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it’ll be ok

by lonelygirl9 8/7/2014

written by lonelygirl9

ok i would first like to say that this site blew me away and i was so impressed that so many people were able to come together and relate through some of the hardest things in their life.

so, whats going on in my life…let me start from the beginning and by saying THANK YOU to anyone who actually reads this whole thing haha. in all seriousness– my father is an alcoholic and is bipolar, i honestly hate labels because i feel like theyre a false representation of a person. yes he is an alcoholic, but when hes sober, hes great. when i was 9 yrs […]

8/7/2014 1 comment

All kinds of Fucked up..

by alina_01 8/7/2014

written by alina_01

My life is a series of fucked up events and people, it’s my own hell. I have been hurt and disappointed so much in my life that I have shut down, I don’t truly trust anyone and I’m emotionally shut off. I was in love once or so I thought, and this past year I lost it all. Family, friends, and the guy I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with. It’s over been over and yet I still talk to him, everything I keep doing is stupid. I want to let go to just leave all of this behind. […]

8/7/2014 1 comment

tired of dealing

by losttotheuniverse 8/6/2014

written by losttotheuniverse

Tired of trying. Tired of crying. Just a lost soul who is waiting for the end. The hurt that is going on inside, no one tries to understand. They all say, “Just get over it and move on.” but how can you get over feeling dead inside?

8/6/2014 6 comments

Here I am…

by seroquelqueen 8/6/2014

written by seroquelqueen

Sitting in the dark. Looking up suicide on Google. It brought me to this site…

I read the pain of your words, and relate. My heart hurts with you, and hurts like you. I see your pain. I see the desperation. I see I’m not alone.

You feel it too… That bottle of pills singing it’s Siren song, that sharp blade flashing like a knight in shining armor, that seductive rope calling your name to lovingly squeeze you into darkness. They seduce me into a trance of thinking if only I could do it.

I am so desperate to not hurt any longer. I try. I really do. I look online for things like […]

8/6/2014 2 comments

I’m a major fuck up and deserve to die

by nojncohere 8/5/2014

written by nojncohere

I like this guy. He broke up with his girlfriend for me and for some other reasons. Their relationship had gone on for roughly 18 months. See just last night I thought, you know I’ll be honest with her, so I told her that I liked him and that I was so sorry. We had a row. I’d just like to point out me and this girl were close. I hate myself. I fucked up a relationship, a friendship and everything happy in my life. I don’t deserve to be happy because this girl loves this guy. But he likes me and I like him.

This […]

8/5/2014 6 comments

bon voyage

by passionfruit3 8/4/2014

written by passionfruit3

So im a little afraid of dying which ive told myself is normal so im okay with that.What i cant figure out is why unlike other times i dont feel sad but i do feel suicidal.It bugs me cause i dont feel much of anything when it comes to emotions other than that fear of not knowing whats after this.Im still going through with it but it would be easier if i was feeling some depression along with it or some anger.Maybe i am empty inside i just dont know.My sisters leaving and i may hurt others if i dont stop my life.Im doing it […]

8/4/2014 0 comment

I guess it gets lonely writing to your notepad

by yeahfuckingright25 8/1/2014

written by yeahfuckingright25

Dear Who the fuck ever,

I am so sick of trying for something that feels so futile. I have known from a very young age that I will die by my own hand. And you can call that selfish, but the only reason I am still breathing today is because I don’t want to hurt anyone. I do not want to stick A****** with the stigma of a dead, suicidal sister. I love that little girl more than I have ever loved myself. I love you A****, but A****** comes first. If she were not here I would have been dead by my own hand years […]

8/1/2014 2 comments

my suicide letter

by endlesstearss 7/30/2014

written by endlesstearss

Im just done. I cannot take this anymore. I can no longer handle being shoved around or not having anyone there for me. Its just to overwhelming, to stressful, to depressing. I feel so alone. Nothing matters. Numbness is my bestfriend. Im just not enough to hold up all this weight. No one would see this coming. I never showed a sign of hurt when they called me those names. Saying i looked aneroxic and that no one likes me. Really they just pushed it and hid it furthet and further deep down inside of me. But one human being can only take so much. […]

7/30/2014 6 comments

This Darkness Inside Me

by BlackSpirit 7/29/2014

written by BlackSpirit

This is my life

This is my soul

Full of sadness and dark

Always breaking and falling apart

With this bitterness I can’t, take out of my heart

It’s all dark

All dark inside here

All my lights have gone off

And I can’t see anything

But this darkness inside me

This is my heart

This is my reality

Full of hurt and black

Always falling down and cry

With this sorrow I have inside

It’s all dark

All dark inside here

All my lights have gone off

And I can’t see anything

But this darkness inside me

7/29/2014 0 comment

The White Crayon

by brokenprincessteen 7/28/2014

written by brokenprincessteen

i waited,

and waited.

for a day i would be picked.

for a day i could play with my friends.

but the day never came.

and when they all left.

i was left alone,

with only my shadow to fight.

A sharpener,

will hurt

a little lesser

than

this loneliness.

-brokenprincessteen

7/28/2014 0 comment

I’m want to kill myself in a few months.

by greenone 7/27/2014

written by greenone

The past few months have been utter hell. The love of my life dumped me and since we have the same friends, they all dumped me too. I used to live in a house with all of them and now I am out cold on my own. I have done absolutely nothing to my friends to hurt them, yet they have been cruel to me for no reason and ditched me. They were my friends first. They ditched me because they couldn’t be assed to help me out, he wasn’t hurt, so oh let’s all side with him and leave her for the rats. I […]

7/27/2014 4 comments

Worthless me

by Tuckers 7/27/2014

written by Tuckers

Believe it or not but i am only 13. I might as well begin with I have attempted suicide numerous amount of times; Cutting, Hanging an this might sound ridiculous but putting a knife in a toaster. Every time it ended up with me getting hurt and my mother covering it up as she thought if anyone knew i would be taken away from her. My Mother is mentally ill might i add (bipolar and depression). I myself have depression and it brings me down like a ton of bricks (correct me if i am using that phrase wrong) it brings me down to states […]

7/27/2014 2 comments

i hurt

by paingoaway 7/26/2014

written by paingoaway

i hurt today very badly. but im trying to live. im trying to live.

7/26/2014 0 comment

The Monster In My Mind

by sadcigarette 7/24/2014

written by sadcigarette

There is a monster in my mind

He comes out when I’m alone

He tells me that happiness is a lie

And death’s a better home

He shows me all the hurt

I put my family through

Every mistake I made

He says “Its all on you”

He has never spoke a lie

He tells me how it is

He says that if I would die

I would no longer be his

The monster in my mind

Controls my every […]

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7/24/2014 3 comments

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by LetItGo 7/17/2014

written by LetItGo

had huge fight with sister
anger resurfaced
pain grew
hurt more
insulted
almost pushed down stairs
hit
slapped
punched
shoved around
lots of tears
35 minute call
tears
silent treatment
broken

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7/17/2014 3 comments

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Firefly’s Story

by Dark Firefly 7/15/2014

written by Dark Firefly

My story, here’s hoping.

Mature audiences only. 15+ would be my recommendation but I don’t know. When I was 13 I read this sort of thing. But please, if you’re young, don’t read this.

Between the ages of 4 and 10, my brothers repeatedly beat me after school. My parents worked full time and to me, they were almost like strangers. My two half brothers and my one half sister hate me. They despise me, they always told me that my dad favored me, because their dad lived far away and my mum divorced him and married my dad. Whenever I went crying to mum, she would […]

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7/15/2014 21 comments

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unbearable

by numb6490 7/14/2014

written by numb6490

Cant bear to live anymore. Im in so much pain. There are times where I silently lay n pray for death while im trying to sleep. But then I feel so guilty for feeling that way I feel so selfish. cuz I have a 3 year old daughter n I cant even imagine putting her thru the pain of having a mom that commited suicide I dnt want to emotional lu hurt her or damage her. What do I do

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7/14/2014 3 comments

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i hate my life.

by heartbrokenn1 7/13/2014

written by heartbrokenn1

I hate my life. I’m so depressed.. It all started about a year ago. There was this guy I had liked for a while and we finally started talking. The first few weeks, everything was great. We texted just about everyday. Exchanged the finest words. Things were perfect. Then suddenly one day it’s like he just forgot about me. He started tweeting about this other girl and it made me feel invisible. Once him and her stopped talking, we started again. Then another girl came into the picture. I hated seeing them flirt at school. Anyways, he’d flip flop back and forth between her and […]

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7/13/2014 7 comments

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I am sweet as suger hard as ice hurt me once and i will kill u twice.,.,.

by leo 7/12/2014

written by leo

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7/12/2014 3 comments

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Ever feel like you were meant to die?

by alum 7/10/2014

written by alum

And I’m not talking about the people who have had close brushes with death and feel like they are living on borrowed time (you know, the ones who are like “a piano almost fell and killed me! Now I will live life to the fullest!”). Or maybe I am? I have survived from a very real attempt at suicide. I always wanted to die. I have tried plenty of other times but was always stopped or prevented. I hate that when you die, the people who treated you the worst are never the remorseful ones. The funny thing is that they are the ones who […]

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7/10/2014 33 comments

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