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Encouragement

I’m a self confessed fuckup/unfaithful/whore

by naybellahs 7/1/2013

written by naybellahs

My story THERE IS ALOT TO READ SO GET COMFORTABLE and I wish I could give all those people who read the whole thing a damn cookie or something for their efforts!

Right from the beginning my childhood was far from ideal. My mother was a drug addict and gave no affection or encouragement that I can remember.
I never met my father until later in my childhood, he also turned out to be a scary looking toothless drug addict and acted like he knew me far too well which didn’t sit well with me at all.

When I was born I had two older brothers, […]

7/1/2013 5 comments

I’m just tired.

by TisxIxKasa 4/1/2013

written by TisxIxKasa

I’m desperate.

For excuses.

For reasons.

For encouragement.

Every night I have to convince myself not to do something drastic.

I have to look at myself in the mirror, and I have to lecture myself for so long just to tell myself not to cut, not to think terrible thoughts, not to attempt suicide, not to cry, not to do anything that harms myself.

I think I’m losing myself.

I’m not feeling as how I used to.

I can’t stay happy. I fake a smile when I’m in school.

But I don’t talk. People talk to me, and I nod as a sign that I’m listening. I’m done with talking.

I don’t know if I’m […]

4/1/2013 3 comments

thank you all for the encouragment. i’m leaving now.

by hurting1 3/30/2013

written by hurting1

There is nothing really to say here. All I need to say is in the title. Some of you thatÂ I have conversed with have been a great encouragement, inÂ just seeing others who understand what I feel. But I’m done here at this point. There is no need to respond to this or to comment, I will not be here to read it. Show is over. There will be no encore. I’m going quietly into the night.Â Best of luck to you all.

3/30/2013 6 comments

Drawing a blank . . .

by Goa 2/4/2013

written by Goa

Well I’m not sure where to start with this post . . .

I feel rather blank for a while. I’m hardly doing any of my school work and have been failing for a while, that’s probably the worst.Â I’m a bit uncertain of my social situation you see I really only have two friends who I still hang out with sort of often, but for a while now their interest in video games have dissipated, something im still very into. I still have fun with them but as they get more social and, despite their encouragement,Â really have lost interest in hanging out with them.Â […]

2/4/2013 0 comment

I don’t understand

by cantmaintain 12/17/2012

written by cantmaintain

I don’t think I am that messed up of a person. But right now all I want is to go to sleep and never wake up. The root of the problem is that I am lonely. You see, all I ever wanted was a wife and children. I know, it sounds lame, but it is true. But that won’t happen. I came close, once, years ago. But two months before our wedding, she broke it off, because “God told her to”. since then, I have tried again, but I’ve never felt a connection to anyone. And I know that as far as problems go, that […]

12/17/2012 11 comments

by jjgirl13 10/20/2012

written by jjgirl13

Someone tell me to just fucking do it already. I don’t care if things will get better, I don’t care if I’m good, I don’t care, if life is good. I just want to do it. I don’t want sympathy, I don’t want encouragement. I want somebody to tell me that I can be brave enough to just do it.

10/20/2012 4 comments

I Hate It here

by hateithere 9/13/2012

written by hateithere

Mostly, I can deal with the day to day bullshit of this world, and for the most part I manage to stay positive, which is almost impossible in this fucked up world we live in. I HATE IT HERE! Believe it or not, one of my major roles in life, is encouraging people…and Im damned good at it. I do what I do because I have a deep love for humanity, I feel your pain, and I HATE IT HERE…so if I must be here, let me do all I can to help and encourage others. It hurts my heart to see good people suffering […]

9/13/2012 2 comments

To my friend ( you kw who u r)

by bleedtokwuralive 8/5/2012

written by bleedtokwuralive

We all get discouraged when life slaps us in the face!!! I just want you to kw that I think u r amazing!!! You are always full of encouragement and kind words and every time I talk to you I feel better about myself because you are always always always doing your best to make me feel good and lift me up!!! Your a good person and it’s sad but people take advantage of that!!!! Keep that beautiful head of yours up!!!! Love you!!!!

-Layne

8/5/2012 4 comments

Just some encouragement

by overstayed 7/15/2012

written by overstayed

Hi usually I visit here when I am preparing myself to get of this roller coaster joke called life.
I have had a few good rants and read others rants and sad stories.
I have succeeded in alienating my self from all my friends and most of my family . As was planned so I could just slip away.
I have problems with who I am. As I am gay oriented (maybe bi ) male brought up in a gay hateful environment I have grown up to be very homophobic myself. How this relates to me Is I hate myself for being gay. While I […]

7/15/2012 2 comments

Motivation

by TheUglyOne 6/22/2012

written by TheUglyOne

Most of my life I have not felt motivated to do anything by my family. My mom is the only one who shows some support but I find myself saying “Why can’t my other family members do that?” Now look I do know what self motivation is in fact I consider myself the master of it because if I wanted motivation I would have to give myself it. For awhile it seemed good for things to be like that. You know put myself through some stuff without any encouragement but after awhile I long for it. I don’t ask for much just a simple “You […]

6/22/2012 3 comments

Why?

by hate you people 6/17/2012

written by hate you people

I just wanted to let you guys know that my ex-husband killed himself and the investigators found this website on his hard drive. He did it the exact same way he said he would on here too. He lit himself on fire on our front lawn and then shot himself after about 5 minutes. How am I supposed to pay for myself and the kids now? He withdrew all the money and spent it on god knows what and his life insurance policy was cancelled. Now the 5k a month I was getting in child support and alimony is gone. […]

6/17/2012 41 comments

Scared.

by caiity 2/19/2012

written by caiity

I don’t know what to do guys, everytime i get upset i get suicidal thoughts. I know I have depression but accepting it and trying to treat it isn’t helping me. The thought of anti depressants make me more upset. I hate that I can go around and see so many people normal and then there’s me. Half the people around me are clueless of what I have and sometimes I wish they know so maybe they could talk me out of the thoughts I have. But as if i’d go up to someone and ask for help? I just can’t. I’ve tried telling people […]

2/19/2012 2 comments

A Parable of Life….

by adastra 1/10/2012

written by adastra

Parable of Encouragement :

One day a farmer’s donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn’t worth it to retrieve the donkey.

He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone’s amazement he quieted down.

A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the […]

1/10/2012 4 comments

My miserable life.

by Dude 1/7/2012

written by Dude

I don’t know why but recently I do want to just disappear.Â Recently I have so much stresss from for finding a new job.Â Also my wife is not helping at all.Â She works, but she keeps on pushing me.Â To a pointÂ i just want to end it.Â Sometimes I just want a divorse and sometime I just want to end my life because of so much stress.Â I don’t know what I should do.Â Sometimes I pray that I won’t wakeup in the morning.Â That my life will end in my sleep.Â I don’t want to kill myself, because I think its wrong.Â […]

1/7/2012 2 comments