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My Voice

by BrooklynBoxx
written by BrooklynBoxx

The truth I hold, took years to unfold, locked up and never told. Now I speak, for I am done being weak. A story I will tell,  awakening the pits of my hell.
 Pinned against the wall, being six a little small. Tongue against my chest, you can imagine the rest. Touching,  feeling, my eyes rolling to the ceiling. I push away, forced down, screaming, but i was never found.
 Day and night, always full of fright kissing, sucking,  nonstop fucking. Crying, weeping and always pleading.
Was I that bad […]

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I feel all alone

by iwantaflamethrower13
written by iwantaflamethrower13

I’m 12. Freaking 12. And I have a suicide note written.

When I was 11, I fell into a depression. I wasn’t quite sure why, I guess my parents pissed me off too much. I couldn’t go a day without crying. Sure, call me a crybaby.

It was too much stress. I had projects due, tests upcoming, essays my dad forced me to write. I hyperventilated at least five times.

One day, I was printing out another essay when my dad was yelling at me in the other room. I looked down and saw the printer cord…and then suicide popped into my mind. Why not?

I wrapped the cord around my […]

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Hunger Games

by lost and found
written by lost and found

I read the Hunger Games three times through. I enjoyed them very much. I don’t know why. On the surface, it’s only a story of death and slaughter and twisted human nature. Deeper in, it’s a story of fighting for what you believe and hope, maybe. But the death, and slaughter, and not caring that my perception barely scratched the surface. In those books, so many people died, a bunch of them coughing on their own bodily fluids.

My aunt and I went out to the movies to see it. It was the last movie she saw. A few nights later, she choked on her blood. It made […]

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my parents hate me

by candy96
written by candy96

I am 16. 

I just want to die and help my parents with the burden they have; my sister and I. Yes I am scared but I have a feeling I should do it. 
What is stopping me back is two things: 1- my sister, she depends on me. I can’t just be selfish and leaves her alone. 2-my religious believes: suicidal is the shortest way to hell.


I always knew my parents thought of me as a burden but what started it now is thatmy mother and them my father next said that they no more will consider me or my sister their daughters as I […]

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Hate myself and want to die.

by Helloshushi5
written by Helloshushi5

I’m 17 years old and my mom is getting remarried for the 3rd time in 3 days. I hardly know the guy. He’s moving into our home and i’m  not thrilled. step parents always try and act like they’re your own parents and it’s bullshit. My dad is the only one who understands me. ONLY one.  He’s on drugs as always, who knows where.  I’ve had depression and wanted to kill myself ever since summer after 5th grade. I still don’t know what caused it. Probably just the manic depression,anxiety and bipolar that runs in both sides of my family finally kicked in my system. […]

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today

by crazythoughts
written by crazythoughts

after what seems like a week from hell, and another week of hell sure to come, a silver lining has appeared, I got approval for my senior research project, rejoice? in other words keep ur head up things happen for a reason!

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Back to normal.

by Demmissio
written by Demmissio

Why cant things be like they were when I wasn’t depressed. When j could have worry free fun with friends. When I could be care free. When both me and my friends were happy? On the bus today I was asked who I like better, my abusive ex-stepfather or my verbally abusive psychotic mother. I picked my stepfather in an instant. That answer didn’t even shock me. I’m not sure why. It should. Either way life is hell and its not getting better. But does anyone care to help me? No.

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Fuck the world.

by kittehuga
written by kittehuga

Fuck it. Every fucking day starts out like this.
Wake up. Wait for my ***** ass mom to get fucking ready for work so she can drive me to school.

Fucking school. All my teachers are dirty 80 year old cunts who fuck up people’s eardrums with their bullshit.

Next shitty period. Im sitting with my friend and somebody goes “HA, Jason sucks dick!” and everybody laughs.

I go the hell home. My mom yells at me for fucking up in school. My grades suck, and her job is never done until she makes my life even fucking worse than it already is.

I go to karate. My instructor […]

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The Truth is…

by Naturally_UnNatural
written by Naturally_UnNatural

Nobody believes I’m depressed. My parents say depression isn’t real. My friends think I’m an attention whore. He thinks I’m not suicidal anymore. Truth is, depression is real and it hurts like hell, I don’t want attention they give it to me because they saw my cuts, and he just doesn’t want to believe that I’m still planning suicide. I think it’s funny that they can’t cope with my depression. I mean, it’s MY depression, not theirs… I just wish it would stop or that I could talk to somebody who I don’t have to look at face […]

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Please Help Me…

by zazzles8
written by zazzles8

I give up. On everything. Nothing is worth it anymore. Nobody loves me. My family hates me, especially my dad. Everyone loves my sister more than me. She’s skinny, smart, popular, and beautiful. Multiple crushes and my own father (he shouldn’t even be called that) like her better. My father calls me stupid, a whore, and a slut. The one boy I have loved since kindergarten told me repeatedly he hated me, that I’m a freak, that I’m ugly and fat and a lot of other stuff that’s completely true. I have practically no friends. They all left me in 6th grade. I was left utterly alone. […]

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Rap game continue

by The rapper
written by The rapper

I forgot to tell many shitty things on my last post, like… I was really depressed bcuz many friends left me, and i chose to give my gf a better life in exchange for hell for myself. so i decided to go to a party with people i knew and the other 600 or something. late that night, i was real happy, not drunk, just a little bit dizzy. and it was reeealy cold outside, hey its norway:P but on the way i heard yelling, and i was like, god no, why… so i turned around and saw two elder boys come at me and […]

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When I’m Alone…

by Alayna
written by Alayna

I feel my worst when I am alone. The think is is that I don’t want to be near people, I want to be alone. It’s bad for me to isolate myself , I learned that the hard way. I came so close to ending it this last week. I abused pills for the first time and it made the pain go away for awhile. I’ve had the week from hell but somehow I keep going, somehow I act like I am okay.

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Nightmares Gone By

by Andy2112
written by Andy2112

The needle for your soul and the steel and concrete for your body: double-barreled hell. It is known as desolation unknown. And yet, somehow, I don’t know how, it is known. From this perspective, it would be rather nice to have my brains blown out. So I used self torture as a focus to distract from desolation unknown, my only rule was: do not tear the skin. I urinated on my feet to keep them warm, but at least I had urine. Because after two days, I was given water. It makes very little difference if you are on the inside or if you are […]

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im sorry

by maxthebat
written by maxthebat

my bf was going to commit suicide. we’ve always talked about it, but this time he sounded serious. he made me promise not to tell. he said he was going to write him suicide note and leave as soon as he was alone, most likely the next day. he said goodbye, and thank you for being an amazing gf, and sorry about a hundred times. But i was scared so i told my friend who knows all this and happens to be his ex. ive convinced her before not to tell anyone, but this time she said fuck it im telling, and told her mom. […]

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Rap game

by The rapper
written by The rapper

Hello, thank you for taking your time reading my story, just to list some information. Im Norwegian, im 17 years, I am not kidding about my story. so lets begin…
from when i was 13 i started to think: do anyone actually care when im gone? I was thinking ALOT and i’m pretty sure my thoughts where much more serious than other kids on my age back then. How is life after death? Who would cry when im gone? Who would even care? questions remain without answers.

Later on in my life, i got many false friends, actually no real friends.. BUT i’d just carry on, i was sad, […]

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Dont like life…

by Kyle Hampshire
written by Kyle Hampshire

Life to me is just unhappiness i dont like being here really… Nobody has done anything to make me feel this way i just dont see the point in a meaningless unhappy life full of anger and depression… Im 14 and most people just say to me that i will be fine its just school and its stressful but school isnt a problem at all. I have friends and family that care about me but i never seek help from them because i dont like contact with other people, i like being alone by myself so i lock myself away.

I constantly question myself about my […]

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At the end of the night

by unicornmarfa
written by unicornmarfa

You are just alone. Sure you show everyone around you that your happy but really you just want to end your life. Thats how I feel everyday. I look at you and wonder if you feel the same way too. You just sit there and constantly think of ways to end your life. But Im honestly afraid of how much pain I would cause to those who care. I can see  when you’re sad, and you can tell when I’m sad. But I know I would never give up on you. Sure in hell I will always be with you to support you. But I […]

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I cant stop flinching

by Alayna
written by Alayna

He hit me. Just once he hit me. I cant forget it and I cant stop myself from flinching everytime a man/boy gets near me to fast. My life has been hell for the last 3 days and I feel so scared all of the time. I’m scared to leave my bed, I’m scared to argue with him, scared that if he gets angry I am going to get hurt…

should I report him?

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How could I be so stupid?

by Gumpy
written by Gumpy

i wish i had never told anyone about anything. Really, there’s not much to tell. God, what was i trying to do, help myself? Now i’ve got my damn nice parents caring about me -.- I should be grateful for this, a lot of people would love caring parents they can talk to, but they’re going to help me. I really don’t want this and sure don’t deserve it. Just if i kept my little snappy mouth shut i wouldn’t be this stressed. Man, you would think that help would help, but a hell not it doesn’t. I might as well kill myself in a […]

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Ink and pen, but who knows when?

by khajiit
written by khajiit

bombs arc through the air
and burst on the ground
on roofs, on the houses
on the people hell-bound.

The city is burning
and peace that they’re yearning
dissipate into the night
and wither from sight

the mothers are singing
rocking their children to rest
as the chaos erupts
and sins are soon blessed

The gods turn to demons
and dance to the tune
of the death and the dying
and the promised, sweet doom.

A mother buries her child
among the debris
a candle burns softly
as it’s set off to sea

she cries to the silence
to the cold metal giants
falls to her knees
and then whispers […]

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