Hey everyone !
I guess I just need some place safe to share my story before I put an end to it.
I am almost 18 now and since the day I was born I never found anything that was worth living for.
My dad used to beat up my mom , so I would stay with my grandma sometimes , so that I didn’t have to witness it. Growing up my mom ended up finding a way to escape with me and my brothers.
We were okay for a while…
My dad didn’t care about me anymore , and I had serious self esteem issues. […]
Hey everyone.
I am so unbelievably unhappy that words cannot describe the myriad of emotions (or perhaps lack thereof) which plague me with an intensity that is almost incomprehensible. However, I currently have the urge to try to do so for reasons that I do not know. Â I am not begging for attention, sympathy, or pity. I am merely using this post as an outlet for my own thoughts and emotions which I cannot express by any other means than by writing them down. Then again, perhaps I am subconsciously attempting to incite empathy, to offer others a glance at my own perspective with the intention […]
Hey everyone, I know this website is more for people who are hurting right now. But If you are willing to share your story on facebook and my blog i would love to see it. I have had a few of you do this already and you answered me back with how all the positive fed back changed your life. So hopefully this could help someone else. To tell your story you dont have to be fully recovered you just need to be okay with sharing. I know for a fact it helps other people i personally go speak to other schools and talk to […]
Hey everyone. I just wanted to let you all know that I truly care about each and everyone of you. You are all unique and good hearted individuals and I’m so sorry that you’re suffering from depression and suicidal thoughts. But please, keep fighting and don’t give up hope that things can improve in the future.
Hey everyone. I was just wondering if there are any other SP forum members other than myself and another guy who owns firearms? Just for the record, I only own three guns, including two handguns and one shotgun (for home defense purposes). All my guns are legally owned. We have tough firearm laws here in Canada. If you do own a gun and you’re feeling suicidal, please don’t pull the trigger!
Hey Everyone juts wanting to ask if you have Facebook can you please like this page. It means alot to me.
https://www.facebook.com/SppStopSuicidePrevention?ref=hl
Thanks The Crew of SSPP Stop Suicide, Prevention Project
Hey everyone most of you might know some of this but i really just need to get this out. No one really knows some of this stuff in my life but I need to get it off my chest.. I can’t carry this weight forever. and I can’t carry this weight alone. I trust so many of you on this site not to judge me or even respond but just to.. understand. Sorry if this doesn’t make much sense either.. I’m just trying to purge all of this information to maybe make more sense of it.. don’t worry it won’t be too long ill try […]
Hey everyone! I just wanted to share something….
Lately, I’ve been wishing for my death whenever I’m irritated. I’m sort of easily annoyed. Little things get under my skin. Like, whenever someone comes into my room and leaves my room without shutting the door. That really pisses me off. Whenever I try to get my uncle’s attention and he takes forever to respond (He deliberately does that) because he’s focused on his iPhone irks me, too. I dislike going through the trouble of doing something for someone else because they choose not to do it themselves (Referring to family. I am the youngest, so I’m ‘bossed’ […]
Hi, I’m new to this site. I guess, I’ve kind of been looking for something like this for a while. Some where that someone who isn’t related to me, and doesn’t have a biased opinion can give me advice. I’m not suicidal at the moment. Never really have been seriously. I just want ears. So this is my story: In February, the guy I had been dating for the past eight months broke up with me because he is gay (and I am female). He claimed he dated me as a way of trying to confirm to himself of his sexuality. Don’t get me wrong, […]
hey everyone. my computer is broken and I’m posting from my phone. I’ve had a horrible night. finally thought I was getting better. met the bastard who ditched me when I had a miscarriage. ended up getting smacked in the face when I wanted to talk about it, but when the police showed up I didn’t have the heart to send him to jail. in the end good people get fucked. so I’m gonna do it tonight. wish I could talk to you but miraculously my computer broke tonight. fuck life and it’s assholes. bye everyone
After the little incident, I’ve kind of calmed down. It took me a panic attack and about an hour of biting viciously to calm down. Which sucks. I broke my personal goal of no more biting. :/
I think I’m letting this situation get out of hand. I tore myself up about it and now I just need to let it go. For crap’s sake, it’s college. I don’t understand why I beat myself up over a fucking one night stand. So for a few days, I’ve been recovering from my stupidity and getting back on track with classes. It was going pretty well. Then last […]
Hey everyone! I havent been on here in forever but im feeling kinda crappy right now…plus i cant sleep haha, anybody wanna talk?
Hey everyone, I am having problems with love right now. Â I was trying to find a girlfriend but I mostly see girls that are kissing guys or gay girls. Â As a result I just feel left out because I am single. Â After a while of being single, I became lovesick. Â I lay on my bed not socializing anyone, just thinking about myself just trying to find a girl but to no avail. Â Worst case scenario, I feel like committing suicide. Â I just can’t handle being lonely and dateless. Whenever I look at teen pictures that show a girl and a boy kissing each other or […]
Hey everyone, long story short ive gone through way too much in my life for too long and it continues i debate taking my life constantly but i stay alive i cant take no more yet i keep going, anyway, i just hope that people are using this site to be able to relate to each other and talk to each other and help each other, so that us that feel alone, dont have to anymore…if i could be there for everyone i would but ill keep trying cause nobody deserves to feel the way we do…if anyone ever wants to just talk or just […]
Hey everyone,
I’ve decided on using carbon monoxide for my exit and was wondering if anyone on here knew the effectiveness of propane grills compared to charcoal grills. I have a propane grill already and wouldn’t really want to purchase a charcoal grill if I don’t have to. Any info on carbon monoxide will be helpful.
Thanks
Hey everyone, I’ve been a long time lurker, this is my first post. I don’t really know where else to go to get advice or support or anything like that.
Basically I’ve had depression for 3 years now (I’m 18, turning 19 in a few months), and I’ve just been suffering through it, I’ve been thinking about suicide every day but I’m too much of a coward to just do it. In all honesty, if I had a gun or something, I’d do it, but I’m just scared of the pain.
Anyways yeah so I’ve been talking about it with one of my friends and this girl […]
hey everyone …..xx
hope you are all well .. <——- that question is so fckn annoying dontcha think .. = of course we are not well dumbass !!
well i know im not – i dont know what to do .. im so lost – numb – sick of my life !… im so scared im confused ..
today ive not really been in touch with reality to be honest – ive not even got washed or dressed – TRAMP ALERT !
Hello im elena. Im 17 years of age and i am suicidal. There is not one day that goes by that i don’t think of suicide. I am going through severe depression. I feel like everyone in the world is fake to me i hate myself, i really do. I look at myself in the mirror and think to myself i am so ugly,fat,useless,worthless. No boy really likes me for me? They just wan’t me for other things not to really love me. I cry myself to sleep everyday because of how much i really hate what i have become. Why is that i feel […]
hey ive been through so much and i cant take no more either but i keep saying the best part about this is we have each other to lean on cause we only know what each other is going through i go on here once in a while not too much but ill try to keep going on more, i just wanna say i know what your going through and i want you to know if u think nobody is there for you, i am so e-mail me at mkafan12@yahoo.com and talk to me about whatever even if u just wanna say hi to […]
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