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by Ayumi Takahashi 3/1/2015

written by Ayumi Takahashi

There comes a time in someones life where things hit rock bottom, then you think you are as far as you can get when you are wrong.

What I mean by this is things get worse when you think the possibilities of life getting worse are next to nothing and they can only get better, well I bring you news life can get worse then you think it could.

So today this is my suicidal note and goodbye for the world, today is the day everything is going to end for me.

I have been hospitalised three times for cutting, (in attempt to commit.)

This time it’s going to […]

3/1/2015 8 comments

Is this what you want?

by RedSmile 2/17/2015

written by RedSmile

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4SGDHfcZVOg

Here, it’s his little brother and sister but it could be your mom, your dad, your friend, your husband or your wife. I know how hard life can be and how desesperate a person can be but what you’ve heard on this video is the reason why I’m still staying in this shitty world. A suicide is the most personal of all things and you don’t need to involve other peoples, peoples you love. I’m not trying to stop you but just remember that even if you’re dead, the world still spining and on it, you will be nothing but a dead body and I don’t think […]

2/17/2015 10 comments

Death

by restrictingheart 2/15/2015

written by restrictingheart

I’ve always wondered what would happen after I died. I think no one will miss me. I think that I am so broken and damaged I just cause other people pain. I can’t forget everything that has happened to me and move forward so easily. I just become a burden to others because of how weak I am. I used to be able to hide everything but I am just so tired I can’t bring myself to pretend everything is okay anymore. I am tired of talking to people and trying to fix myself. Sometimes I find myself hoping that I will get stronger, get […]

2/15/2015 0 comment

can i just die and not live anymore

by depressed_chick101 2/15/2015

written by depressed_chick101

people think that i can always handle their words well guess whati fuckn cant . i cant handle people calling me fat worthless stupid ugly or them tell me you should die nobody wants you here nobody will miss you if you are gone no one will care . it gets to be to much . i cant handle this anymore i just want to forget everything the pain everything . i dont get why people think its okay to do that to me or others . ive lost so many people .. its been five years since my bestfriend killed herself for the same […]

2/15/2015 2 comments

Death is Calling

by LoveDies2015 2/11/2015

written by LoveDies2015

And I’m afraid I can’t ignore it. I have put it off so many times. I even hate myself for not going through with it before, I regret going to the ER when I had the will to end it all.

Even now as a mother, I am full of pain, loneliness, sorrow. I see no light at the end of the tunnel even though I try. I love my son but the pain is too much to live with. From age 4 ’til now my life has been terrible. One bad thing after the next. Where is my break? Where’s my happiness? Apparently, there isn’t […]

2/11/2015 1 comment

Death is a sure thing – why does society frown upon it?

by 10 Nil 1/31/2015

written by 10 Nil

I have no one to talk to. I do not expect those that are in my life to understand. I have seen them feign seconds of interest only to direct conversation to themselves. Besides, my feelings and thoughts would only raise false concern and patronizing remarks – if history has shown me anything. Over the years I have learned to bury my emotions inside and isolate myself.

Lately, pretending has been hard. I am sure my smiles seem forced. I have lost all mental fortitude and I can longer stay composed. I want to be alone. I do not want to die. I only wish to not […]

1/31/2015 2 comments

Wanting to be numb, wanting a death to the one who feels

by graven 1/28/2015

written by graven

Cant sleep. cant relax. Wanting to end all this. Wanting to get rid of the pressure in my head .Wanting to rid of the swirling feelings of not being wanted, not being needed. Wanting to close my eyes and not wake up. Knowing that it is not the way. At this moment it feels, “for what?” The girl that owns my heart, given my soul, and given my body is close in proximity but does not allow me to love her. She tells me things about me that I don’t agree with, like i want to control her; I just want to grow old with […]

1/28/2015 4 comments

Death is the light at the end of my tunnel

by danno 1/27/2015

written by danno

This physical world is such a prison. Flesh is a trap. Latching claws of addiction from the earth holding me down in this false reality full of imitations and drones. What is needed to escape this realm? Drugs are so temporary and leave me worse tgan before.

1/27/2015 0 comment

Nothing is as it seems. And it never will Life is only pain. Death is peace

by Born-In-TH3-WRonG-C3NtUry 1/26/2015

written by Born-In-TH3-WRonG-C3NtUry

First I want to say that I am New to this site. Due to my search of painless suicide on Google. Also Im not writing this to get help or even expect anyone to actually read my nonsense. Im just tired and venting my pain. Because I hope to End my life soon. I dont want pity. I dont want people to worry about my children. they will go to my brother which I am going to have stated my my suicide note. Ive actually attempted 6 times since I was 13. which was my first attempt. Now I am going to apologize got grammar […]

1/26/2015 1 comment

Think everyone here can relate to this song… The Bravery – “Believe”

by B 1/25/2015

written by B

Not only is this a great song, but I’d imagine that these lyrics can be interpreted by everyone here on a much deeper level than even intended.

1/25/2015 0 comment

Mind made up continued

by lostfather 1/20/2015

written by lostfather

Well I have just a couple days left before I leave this place for good. I have arranged to see my two youngest daughters on this day so I can hold them in my arms one last time and tell them how much I love them. Nobody sees this coming and I am sure it will shock them all, but it will look like an accident as I have done my work. I have my notes wrote to my daughters and a will that is notarized leaving both my daughters everything. Life should not be this hard as I have contemplated this for years as […]

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1/20/2015 8 comments

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No Happiness….No Reason To Live.

by BrokenHope 1/16/2015

written by BrokenHope

I’m pretty sure I’m pregnant, I’m only 19, turning 20 in the 7th month of the year. The guy that I may be pregnant by is not the best, but I cant help that. I told my mom and siblings I think I’m pregnant, my mama did not freak out, nor did my sister or little brother, but my older brother told me he’s gonna kill my child if I am. I know I might be young but if I am pregnant the last thing I wanna do is kill it or have it killed by someone else. I actually want a kid and it […]

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1/16/2015 4 comments

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Ive become a shell of who i was

by Gebrochener Mann 1/15/2015

written by Gebrochener Mann

So… not really sure where to begin. how about I start simple. Im 23 years old, practically still a child, and yet I feel like its all ready over. I feel as if I’ve already seen the best the worlds is going to offer me. With each year that passes i find myself growing more dormant inside. I’ve watched many family members die, had people that i called brothers and sisters betray me, had my heart broken by many girls, even my wife when she cheated and left me and spared no time getting pregnant by three different guys back to back starting 3 months […]

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1/15/2015 1 comment

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Death is a graduation

by Beautya 1/12/2015

written by Beautya

“Death is the Graduation of the soul.”

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1/12/2015 5 comments

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Saving up for the big day…

by Ghost9er 1/6/2015

written by Ghost9er

Well, the title pretty much says it… I plan on saving up my money to get a gun and end it… maybe even take some pain killers while I’m at it so I don’t feel anymore pain as I pull the trigger…
I’m just sick of everything, I’ve been trying for years to keep going, to find reasons to keep going but, I haven’t had any reason to live in my entire life. No one wants me around, no one would ever miss me… and I’ve been told I should just live for myself but, I’m not like that… I’m not selfish, I can’t even […]

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1/6/2015 8 comments

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I’m completely lost…Now I’m afraid of death and I hate it!I really need help!

by ryuunosuke 12/22/2014

written by ryuunosuke

I’m lost right now…I have no idea what I should do because my life is very fucked up so I hope posting this would possibly help.

Please read till the end…

I’m a 15 years old boy and I live in Romania at the moment.I’ve always had big problems with socialization and with society itself and,well…with almost everything around me! I simply dislike most (if not all) people that I know because I always see the worse in them (and they generally show me that I’m right),I hate society because of various reasons (mostly because society never accepted me),I dislike my family,my colleagues etc.

At my highschool (a […]

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12/22/2014 0 comment

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My best christmas present is my Death

by alone 12/20/2014

written by alone

i am 22 year old boy, i just screw all thing. i screw my graduation and now i am not able to get any job. my gf is a DBA and she is forcing me all time that she do not want to live with me if i have no job in future. i am depress , i love her but she don’t because i don’t have money and job. i think i have no right to make GF. i am very innocent i just hurt when she look other guy with awesome car and she respect those guy and disrespect me because of money. […]

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12/20/2014 7 comments

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Death feels like my only option for peace…

by Roy Destructo 12/15/2014

written by Roy Destructo

I am so lost in this world, I have been alone for a lot of my life, and it has made me shy and quiet when it comes to meeting women. I have dated here and there but things never go well, and yet I hate being alone. I fell in love about a year ago with a woman, I dated a long time ago. We had a strong connection, and have hadd some really nice times together. She is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen, and now that things are falling apart between us, I am more depressed than ever. I will […]

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12/15/2014 1 comment

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Death is the only way…

by pewphead 12/15/2014

written by pewphead

I’ve been with my girlfriend for 4 years. I’ve lied and hurt her before, she’s lied and cheated before. We’ve separated for extended periods with no communication but always ended up together again. More than once, we’ve promised each other that we’d never leave, promised we’d always fight to stay together, promised we’d always be together. We have an 18 month old daughter together. Things have been rocky the past year because I’ve struggled with employment. Actually, the entire relationship, I’ve struggled with employment. I am a felon, so that complicates things for me but it’s not a violent or drug related offense. I’ve been […]

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12/15/2014 4 comments

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The pills

by Jetaime_96 12/10/2014

written by Jetaime_96

Today has been terrible. I got off work, did a few things, then came home. I sat on my bed, stared at my bottle of pills. I craved to take all of them so bad. Although, I live with my best friend and her parents. I couldn’t do that to them.. Have them come home and see me dead. My parents though.. I wouldn’t give a shit if it hurt them. I would love to stand there after I died and watch them find me. I’m sitting here, watching American Horror Story trying to get it off my mind. I have never been so close to suicide.. I […]

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12/10/2014 4 comments

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