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Happy Time

Tired of life

by snader 7/17/2013

written by snader

I’m sorry for the upcoming vent, I need to get it out.

So, I really want to kill myself right now.
I just miss my brother like hell, ever since he took his own life about 10 months ago, i haven’t been happy. Time drags me through life but i don’t want to. I don’t want to move on because it feels like forgetting. And I hate myself because i feel like i’m already starting to forget how exactly his voice sounded or how his smile was. He was my everything, besides my brother also my best friend.
Then besides that, i feel so lonely. It […]

7/17/2013 6 comments

[Notification of intent…3]

by Dead Right 1/23/2013

written by Dead Right

I noted a reply to one of my earlier posts that stated I was not actually talking about committing suicide immediately or maybe that was never my intent at all. To this I reply, if you were around on the Suicide Project six to twelve months ago you would not think that.Â The only reason I did not finish the job was because I was evicted from my home of 20 years because I had lost my job and became broke very fast.
Prior to becoming homeless last April, I had my Final Exit all planned out and was only waiting for the best time…for me.

The […]

1/23/2013 3 comments

by Dead Right 1/18/2013

written by Dead Right

The […]

1/18/2013 13 comments

what has to happen

by passionfruit3 10/14/2012

written by passionfruit3

Its come to my conclusion that i am going to try and off myself again.Im scared to death cause its a past method im using one that almost killed me.Im scared to death of doing this.But that little short lived happy time is over.Its left me and its always going to come and then not be there and i cant stand that.I am filth thats all i am while im alive.
The method will be successful this time.I would check myself into a mental hospital but there all crappy except the one i recently came from.That is to far away to go to.
I dont […]

10/14/2012 3 comments

Happy Time

by blind.cinderella 7/13/2012

written by blind.cinderella

I almost cracked in front of my entire family. Or i did crack, partially?! I don’t know.

i started rambling about not having a desire to live, honestly i just said that to shut them up because they were talking about responsibilities of today’s youth and how it was different and much harder when they were young. Fine it was, let them have their past but keep it for yourself because i am not feeble- minded.
I thought i won’t be coming here anymore, but i guess i still have the need. since i can’t talk to anyone, i mean i can’t talk how depressed i […]

7/13/2012 2 comments