a full nights rest. I was mean, angry and on the verge of tears constantly. My friend had the same issue, but not as bad, her mom had bought some all natural sleeping aids. They worked great for myÂ friend and I was envious! I had asked my mom as soon as I heard about the success, if she could maybe be open to me trying them out.. I was shut down so fast… I was angry and hurt that she had said […]

7/8/2013 2 comments

Why bother

by Dark Alice 7/4/2013

written by Dark Alice

It’s been 5 months since the horrible break up with my almost fiance and I felt like I was finally ready to give relationships another try. This guy has been great to me through the past year and we’re like siblings. We decided to take it to the next level.

That was three weeks ago. He was so sweet and amazing before, but now suddenly his family is too busy for him to make time for me and he wont let me visit. He dumped me with the stupid Â “you’re too good for me” line. He knew how much he meant to me. He was the […]

7/4/2013 2 comments

It Just Never Gets Easier..

by The Girl Who Waited 7/4/2013

written by The Girl Who Waited

Not Exactly Sure How To Start These. I’m Just Gonna Wing It.

From The Time I Was In Kindergarden I Was Bullied. Pushed Around, Bothered. No One Really Ever Left Me Alone. It Wasn’t Until 4th Grade It Started Getting Bad. I Started Getting In Trouble In School, I Owed 6,000 Hours Of Community Service By The Time I Had Finished 5th Grade. The Beginning Of 6th My Life Started Going Downhill Fast, My Parents Got Divorced, Week To Week With Mom And Dad. I Was Severely Unwanted At My Dad’s House. My Aunt Lived Next Door And My Uncle Lived Across The Street, I Couldn’t […]

7/4/2013 4 comments

by Nevermore 6/26/2013

written by Nevermore

My best friend is in Ohio, and I’m stuck here in New Jersey. He’ll only be there for a week, and he’s coming home on Friday, but then I’m going to Pennsylvania for a few days with my Dad to see two bands (Skillet + Hawk Nelson). He doesn’t have internet, and I certainly won’t. He’s my lifeline, the only concrete reason I live for. Sure, I could say that I live for the breathtaking surrealness when you go to a concert, and see the band(s) that you’ve listened to at your darkest moment. Or that I live for fireworks on the 4th of July. […]

6/26/2013 1 comment

Am I worth it?

by WorldsDisaster 6/26/2013

written by WorldsDisaster

I think, and think, and think.

Am i really worth it?

The one I love will never love me back, he loves my best friend who I now uses me, she doesn’t love him back and teases him but he stays her friend and it hurts me to see him, I cry for him, They think its best to leave me alone,but i don’t wanna be alone.

Am I truly worth it?

Im going to starve myself. I’m tired of being fat and ugly, and worthless. I just want somebody, but they don’t want me.

Am I honestly […]

6/26/2013 2 comments

Stop

by Sango131 6/26/2013

written by Sango131

I have always struggled with anxiety and depression.

It started when I was 10, I had just started middle school.

I was Bullied. Badly.

Everyday after school I would rush out of the school and try SPRINT home so that the bullies wouldn’t catch me.

They usually did, And I usually went home physically and mentally abused.

I was depressed… but I NEVER thought about committing suicide.

It took a while but my parents finally noticed how depressed I was.

I went to counseling.

It helped, but It didn’t stop the bullies.

That February we moved cities to get me away.

My new school was much better.

I made friends, True Friends. I had my first […]

6/26/2013 4 comments

My Innocence

by endingtheagony 6/25/2013

written by endingtheagony

IÂ have never known innocence.

It has been pain and loss and death

since before I could store a memory.

And now I am asked to be normal.

I am asked to pretend

that my childhood

was warm and innocent.

Innocence was ripped away

at the age of six,

surrounded by hands

and pleas and tears

and blood to be kept secret.

But begging never gets you anywhere.

Innocence was ripped away

as I laid next to my best friend

at the age of 13

whose heart had stopped beating,

while mine took

just a bit too long

to cease.

Innocence was ripped away

with the last words she heard from me,

“I forgive you, mom.”

I was 14.

Innocence has been ripped away from me

every time I walk that […]

6/25/2013 0 comment

No gain only Loss

by slaves2love 6/23/2013

written by slaves2love

So this is my first post and I’m either afraid I will leave out too many details or give too many details.Â I’m not really sure who will read this but there is no happy ending to this story.Â Here we go.

To start things off I’ve never been truly happy I suppose.Â I’ve lived pretty rough at this point.Â Early on in life I dealt with an abusive sibling who being much older tortured me in ways I dare not say at this point.Â Things seemed to ease up upon taking up gymnastics which gave me an outlet to do things.Â However this gave me untold […]

6/23/2013 2 comments

I’m a monster.

by Jayykeith3312 6/17/2013

written by Jayykeith3312

I’m not sure what I’m doing anymore. The fear of being alone seems to consume me. These girls who say they love me, they can’t be serious. How could they love me when they haven’t tried to know me. I’m not trying to lead them on. I’m just too nice to tell them what I really think. At least that’s what I’ve been telling myself. I’ve been thinking about death again. But is death what I want currently? I don’t have the desire to sleep except when I wake up in the morning because sleeping is much easier than going through the day. Sometimes being […]

6/17/2013 2 comments

my death day routine

by iwilldie2nitey 6/17/2013

written by iwilldie2nitey

the last time i will see the sun come up as i wake

the last time i will look in my closet for what to wear

the last time i kiss my mother goodbye on the way to school

the last time i walk the halls of the murders that killed my confidence

the last time i wave goodbye to my best friend as im getting off the bus

the last time i will greet my younger brothers home from school

the last time i will help with dinner and dishes

the last time i call my dad to tell him i love him

i now dress in my finest clothes

i get the […]

6/17/2013 0 comment

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