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anyone knows how it would be ?

by srija 8/17/2015

written by srija

iam 21 and i have gone through many things which are beyond my age. i love my family very much. i love u mom sister and my brother. iam sorry that iam going to end my life as soon as possible becase i cant stay in this world full of fake. i always tried to be myself and because of that people hate me saying im proud an egoist.

i love u dad.. before u left us…every thing was perfect.. my life was a heaven. now its a hell which i want to end. i wonder what people think if i die…no one does not even […]

8/17/2015 3 comments

I don’t know

by jules1769 8/16/2015

written by jules1769

I’m crying. So badly right now. All alone. I’m so fucking alone. That’s all I feel loneliness. Emptiness. And sometimes I feel nothing at all. One minuet I’m fine the next I find myself shattered into a million pieces. I can’t do this. I can’t. I just can’t. I’m giving up. I don’t know anymore. Don’t know what to do. Don’t know how to be happy. Don’t know how to fix this. I’m wondering if today should be the day.

I’m giving up.

8/16/2015 3 comments

Life

by Harlot.Rebel 8/16/2015

written by Harlot.Rebel

Life for me it just a reset. Nothing is What it seems happiness is a temporary lie so why indulge.?? Because you want it so bad.. But once you get a taste its taken away from you and your left more broken than before. You just find ways to cope with life until it kills you or you end the suffering and do it yourself

8/16/2015 3 comments

Maybe?

by todaymaybe 8/16/2015

written by todaymaybe

I don’t know how much longer I can deal with this life. Wake up everyday and deal with the same things. I have learned recently what people really think about me. And I don’t want to be here anymore. I want the pain to end. I want this constant ache to just be gone. If I just end my life, my suffering ends and people can finally be happy. I’m useless to people, I don’t think anyone would really miss me. People would go through the motions of missing me but really, I just think they would go grieve me for the acceptable time and […]

8/16/2015 1 comment

I wish the last two people who care about me would stop so I can just kill myself and end this pain already.

by amandahernandez06 8/9/2015

written by amandahernandez06

First post here….. I don’t know.. I’ve lost everyone and the only two left don’t know. They wouldn’t understand…. I need someone who is non judgement all to help me through this… I’ve lost all hope.

8/9/2015 4 comments

It’s 3:13 AM (or at least it was when I started writing)

by Bri 8/9/2015

written by Bri

It’s funny how things work, I suppose. I always seem to end up right where I started; in the dark. I’ve been trying to sleep for the past few hours but nothing is working, I’m disgustingly wide awake.

I’m just going to write how I’ve been feeling lately in this post, you don’t need to read it, not at all I just need an outlet.

My older brother and his wife had moved out, right? well, they’re back. I should’ve expected it, I really should have. On top of that the man who made me first start to hate myself, my grandfather, lives here now too. That’s […]

8/9/2015 2 comments

i think luke23 may be gone?

by Mark_1981 8/8/2015

written by Mark_1981

I know he had struggles though I know nothing more than what was posted over the past 15 or so days. I haven’t seen him post since his last message that said his time was drawing to an end that night after two unsuccessful attempts. He was lonely and without hope. I don’t know if he is around (though I hope he is) or not but regardless I still light a candle for him.

8/8/2015 4 comments

Where????

by Jussmee 8/7/2015

written by Jussmee

My decision to put an end to a meaningless is solid. To not have a family or love is not a mental illness. I have worked so damn hard in my life to what? to end up living in some shitty basement suite by myself and to be lonely. I haven’t held hands with someone in almost 3 years, I barely eat because I’m over cooking food for myself, I’m also unemployed. I can’t do this anymore.

Would anyone know where to find n3mbut@l or something like it in BC? I live in Canucks home base. I just want my soul to be free.

8/7/2015 1 comment

At the end of the day…

by luke23 8/6/2015

written by luke23

…when all is said and done,it all boils down to one simple but nevertheless a very haunting question which he ask himself,”How much more can a man take before he breaks?” How much pain and regrets can one hold in his heart before his mind snaps and gives away to oblivion

I ask you all fine people, how much more can one take when he realizes that he has reached his end and he has exhausted all his faith and reasons to live in this world.That is when he takes the leap to his death and starts on a journey in search of peace through eternity.

Thank […]

8/6/2015 6 comments

its to much

by gabe1441 8/3/2015

written by gabe1441

Its to much to bear. I’m a terrible son and a horrible friend for turning to this. My life’s been going down for awhile and I just want to end it. I know when I go I’ll go to heaven but are there any Christians on here to talk to. Or just people who know what I’m going through. Plz respond

8/3/2015 2 comments

Made It Rain If It Win

by Bisban 8/3/2015

written by Bisban

Everything, that one can lose

Looking at it, now it just kind of makes me

Lost it, at the tip

Yours, the Captain America

At the end, crawling

Like the sign

Respond to me, my alpha

The way of the, caged

For me it’s the, I’m here to the

All that I see

Slowly maticulating

Meticulous

Like the sludge

8/3/2015 0 comment

How?

by Diablo 8/3/2015

written by Diablo

How will I face reality? How will i be strong enough? In reality the cold hard truth is revealed. In reality i am forced into this shell that is damaged and different. In reality thoughts of how worthless, ugly, fat and not good enough i am rush into my head. In reality thoughts of the future worry and scare me. In reality i ask myself “When will this end?” when i should be focusing on “How will this end?” So how? How can i stop hiding my pain and my fears and be okay. How am i going to be strong enough to not have […]

8/3/2015 0 comment

I want to go away

by Low1 7/29/2015

written by Low1

For as long as i can remember i felt like i dont belong. As i get older i feel it even more. I cannot die tho i welcome the thought. You see i have kids and grandkids. But most of the time i feel they wud be better off without me around. Everything i touchgoes to crap. Everyone i love leaves. I tried to end my life twice a long time ago and failed at that just as i fail at everything. I am now in the middle of my 4th divorce and have finally figured out i am meant to be alone. I just […]

7/29/2015 3 comments

?

by Orphaned Soul 7/25/2015

written by Orphaned Soul

I dont understand why i hate myself to where i want to die. Somehow i envy the dead. Theyre so peacful and here are us. Walking about in agony and such sadness. Why cant things be better? Why do I try so hard and end up going no where or being the fifth wheel? what am i meant for besides being a total failure?

7/25/2015 0 comment

My prayer

by bayareaguy 7/24/2015

written by bayareaguy

My Lord God, I have no idea where I’m going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end….Therefore I will trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death.

7/24/2015 7 comments

Social Anxiety

by MentallyWeak 7/23/2015

written by MentallyWeak

Does anyone else feel like even the people you are closest to hate you the most? I feel like everyone secretly hates me and wouldn’t at all mind if I were to kill myself. Like it would be good for all of us. One less annoying person to deal with, one less person to waste your breath and opinions on. One less person to look down on. My suffering will end, it will end soon enough and everyone would be at their happiest. I just don’t think I will be able to find a purpose. It’s impossible.

Maybe life, isn’t for everyone.

7/23/2015 9 comments

That Gaggle of People Standing By!

by knewphish 7/17/2015

written by knewphish

Suicide Project, that place to be…. or else what? Judges, just the thinking hurts. Ouch. P.T.S.D.

https://youtu.be/LRhNXrzMfew

Yep, leave you a gaggle of people standing by. Feel pretty ducky in this world, in a chicken suit. Tornadoes, Tsunamis, atomic plant melt downs, yep, there is a lot of gaggle-ing going on, you rubberneckers. Most go to these races hoping for a champion and often a wreck.

We need our own city to propel ourselves or the spirit must overcome the body to get day by day in an anxious mind.

Be a solider, 22 a day are hurting themselves irreversibly.

So put that most awful gaggle of people you might […]

7/17/2015 0 comment

Make it stop…

by joshuah459 7/16/2015

written by joshuah459

I’m 19, asexual, but lonely. I try to help people. I’ve lost many of my friends recently, and the others haved moved away. I’ve had depression for several years know, and I’m starting to get weak. My friend who lives with me is getting a girlfriend, so I’m going to lose him to. Despite being asexual I have very stong feelings for this friend, and really don’t want this to happen. I know I probaly sound selfish, but I can’t take the loss of someone else… More and more the idea of killing myself comes up in my mind, and more and more….I want to […]

7/16/2015 3 comments

What are you most unhappy about?

by tphg 7/15/2015

written by tphg

The constant fear I feel due to my chemically imbalanced brain. I can’t socialize correctly unless I try really really hard, but the strain of wearing social makeup has left me feeling hollow and wishing for a swift end to my existence. I don’t care about my own life, and so I care about others even less; no point in me continuing to live. What about you?

7/15/2015 13 comments

One Friend Can Save A Life

by theunknownxx 7/15/2015

written by theunknownxx

Be that person to save someone on here…be their inspiration to open up their eyes and let them see that their life is worth living for. Don’t just encourage them to end their life or even wish them go luck to end their life, or give them any plans. Be their voice..

7/15/2015 4 comments

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