love vs death (please read)

she says will you love me forever
of course he says yes
but for the countless times
she seen this like all the rest
end in failure
cause people lie
for that she has yet to find
what should she do
she says
good but do you promise
no matter what he says
she will trust him
but he says yes
they end in a kiss
they are pulled together
and soon let go
apart
she locks her front door
and proceeds to her room
where her true love
awaits her
hello she says
nothing is said
because this is not a human
its a weapon but her companion
so why would she need to ask the man
will you love me forever
when she has found a thing
a thing that will never leave
the dark is setting in
the night brings coldness
a bitter heart as well
she contemplates this for all these years
but the time has come down to now
to end with the dwelling her thoughts are one
and one she must preserve
cause from today
and this day forward
she will learn
never to ask
for forever
when not even herself
made the commitment
she is leaving
love vs death
which one pulls the end
he ask himself
why did this happen
she asked
asked for forever
and left me with my head spinning
what is happening
today and all the yesterdays
what will begin the new beginning
cause from now and forever
he will never say yes
to something that can never be seen
<3

ok sorry..this is beyond random but im miserable..i need my bfs touch and his promise for forever..that i have but hes away for a month..and im back and forth on the will to live..but whatever(: hope people like this^