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Eternal Darkness

I don’t want to die but I don’t want to live

by iheartequality1996 1/20/2013

written by iheartequality1996

So many countless times I have thought about killing myself.I wrote suicide letters after everytime I think about it. I have attempted it a couple of times but then I chicken out. I’m scared of death. I don’t know what Is going to happen to me. I wish I could be dead for a couple of seconds then come Back to see what death is and if I’m able to see things again. Will I see eternal darkness, will I be stuck in a happy dream? Or will I be reincarnated as someone or something else?

I used to think that being scared of death right […]

1/20/2013 1 comment

Downward Decent

by leftforthedead 7/20/2012

written by leftforthedead

Life is supposed to be lived at a sort of dynamic equilibrium, with some days being better than others, but each day always being manageable to live through.Â Alas, this is not the case in my life, my life is far past manageable, it feels as if each and everyday that goes by, my life keeps drifting farther and farther past that manageable mark.Â I don’t know how much longer I can keep continuing on this downward decent.Â In every part of my life I feel trapped, like there is no way out of the current situation from everything that pertains to my family life, […]

7/20/2012 2 comments

a trigger

by fakingit 7/12/2012

written by fakingit

not to kill me but to save me, i wish i had such thing but i have no motivation, i was so close yesterday but backed down yet again:/ i can think of reasons to actually do it, yet that damn whatever keeps pulling me back to fuckin earth, and no reason to save me whats the point to keep going? there isnt one, not one. im a disappointment to my WHOLE family, there isnt a light at the end of this tunnel its a tunnel of eternal darkness every step i make its ganna just stretch and stretch and never will i find my […]

7/12/2012 5 comments

A Burning Passion

by Life Death 7/12/2012

written by Life Death

I’d like to discuss self-harm with you guys and gals. I don’t cut, I wanted to get that straight! But i do self-harm. I burn. It reminds me that I’m still alive on this dumbass planet. I love how the flame flickers on a match or candle. I realise we have much in common with a match (/candle). That our human form flickers while we work our very short lives and then goes out.I used to think that I would make MY flame shine he brightest and that my flame would survive longer than most. There is NO afterlife, no god to greet us, I […]

7/12/2012 1 comment