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WHAT DO I HAVE. I AM AN ALIEN

by idunno 3/21/2012

written by idunno

I think I may have a Highly sensitive personality.

I have severe social anxiety, ADD. And I get easily overstimulated.
Do these sound like characteristics of the HIGHLY SENSITIVE PERSON?:

I have acute hearing, I get startled VERY easily over the littlest sounds, even when I am anticipating them. and I think I am sensitive to light(i wear glasses) I am a very picky eater, and dont eat much I like odd foods. I think this is because I may be a supertaster? I think I am sensitive to pain. When I have a hot beverage, it takes forever for it to be cool enough to drink, […]

3/21/2012 2 comments

ocd?

by idunno 3/15/2012

written by idunno

I can’t stop adjusting and adjusting my glasses,Â they never feel comfortable i never feel satisfied

i realize this is probablyÂ all in my head, any advice to how i can stop worrying about them

3/15/2012 4 comments

Keep going…

by KeepGoing8 3/14/2012

written by KeepGoing8

Do you love your Cat? Do you love any music? Do you love to write? Do you love a good movie? Even if you answer no at this moment to any of those questions, is the answer yes at other times? Depression is like having your outlook switch switched to negative and the only way you can see your world is thru glasses of boredom or hate. This is not the Full and Real You…it’s like a mean alter ego that’s trying to destroy you…don’t let it! You can outlast the depression monster, and other folks are here to help u do that! Just keep […]

3/14/2012 1 comment

Castle Walls

by queen827 2/26/2012

written by queen827

Everyone Thinks That I have It All,
But Its So Empty Living Behind These Castle Walls,
If I Should Tumble,
If I Should Fall,
Would Anyone Hearing Me Screaming Behind These Castle Walls,
There’s No One Here At All,
Behind These Castle Walls.

I live a very different life. This is my first time trying something like this, I’m not doing this with the intention that it’ll bring me pity or sympathy from others, Im doing this hoping that it’ll bring me some FORM of peace.

Im not like alot of people out there. I live a very different life. Luxuries people would never even dream of. […]

2/26/2012 4 comments

“a funeral for me’s a day at the zoo..”

by tphg 2/13/2012

written by tphg

“oh what a delight, a day at the zoo,
seeing the sights, i love the zoo
stay by the mungkhees an hour or two
people watching because people are brutes”

These words keep running through my mind. I wrote them and have read them over and over and listened to the recording over and over so maybe that is the reason that I can’t let go of the words. But I’m here, wondering about hullucinations. I’ve never mistaken a hallucination for reality (except when I think an event has occured, but it only has in a dream) but I think I’m seeing and hearing voices.

Could just […]

2/13/2012 4 comments

A moment of levity.

by deadright 1/30/2012

written by deadright

As with most things lately a lot of shit is spoiling my plans for self deliverance but something happened a couple of hours ago that was more shit, but kind of funny.

I was in my basement cleaning an old M1 Garand Rifle that I need to sell to get some money, when I heard a loud banging on my door; no one calling just banging on the front and back door.Â I figured it was either my landlord or some other bill collector so I did not answer the door and just hid…as usual.

After a few minutes, it stopped and I went upstairs to the […]

1/30/2012 0 comment

Breaking Down @ Every Corner

by joshuadpeterson 5/11/2009

written by joshuadpeterson

I imagine myself as the boy stumbling out of the bar at 3AM alone and walking home. I don’t know what “home” is anymore, but I’m going to walk there, drunk and abandoned. And at some point, I’ll start singing a few songs that remind me of him.

I wish I could say I’m so sorry. I wish I could say I love him to him. I wish he felt the slightest bit of remorse for every time he said I meant less than nothing to him. I wish I could wake up tomorrow and find his car parked outside my house, knocking on the door, […]

5/11/2009 1 comment

My attempted suicide

by This too shall pass 4/26/2009

written by This too shall pass

In 1998, I decided I no longer wished to live…all because of some man who I loved who did not love me back. I think a part of me wanted to live and just wanted to cry out for help. The reason I say this is because I was on the phone talking with a crisis councelor telling him I was about to kill myself. He asked me where I live and I refused to tell him. I didn’t know he could trace the whereabouts of my call but, I am glad he did. I took this bottle of Klonopin…1 mg a tablet and swallowed […]

4/26/2009 5 comments

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