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Here’s a rant. Herp Derp Derp

by maddie_kay 11/19/2015

written by maddie_kay

I need to get the hell out of here.
Friend #1 called the cops on me and told them some lie about me wanting to do some murder-suicide shit to my boyfriend. I got mad at her, and she told everyone around me that lie. Because how dare I get upset, how dare I swear at her for calling the cops out of nowhere and in the middle of the night.
Now my neighbors think i’m a danger to their children and call them inside everytime I leave my house.

Then there’s Friend #2. He walks up to me at work, accompanied by his buddy, and […]

11/19/2015 2 comments

Mistakes I commonly make.

by thelost 11/14/2015

written by thelost

This isn’t about self pity, and this isn’t about what brings me down each day. Because if I could tell you what was wrong with me, I wouldn’t be on this site. I’m just naming some things I’ve done wrong that I seem to keep doing.

I’m too brutal. Little bit of a joke for you metal fans out there, but what I mean is that sometimes I’m a little too upfront and frank about how I feel. An example of this is when I liked this certain girl, and she’s really shy, too dumb to notice that though. So I went about my normal, honest, […]

11/14/2015 15 comments

So much for my “fishing buddy” and that chick I was suppose to hang out with from the psyche ward

by wndozh8er 9/16/2015

written by wndozh8er

so I decided to invite 5 friends over

xanny #1

xanny #2

xanny #3

xanny #4

and xanny #5

5 good friends for a lonely night.

9/16/2015 4 comments

Half person

by thejocobaby 8/7/2015

written by thejocobaby

I feel like a half person. I feel totally incomplete and fake. I am living life, waiting for the next day, waiting for happiness. I feel so fake. I am at a job that hasnt really started yet, all we’re doing is training. And i feel like everyone there feels things, has energy. I want that. And im in a relationship where i feel selfish because im not sure i actually want him, i think maybe i just want a person to listen to me or to talk to. Im in love with my buddy who i hook up with sometimes and who loves me […]

8/7/2015 1 comment

E-Mail conversation with dysthymics?

by argh 7/28/2015

written by argh

Wondering if anyone else here diagnosed with Dysthymia would be interested in an ongoing email conversation. Not about anything specific really, but i have a new theory that having a buddy in your phone (or on your computer) that knows exactly how you feel at times could be beneficial. I’d like to test this theory. I’m thinking if it works for addicts then why not depressives? If it’s more than one person, great. I figure we can just all cc each other. I don’t think it would work if it’s more than a few though.

If you’re a middle aged middle class working person like myself […]

7/28/2015 3 comments

Alice

by BlackOutAlice 3/29/2015

written by BlackOutAlice

oh dear Alice do not spam the board

well fuck im bored

i told them not to let me in

oh why did you let me in

ill lie while i grin

ill spit in your face

ill wipe shit all over the place

i wont piss in the corner ill piss on your food

hey, its a fair warning dude

oh alice why are you so punk?

***** its because im full of spunk

alice why are you so weird

because madness it cant be cured

alice why are you so strange

buddy its because im deranged

alice why are you a freak

because ill fuck you while you are asleep

piss off guys

3/29/2015 0 comment

How much longer

by Remnant The Unbroken 7/20/2014

written by Remnant The Unbroken

Can I convince myself that I’m fine? For a while I’ve been relatively ok. Not majorly depressed, and not happy….just existing.

My kitty had a seizure this evening, and my mother got bit real bad (cat is diabetic and her sugar dropped to practically nothing). I’ve had this cat since I was 3. So she’s 17 now. It was awful….I’m going to lose my buddy in a few months. I have no choice. But death is a part of life.

Tonight’s stress seems to have made me relapse. I don’t want to cut again, but I feel like I have to simply because I haven’t for almost […]

7/20/2014 9 comments

I am what I am

by New Shoes 6/27/2014

written by New Shoes

Ever wonder if it’s so hard to get rid of depression because maybe that’s just who you are?

I know I have constant inner dialogue with my depressed self trying to be rational and prevent the reactive sabotage I know is inevitably coming.

If I have been this way my entire life why it would reasonable to think I am going to wake up one day and feel different.

It’s not for lack of trying. I have tried meds, counseling, exercise, support groups, going out alone to network, traveling alone since I could wait forever for a travel buddy to turn up. I really put myself out there.

I […]

6/27/2014 3 comments

justanotherteenagestatistic are you still hangin’ in there buddy?

by ashley68@q.com 5/10/2014

written by ashley68@q.com

You gotta keep the posts up so I don’t worry about you.

5/10/2014 0 comment