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My story

by Chrissyjo 3/19/2015

written by Chrissyjo

Good morning – I have been lurking for a couple of months and decided to come out into daylight today (blink blink). Things are not going great for me right now and I thought talking about it might help me figure out what I’m doing.

I am a 46 year old professional female (too old to be feeling this way?) and have been pretty lucky in my life, work-wise. The rest of my life is and has always been kind of a disaster. I have been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and refractory depression. Fits. Growing up, I was sexually abused from the time I was […]

3/19/2015 6 comments

I Don’t Want People to Miss Me When I Die

by Lovebug4142 3/18/2015

written by Lovebug4142

OK so im 16 an I do pain pills and I cut myself, and I know one day i am going to be so sad that im going to take all the pain pills I have and be done with this messed up world. So, I have to start pushing people away. I don’t want anyone to be sad when I die. I don’t want anyone to attend my funeral. I don’t want anyone to cry. I don’t want anyone to care. I’m worthless, stupid, and a waist of space. I already hurt the people I love, so let’s just start pushing everyone away so […]

3/18/2015 2 comments

I have to stop talking to her, I don’t want to hurt her

by Lovebug4142 3/11/2015

written by Lovebug4142

OK so I’m 16 years old and I am really close with a teacher at my school. She’s keeping a secret from everyone else that I do drugs (Pain killers) and she’s trying to help me bring up my grades by DRAGGING me to tutorials. And talking to me about why I feel so empty. But she is trying to get me to stop taking drugs and cutting myself, and I cant. She shows me how much she loves and cares about me, and I love it. But I’m hurting her by continuing to do the bad things that I do. So I just decided to […]

3/11/2015 1 comment

friends

by lovemyshihtzu 3/5/2015

written by lovemyshihtzu

i need friends to help me through this hard time and give me hope tawneesmommy@gmail.com

3/5/2015 0 comment

help

by Sammie Motionless 2/25/2015

written by Sammie Motionless

you know i feel depressed i feel like i really shouldn’t be here anymore i feel like i don’t belong here on earth or anywhere. I know this sounds lame or dumb or you’ve heard it before i know and i’m sorry but god damn sometimes you have to understand we’re human to you know. I’ve just been down more then usual. I don’t feel like myself anymore for some reason. I feel like i’ve just lost all hope and its just bringing me and others down. Should i just end it or should i wait and see if it gets better like people say […]

2/25/2015 1 comment

I’m trying to be positive

by outinthedark 2/24/2015

written by outinthedark

so I decided that I’m going to try to turn over a new leaf and make myself see the positive in my life. I came extremely close the other day to trying to make an end I realized I didn’t want, that I shouldn’t want. I was wondering if any of you had any suggestions on ways to take little steps to help me see the happy and positive things in my life?

2/24/2015 1 comment

Waiting for more

by confused31 2/13/2015

written by confused31

im going to see my doctor soon that’s specifically for my anti-depressants. I started at 50mg then 75mg and I don’t think I can keep going on in life with out more. Yes I’m depending on medicine to help me but it hurts so much without it. it helps for a while then I just have to up the dosage. What am I suppose to do? I keep getting urges to cut and sometimes I fall in to them. How am I supposed to fight self hate and self harm at the same time??

2/13/2015 14 comments

help me

by track 2/11/2015

written by track

My parents are back to arguing. My grades are getting worse slowly and my parents keep pressuring me to so better. I’m getting bullied in school and I feel like all my friends hate me sometimes I just want to end my life. I don’t know what’s the point in living if there’s no goal and at the end you just die like a slowly rotting bird.

2/11/2015 3 comments

Regrets 1-10

by confused31 2/7/2015

written by confused31

my regrets are what bother me the most so I figured I’d list them.

**** coming out and talking about these certain regrets in order their listed is suppose to help me, I welcome your thoughts and don’t mind name calling because, well you’ll see.****

1- lying that one specific lie

2-hurting who I hurt

3- being who I am

4-trying to die at the wrong time for people

5- having to take medicine to hide the pain

6- letting people mistake my cry for help as attention seeking

7-saying I regret cutting

8- said I was okay but I wasn’t

9- not thinking clear

10- not getting away when I should have

2/7/2015 7 comments

help me write my book / suicide book?

by munckin 1/31/2015

written by munckin

We no longer need a select group to rule for us; this is because we have have made advanced progress in technology which enables us to communicate at a much quicker progress then before. In a mere few minutes we can compile votes and have the results at the same time which before would took days if not weeks to tally otherwise.

We can ask more complicated questions of the WORLD, COUNTRY and locally and have the answer almost straight away; this all is available RIGHT NOW.

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Does anyone agree with this?

1/31/2015 2 comments

Despised Kids

by club27 1/25/2015

written by club27

I found out this song and this band by pure luck but those lyrics, I dunno
I think about suicide everyday and I really found myself in those lyrics, like the singer is going through the same thing :c
Even the name of that band… oh well

I just love those lines:
” I promise one day we’ll be happy as much as we pretend to be…”

and

“Dreams collide in the sky,in our secret neverland…”

I don’t know maybe you’re goin’ to like it too

1/25/2015 0 comment

The Paradox of People

by dreamsinwhichimdying 1/18/2015

written by dreamsinwhichimdying

I’ve found a recurring theme in myself and other depressed/suicidal people, which I’ve found extremely interesting. You want people close to you, but at the same time, you want them as far away as possible. When I sit alone at lunch, I keep looking at my friends, silently willing them to come over, but at the same time, feeling happy that they stay away. I keep looking at my phone, desperately hoping for a text, glad that it never comes. I want my friends to help me, but then I remember that none of them can. I don’t know, I just think it’s curious.

1/18/2015 8 comments

Random poem that came to mind…

by Bri 1/17/2015

written by Bri

Now I take a pill to help me sleep… I pray my thoughts, away; they keep me up all night, worse than the nightmares I fight I just want to rest. Please, just one night.

And as I drift, into the dark… My fingers numbing, my mind’s light just only a spark… I’ll rest easy tonight, because this kind of sleep… It makes me free.

(I’m under the effect of sleeping pills at the moment -ONLY the dosage my doctor told me to use when I feel restless- and this came to mind, sorry if it sounds stupid, I think I’m about to pass out)

1/17/2015 1 comment

A Story

by sad_face7 1/13/2015

written by sad_face7

My life feels like a story, but i havent gotten my happy ending yet so far things have being going wrong for me. I’ve always wanted to write a book about my life, but i dont know where to start. You think you guys can help me out? I think it would help me get things off my mind by not hurting myself. I think it would be better to write about my life then hurt it. Anyways just let me know if you want to help me out

1/13/2015 0 comment

Can You Like, Open The Book

by Bisban 1/12/2015

written by Bisban

At least tell me if you can’t help

Can you help toward guide me

You know that we’re still, friends

Forever, I don’t know what’s you delio

Living in the dog-house, the monkey

Doesn’t walk-around anymore is me

Goddamned, don’t let me curse, anymore

What about, your other pal, then

I need the collaboration to termination

Of a, of, of a, reptilian

And I am, the ancient, living, now I know

Of the existence through, this pain that none a soul

I will conquer, I’m talking, out of this blue

Retribution is not a vengeance

Why does it say, see a snake, do you still follow

In the detail, I’m talking about, out of this blue

On to another, hey, you […]

1/12/2015 12 comments

by Bri 1/11/2015

written by Bri

They come at night, to pull me in… I try to scream, but for some reason I can’t.

The sun goes down, there is no sound, I fight but now there is no one around.

Help me please, I can’t do this alone.

But help won’t come, and if they do; by then it’ll be too late

Because, well… I guess I just couldn’t stand the wait.

1/11/2015 0 comment

I need help

by gabreialla 1/10/2015

written by gabreialla

why all good and happy times passes so fast??why people that we love we don’t know their importance until they’re gone???why life is soo hard???I really want to die and I pray every day for god to die but I’m still alive . can anyone help me to get over my depression and loneliness?? thank you everyone

1/10/2015 2 comments

All hope is lost

by HereticBlood 1/2/2015

written by HereticBlood

So fucking broken… I quit.. I’m done… Everything I do I fuck up.. I fail.. Everything’s always a lie… Nothing feels right… All hope is gone… I’m a wreck I can not go on…. Help me out of this hell I’m too weak to reach out.. I guess just lay me down.. I’m ready… I’m not afraid to sleep forever …..

1/2/2015 0 comment

Fuck this

by goingnumb 1/1/2015

written by goingnumb

My dad decided to yell and yell an yell and try to hit us all threaten to kill us then kicked us out now we’re back at the house I’m so tired of this if it weren’t for my boyfriend I don’t know what I’d do he is the only thing keeping me here he tries to help me but doesn’t know how I love him I love him so fucking much actual love not that stupid shit I thought was love. I want to get out of here but I can’t until I graduate. I’m moving in with him as soon as he gets […]

1/1/2015 1 comment

help me plzz!!!

by gabreialla 12/21/2014

written by gabreialla

I feel alone and lonely these last few months I became very sensible and I had changed in my character . I feel tired in my head and in my body . I just feel like crying and something is killing me from inside. I had really thought about it and I think suicide is my the best solution .I can see everyone is getting love only me. I can see everyone is having new accomplishments in their lives only me. sometimes I think if I was living or not its the same thing. and I am the kind of person who hides their […]

12/21/2014 4 comments

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